His mind was in a constant fuzzy state now since his conversation with Elle. There was no doubt in his mind that he didn’t love John, that wasn’t the problem. It was more of the realization that this was getting serious and when things got serious for him that was when things went bad. His grandmother would never approve of him with John, which meant that no matter how much they loved each other it wouldn’t end up with wedding bells. Sometimes having royal blood sucked and wasn’t just a life of gems and glitter.
Emir tried to push that out of his mind as he knocked on the door to his boyfriend’s apartment. No, this was John’s birthday and he had plans for them. It was time to focus on the love of his life and not the black cloud that seemed to hang over their relationship.
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