Heartbreak Hotel
Gareth hadn’t realized just how much he had needed and wanted the closeness Keldant and he had, until Kel had made mention of wanting to court him. It was confusing, especially when Gareth knew the both of them had done much more than a kiss.
Kel had mentioned how much he regretted being drunk, not knowing better at the time. It was as if the punishment itself was the prior enjoyment, and it made Gareth retract himself countless times while his heart was in pain.
Blankly staring to the wall in a state of melancholy, Gareth shook his head as the words that hurt reflected his feelings. “I can’t do this.” The pain stung behind his eyes as he held a hand against his head.
He was so used to being used that Gareth himself had no idea what he had done to cause Kel to become so suddenly distant. Figuring it was something he had done, Gareth sat up from the bed. “None of this makes any sense.”
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