#f-ckethan

[jfcdaniella]

ITS MY FIRST DAY BACK WHAT IS THIS WHY

ethan has an effect on besame 

[heyalulu]

After ordering one too many pizzas, not even on accident either, Lulu knew who to call... Ethan. After just getting back from the mall just recently she was dressed nicely but she decided to get changed into dark grey yoga pants and an oversized sweater with a white teeshirt underneath accompanied by fluffy pink socks, it was basically what she liked to call 'hobo clothes'. Sitting down on the couch with her legs crossed, she got on her phone scrolling down Instagram while she waited for him to arrive.

[xotrilly]

"I think I love you, baby." "Are you in or are you out?" "Stop making a fool out of me." :-)

"I think I love you, baby."

Trilly laughed, laying her feet across his lap and finished chewing the mouthful of pizza in her mouth. "Why, because I buy you food?" she smirked, looking up at him. When she saw that he was serious, her smile faded, only slightly. She raised an eyebrow and sat up straighter, licking the remaining food from her lips. She stared at him for a moment. He was nervous because she wasn't talking, and she wasn't talking because she was nervous, and she could feel her heartbeat in her throat and her fingertips, but she inched forward a little and whispered. "...Say that again so I know I didn't imagine it."

"Are you in or are you out?" 

The wind was whipping at their faces, and Trilly had already triple-checked where the pulls for the backup parachutes were. This whole day had been a blur, and they'd gone from joking about skydiving to standing at the open door of an airplane in far too short of a time. She shook her head, but laughed. "I think it's a bit too late to back out, now, isn't it?" she shouted. "You sure you're not going to cry?" She laughed, taking his hands in hers as they jumped out together into the endless air below.

 "Stop making a fool out of me."

"You make a fool out of your damn self, Ethan, it has nothing to do with me." As usual, Trilly was making a joke instead of actually facing the problem in front of her. With her arms still crossed, she turned around to face Ethan. "Look... I know you believe me every time I say I won't leave again, and I know you're mad every time it turns out to be a lie, and there is no reason that you should ever believe me when I say it again, so I'm not going to say it. But if I have to leave again, I swear to god, I promise... I will say goodbye."

[jfcdaniella]

"I look so good without you." "I think I love you, baby." "I think this might be it for us." "I want you to move on, so I’m already gone." "Thanks for the memories, even though they weren’t so great." :-)

bye nona i hate u

"I look so good without you."

Daniella let out a slight half-heartedly chuckle, not sure if Ethan was trying to get a reaction out of her, but it worked. She slapped his arm, in a playful manner, shaking her head. “You look even better with me— don’t lie to yourself.” She fought back, slightly smirking at him. “Literally, you look so much better with me on you.” She winked before giggling at him.

"I think I love you, baby."

Daniella closed her eyes shut, taking a moment to process his words. He had only said it, twice? In their entire time of realization that they were in love with one another, he rarely said it. It was mostly due to the reason of Daniella breaking up after they had admitted it, and it sucked, not getting to hear those words from him as much as she would have liked, and now that he had finally said them again, even if she had moved on, it still hit her pretty hard. She opened her eyes, inhaling a deep breath, her heart pounding. She let out a slight puff of air, awkwardly looking up at Ethan with her soft brown eyes, “It’s okay, I don’t think anyone can ever fall completely out of love.” She flashed him a small smile, hinting that she still indeed, loved him too; the spark was just barely alive.

"I think this might be it for us."

She looked up at him, her head shooting up to connect their eyes. They both knew it was the end for them. Their journey was done, the chapter in their lives of each other was finished and over with, but it still hurt to think that it was really over; everything they had, everything they shared, everything they had went through to be where they are with each other today. They had never really stated out loud that it was the end for them, and a part of Daniella didn’t want anyone of them too, just in case. Just in case. ”Yeah..” was all she could find herself to say back to him. “Thanks captain obvious.” She said in a playful tone, in hope to brighten the mood.

"I want you to move on, so I’m already gone."

"—Ethan…" Daniella called out after him, "You can’t just, push away your feelings and expect them to disappear. I mean… I’m not saying I don’t want you to move on, but, I’m saying the way you’re doing it, isn’t right. You have to let yourself move on, don’t force it." She said, her hand slowly reaching up to cup his cheek. "Don’t try to force me to move on either, because a part of me will always be yours." She whispered, pecking his cheek in a friendly gesture, or not idk before pulling away to look into his bright blue eyes. “We’ll both move on, eventually. You’ll get there.”

"Thanks for the memories, even though they weren’t so great."

She slid her hands in her back jean pockets, rocking back and forth on her heels awkwardly. She let out a chuckle, “Yeah, ha. Uh, ditto, I guess. It was nice while it lasted.” She nodded, avoiding his eye contact at all cost. He didn’t know it, but those blue eyes of his meant a lot to her. His blue eyes stood for so many memories they had together. Like the time they first spent the night together, she spent all night staring into those beautiful aqua eyes, or the time he rested his head in her lap at the park, or when he’d smile at her, or when he’d wake up and they’d be all glassy. It reminded her of everything, and if she ever wanted to remenisnce about those days, all she had to do was look into those beautiful baby blue eyes of his, and she’d fall for him all over again.

[jfcdaniella]

"ETHAN"

yeah bruh

[jfcdaniella]

same tumblr eating and being fabulous its a tough life

so is being luke hemmings aND harry styles' wife :/

[heyalulu]

text // person you should always ignore

lulu: yo homie

[jfcdaniella]

is this an indirect to me

nina pls