Warning: rant about uni
I'm completely paralyzed, I may fail the last exam I need to pass before graduating (and failing that means postponing my graduation)
Even if the exam is in three days, I have already simply lost hope, my brain is just extremely tired and it feels like nothing fits in. I'm so mortified for not studying enough. I'm really just hating myself rn for not being more conscious about it and about my - low - skills.
Have no idea what I'm gonna do, it feels so useless to even try to cram information because it's just too much stuff to remember. At the same time I can't give up because it being the only and last exam implies that I need to at least go give it a try.
I don't wanna be manifesting bad stuff for myself and I know it's important to stay in a somewhat positive mindset to "attract good" but I really see no way of me passing this, it just seems impossible with the low preparation I have.
But really, really, I just badly want to give up.
