#existential-nervousness

[recoveryisbeautiful]

What are your favorite self-care activities?

Pilates

Dance

Tanning

Taking the Day off

Reading

Being Outside

Changing Hair Color/Cut

[neonlightstourupdates]

To the person who asked about Camden... The Susquehanna Bank Center is a really small venue! It probably only holds about 5,000 people. It's set up like an amphitheater so it's build into a hill with the 100s at the bottom of the hill in front of the stage and the 200s behind the 100s section. There's honestly not a bad seat in the venue.

to the anon asking ^^^

[healinghope]

existential-nervousness:

Demi Lovato inspires me every single day. I could never put into words the impact that Demi has had on my life and the resilience that she has given me. Demi’s courage gave me strength to find hope in myself at one of the most difficult points in my life and it has given me something to work for ever since then. At a time when I believed that I couldn’t overcome depression, her testimony gave me the ability to see that it was possible. I don’t believe that the timing of her recovery and story were any of a coincidence. I believe that God put her in my life at that critical point in time for a reason. I admire her so much and hold her at such high standards, not because of her amazing voice and talent, but because of her past. She’s been through hell and back, and managed to make something good out of her own struggles. She’s inspired me and taught me that no matter how steep that mountain gets, I can always make it to the top. I just have to have faith in myself, and make the right decisions. She helped me realize that not even money can buy perfection, because perfection doesn’t exist and nobody is perfect. She taught me that recovery is possible as long as you make a commitment to yourself. This woman, has helped me more than I ever imagined she would. I thank God every day for Demi Lovato, because without her, I don’t know where I’d be right now.

I am so blessed.

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[juliahouston]

Name: Becca, Age: 17, URL: It's a line from John Gallagher Jr's song "Imagine If"..."I've never been decisive but this takes the cake, an existential nervousness that I can't shake", Hobbies: broadway, violin, reading, going to NYC (does that count?), Reason for following you: Awesome Broadway posts!!, Random fact: Once I went to ihop with six or seven friends at 1am and our car got towed so we called our history teacher to pick us up, Question: Top 3 favorite showtunes?

Hi Becca!  I've always wondered what your URL meant since it's such a great URL!  That random fact is awesome– I love going to iHop late at night with friends, but thankfully, our car has never been towed.  Top 3 showtunes?  That's really tricky, but I'd have to say Woman from The Pirate Queen, It Won't Be Long Now from In the Heights, and One Day More from Les Mis.  :) 

[juliahouston]

existential-nervousness replied to your post: the people coming to my grad party are going to...

is there anything wrong with that??

nothing! :)  I love FOB.

[nataliegoodmans]

Becca & I are the same person. The fact that she too has weird Seth Meyers feelings just cements it even further. It's literally terrifying how alike the two of us are.

[nataliegoodmans]

Wishing the happiest of birthdays to the lovely Becca!

This post obviously needs to begin with Happy Birthday Becca! I feel so inadequate that this post is all I can do for you, but I am just going to have to make it work.

First off, you are one of the most incredible young women I have ever had the pleasure of calling my friend. You have such strength and beauty and I look up to you more than you know. Your intelligence and determination is truly an inspiration. In the past year since I started talking to you, I have been astounded by how much our friendship has meant to me. There are days when you understand me completely, even when I don't know how to say what I'm feeling. I am so happy that we made that one Johnny playlist together a year ago.

Someday I hope to spend an evening together in the summer, driving around in the country and listening to Johnny music and just talking. I feel like you'd be the perfect person to do that with. I hope you had a magnificent day, and that the year ahead is spectacular. I know that it will be, and I know that you will achieve everything that you have set your mind to. 

Lots & lots of love, Beth. xoxo

[strengthtofindhope-blog]

existential-nervousness said: I DON’T EVEN WANT TO LISTEN TO IT BECAUSE I KNOW THAT WILL BE THE END OF ME BEING PRODUCTIVE TONIGHT AND IT WILL CUE PJS AND PILLOWS AND SOBBING

RIGHT

like if it's anything that resembles skyscraper, believe in me, for the love of a daughter, etc i'm done

DONE