Oct 25, 2020
torn between wanting to do a reading because i find the ritual relaxing, and NOT wanting to do a reading because i know i have a fuckton of unresolved anger and sadness that is going to come up to the surface if i do a reading and journal about it, and that shit is so intense that i know it’s going to completely shut me down so :^)
#nerves.txt#negative for ts#it's probably going to bubble up to the surface sooner rather than later#and at a super inopportune time#so it would be better to sit with my feelings NOW#but also weh i don't want to Feel Things right now#i'm so fucking exhausted lmao#i just want to watch tgp or dumb karate show and be chill#existing it hard