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[loyaltyburdened]

YOU ARE A RAY OF SUNSHINE ☀ SEND THIS TO EIGHT PEOPLE WHO DESERVE IT! 💕

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@experiiment011​ liked for a lyric starter . 

There's something in Steve that's itching to come out, it's not hate, it's not resentment, but it's SELF LOATHING. Over the past month or so, he's been in this daze of hating himself because of how he is and god, he wants to make things different. He hates how his dad is pushing him to go to business school to be like him, but he doesn't want to. But there's that voice in him saying that he's not good enough for anything outside the box, that he's not good enough to be something that he wants to be and he wants it to go away.

A therapy of things, he finds himself at the home, looking for something new -- something in him wants to be a cop, something worthy that's not a fucking lawyer and yet.. He's at Jim's house, of all places. There's a specific halt, but he's there because he needs advice and god knows he doesn't wanna go to Nancy's.

❝ When I wake up, I'm AFRAID someone else might take my place, ❞ He lets out as he's waiting for something -- a miracle to happen, but he knows it won't. ❝ I'm afraid that someone else might end up being me. ❞

[trustcop]

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Salty Munday Meme|| Not Accepting @experiiment011

☀ What's your rp pet peeve? I hate when eyes are called ‘orbs’. I. HATE. IT. Thankfully, most people don’t do it, but someone will throw it out in a reply for me and I just stare at it, feeling myself dying. 

✂ A fandom that you feel isn't open and accepting? -coughcoughSUPERNATURALcough- That place has gotten really mean and have let their stupid shipping wars divide everything. If you aren’t on board with certain ships, people go out of their way to make your life hell. It is a very toxic place. 

❧ Have you ever been jealous of anyone? I think there is always that part of me that sees the same blogs as me get more attention or tagged in things that makes me a little jealous, but then I feel stupid and it goes away. However, there is always that initial “that could be me” feeling. It sucks.