#excerts

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She cries at sunsets because she doesn't believe in sunrises.

Sunsets - JR

[the-most-sublime-fool]

Marcel Proust

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Forget

I know you can’t forgive me. I hope, for your sake, that you can forget me.

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Mrs Unattainable

Mrs Unattainable let me be your Mr compromise? I know it's not going to happen, but what if it did? I could treat you like no one else could, inadequately. I could show you a good time baby, ever played Mario Kart? I could show you my rocking body, rocking from side to side as I nervously rack my brain for some form of wit; to save you from this encompassing silence. I could buy you nice things, well some things; not too much though mum doesn't give me much pocket money. I could write you beautiful poems, as long as you don't care for silly things like talent or plagiarism. I could compliment you every day, yet my charm is like human rights in North Korea; worryingly lacking. I could fight off guys who hit on you, ok I'll try my best. They should know I took a couple karate classes back in 08; I've probably still got it. I could buy you amazing meals, well on Tuesday's dominoes have two for Tuesday's so we can like spilt the cost and it'll be pretty cheap. Mrs Unattainable, why would you settle for Mr perfect when you can have Mr Doing His Best Despite The Lack Of Substantial Qualities.

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Alternate universes

My friend told me today that there are an infinite number of alternate universes, my heart aches for the versions of me that never got to meet you.

JR

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Sorry

I am sorry, the words never seem good enough do they? Like a morning without breakfast or a day without seeing your smile. I could make excuses, tell you how things have been tough; but that would not fix things. I have tried lying, not that I am proud of it. The way I acted was wrong, I know that now; but I can’t fix it, try as I may. I could beg for forgiveness but I do not deserve it. There is nothing I can do to make things OK, so I am sorry, I understand it is inadequate but It’s all I have.

JR

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Sunsets

She cries at sunsets because she doesn't believe in sunrises. She’s afraid of attachment because no-one ever stays. Her brain doesn't trust her heart, because it has never been right. Happiness is a distant cousin, a lose acquaintance but tragedy, tragedy is a best friend. Light may leave her, but darkness is there with an uncomfortable smile and a shoulder to cry on. People have tried to save her, but she’s pushed them away; they’ll only leave like everyone else. My writing may not reach her but I’d feel defeated if I did not try, and my advise for you poor girl is to breathe.

Breathe.

And when your lungs are full, we’ll work on filling your heart. You will be upset, that’s the ugly truth of life. Though you will be hurt, you only have to look at the remarkable regularity of sunrises, and learn that things will get better; you just have to believe. So tonight, when you watch the sunset alone don’t be scared, it will arise as strong as ever; and so will you my dear.

JR