Apr 11, 2023
maybe in another universe i'm alina and you're aleksandr
maybe i was born to kill you
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maybe in another universe i'm alina and you're aleksandr
maybe i was born to kill you
and we told him, "she's doing fine. sometimes the spark is there and she lights up the room. her smile reminds us of the old times. but she'll never brighten up or lighten up the sky like the time she thought of you"
but she's fine. she'll always be fine without you.
I don't know what I'm looking for
But for sure
It ain't you
Anymore
Now I remember why I binge-watched Shadow and Bone back in 2021. Hahahahahahaha.
I heard a song that brought me back to 2012. This also made me realize if that you showed me a picture that reminded me of 2012-- I'll probably end up screaming, tearing it up, throwing it on the ground, stomping on it, and burning it till there are nothing but ashes left.
"You again?!" is an understatement. "Why does it have to be you?" is how it goes.
me:
ex-muse:
it's scary when the protective layers of the new hyperfixation start peeling off through the mundane, hum and drum of this life...
and the horrible monster you've been trying to keep down starts to re-emerge