probably gonna be really cringey but i gotta spread my word so
I love my fp so much genuinely as much as i hate having bpd i feel like my love for them/p wouldnt be the same otherwise. i feel so deeply connected to him its like we are on the same brainwaves and everytime i talk to him i get all giddy and its so refreshing to have someone that just doesnt judge you for anything (to a point obviously). Hes so supportive to me and he always knows what to say and can tell when im upset even if i dont update simply plural or mention it. no one else does that for me. And the fact that i am *chosen* like the whole concept behind that it makes me feel so special and wanted that someone so guarded and who has been through so much can trust me and i dont think i will ever find someone i can love more than him because the standards have been set so high theres no way i could ever settle for less in a friendship or a relationship (not that i havent tbh actually thinking about that but the thought is there)
The fact that we could go back to talking like normal after 6 months of no contact is insane? Like we are literally so similar yet so different hes like my second half. Also like we have literally never argued more than like once? Over the four/FIVE? years we have known eachother woah gang woah.
ILY YOUR MY BEST FRIEND EVER BESTEST BESTEST FRIEND GANGNAM STYLE
/ALL PLATONIC PLEASE PLATONIC I SWEAR