#excistence

[sexdreamsanddenimjeans]

I don’t think I was actually aware of my being or of anything at all before covid happened.

[janbloemendaal]

#excistence #art #love #life #live #album #hell #onlywayout #redlinestudio #thishellwillneverend #nothingleft #doordie #circlepit #metalcore #metal #ferrousmusic #ferrous #metalcoremusic #heavy #moshpit #headbang #heavymetal #ragereveals #debutalbum #ink #tattoo #gig #concert #livemusic #batman (bij Mijnsheerenland) https://www.instagram.com/p/B99oNuYgOkS/?igshid=1cx4uq4eu9xdb

[herpizzahottub-blog]

The River Of The Cosmos

When we start life we are blank slates, with no prejudice or bias to act on. From the moment our eyes open we are open minded, absorbing every piece of information that is given to us. We are all a piece of a giant puzzle, moving as the cosmos guides us, a victim of our upbringing and influences.We are flowing in the river of life, our actions causing rifts but play no part in the overall scheme of things.     I don't know whether this is comforting or not, to know that what I do will not change the course of this river. That I could influence a few molecules and that would be it, that the cosmos would choose whether a new course would be chosen or if it gets lost in the fluidity of human curiosity. To be so insignificant in the eyes of something greater, whether it be a deity or not, is confusing to me.  

[fantasma-rosa]

I'm going back to sleep, cause screw existence

Me, one morning

[jekeshay-blog]

[dancingonspeedbumps-blog]

What is love?

Is it something fundamental, something that is built into every human being? Is it a privilege, a given right, or simply a bonus in life?

[idc24]

I'm fighting with all I got to not finally put an end to my existence.

idc24

[devonazulay77-blog]

Rescue by Chance

When it’s all said and done

And you could shed your tears

Forever and away

Behind closed doors you’d stay

But I may barge right through

I’m melting the glue

That kept you down; you were down on your luck

Don’t pluck the hairs from your arm

I’ve many of times, past the clock

Out on the dock, and in the grass beneath the sun

Letting poetry slip from our tongues

But never would I pass these years away

Secluding my soul

Which is why I knock this barrier to the ground

You’ve taken yourself away; away from me…

You slipped into a distance; a trance- a bad trip

But I’ve rocketed back

And I burst through

Emerging from the dust and rubble

And I belt out to you

I’ve come to rescue you

From the depths of your soul

Where you’ve dipped your toe

And only as I fear, you sink and begin to drown

Because you’ve slipped away

And just as gravity had depressed you to the depths

Inches from the ocean floor swirling up the powder

I swoosh in; I’m there to save you

You delight me as you shush me

In the middle of my apologies

You hush my sorrows

I cried for I know you had doubt

But you hum and chime

As we pass over the horizon

We sing for the sunset

You’ll hear us croon in tune

The melodies of tomorrow

We’ve been exhilarated

Motivated to love

This life we have could be one of many

Chances to exist

But if this is it

That simple if

And we hold our hearts

For if this is it

Love is all we need

Devon Azulay