Feb 26, 2023
I'm too old for this shit. Why can't I act like a fuckin adult and leave all my childish traume behind.
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I'm too old for this shit. Why can't I act like a fuckin adult and leave all my childish traume behind.
Having a straight up teenage girl hysterical crying meltdown. Sober. Alone.
Lol, that's not my vibe.
Fuck me, right?
Cool.
Whelp, my on and off again girlfriend (she keeps having FP's that are these mono dudes) just told me she's engaged to the bf she's been with for a few months.
She told me she wasn't gonna ditch us again for this guy, that this time she wouldnt shut us out and disappear.
Whatever, it was toxic and overwhelmingly intense on my end. I started at that girl like the sun shown out of her butt. Like that feeling of anxiety every time she texted, and my heart filled up my throat when she smiled at me.
I guess RIP to the throuple of my dreams. And I don't mean like that's my goal, I mean that as in when she came into our lives, things just clicked and felt so right.
I had already started drinking when she face timed me.
everytime i see that one mutual on my dash reblog another post from some1 i KNOW is in the lifestral fsndom or has interacted with those posts i get slightly more scared that pyn willcfind the hesdcsnons blog and see all the asks i have sent there.
idont knw why i say that as if its a bad thing bc it really isnt lol im just scared- (also highly doubt that mutual will see this but if said mutual does then,,, hhhii- :fear:)
apologies 4 the random rant post it might happen again (i promise art will b posted soon i just have no motivation lol)
Whoops eye rant
EYES ARE SO FUCKING COOL MAN
I’ve been reading The Giver and I just whatched PJ’s new video and I just noticed the common mention to pale eyes
And like
Pale eyes are so cool. They’re like ice, piercing into you and making you want to stare at them all day.
But then there’s more murky eyes, like mine. The ones that dark and gloomy, that suck you in as much as the pale ones but give a kind of warming feel.
Then there’s the inbetween eyes, the ones who most people may pass up but goddamn LOOK INTO THEIR EYES AND TRY LYING. YOU CANT DO IT.