#f2f: always

[ifuckatex]

Always | Kate & Jay

Kate: didn't hesitate to grab a few hoodies and a blanket before making her way out towards the tree that she knew she would find Jay at. She wasn't sure what had caused them to stress or panic but she would do whatever it took to help out if she could. "Baby? Can you tell me what's going on in that head of yours?" She asked as she approached slowly so she wouldn't surprise them.

[idriscainwolfe]

F2F (Nov. 7th): I always worry when it comes to you. I just.. I want to prove that'll be okay. And I will. [The ends of the burnt umber locks are played with between the fingers slowly before smoothing over his nape.] Do you think you could trust me with that?

F2F (Nov. 7th):  I'm sorry.  I don't want to be a liability.  We all have our good days and bad days and I'm just having a lot of the latter lately, but that can only mean the good days are coming.  I trust you, Viggo.  I trust you with my own life.

[idriscainwolfe]

F2F (Nov. 7th): [He blinks, eyes drifting to the side while processing the words. He holds him tighter with greater care, but for a long time he's quiet.] I lost you twice. I'm not taking a third. By choice or force, it's not happening.

F2F:  I'm not going to disappear, Viggo.  This ... phase of mine, I'm sorry for worrying you.  It'll pass.  

[idriscainwolfe]

F2F: [Arms fall around Idris' back, returning the hug with his face nuzzling into the side of his throat, breathing in his comforting scent.] I love you. I'm not going to let you think that has conditions attached to it ever. [He wraps around him tighter, leaning the side of his head against his shoulder for his voice to be heard clearer.] You can't lose me even if you wanted, I'm afraid.

F2F:  .... I don't ever want to lose you. [A simple sentence, yet the uncertainty weighs upon those words, implying a far greater fear than what the youngest is willing to acknowledge.]  Ever.

[idriscainwolfe]

F2F: [The heart flutters at the statements, staring at him with a returned smile before the forehead rests against his for a moment of silence, letting everything sink in during the quiet.] I'm forever yours. Husband, Saint, friend... anything you need. And I'll always be proud to be it.--You're always going to make my heart pound, no matter what.

F2F:  [There are no words that can fairly convey what is felt at the moment.  Joy, gratefulness, relief, worry, a series of conflicting and complementary emotions that are both at odds and align with one another.  Arms wrap themselves around Viggo's shoulders as Idris draws his Saint into a tight embrace, his face buried in the crook of Viggo's neck as he murmur words that only Viggo can hear.]  Thank you, Viggo.  Thank you.

[idriscainwolfe]

F2F: Then stay with me. Have faith in what I'm telling you is what I mean, and what I couldn't possibly lie about even if I tried. [The other's cheek is brushed at, moving to the right to comb through the hair slightly.] Have I given you any reason to doubt me?

F2F:  من شما را دوست دارم، ویگو ایرا ولف-قابیل. من شما را دوست دارم بیشتر از زندگی خود، بیش از هر چیز من می دانم و همیشه می دانم.

[idriscainwolfe]

F2F: Idris.. I know what and who makes me happy. ...You do want to stay with me, don't you?

F2F:  I can't imagine not staying with you, Viggo.  [The self-doubt, however, continues to plague him like a veil that simply won't be lifted.]  I'll never change my mind about you.

[idriscainwolfe]

F2F: That means you'll stay with me for a very long time, then. Otherwise, I won't find much happiness.

F2F:  Be careful what you wish for, Viggo Ira Wolfe-Cain.  I don't exactly make the best company and forever is a very long time.