#factiveconfessions

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I stand corrected,

I DO recognize some people and even remember them, but they aren't in the system so I have to go off of my own memory and their source.

It feels insane that these people do exist to me and there's proof of them, but it isn't proof of the 'them' I know of. Like our sources don't interact how we would. It's bizzare.

And it's not like we don't act similarly. It's very tiny but important details that would, I guess, change our relationship.

I am exhausted. Also coming to the conclusion of just how different I act/feel to my source. In a really weird way too.

Sorry for the rant.

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Got introduced to this blog for my thoughts and ramblings. Hi, hello. It feels crazy to have other people who split off from the same source as mine because I don't know/feel the same friendliness of them as my source does. I'm sure they feel the same way about each other, I just don't have the same feelings. Which is fine, yes, it's expected, but I feel estranged. We're supposed to be friends that have known each other for years (almost a decade?) but it doesn't feel like that at all. It's whatever.

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So I’m a factive of someone we used to know and I think I might hate them??? And I have no idea how to deal with those feelings because I know most of my system still loves them and would do anything for them but I just can’t help but be mad, y’know. I hate how they’ve left my family like they mean nothing to them, not once but twice now. and I hate how my system refuses to look at me with the love they gave them. My daughter can’t bring heartself to call me dad because I’ll “never be heart’s real dad” and I hate it. I want my headmates to see me as part of their family the same way they saw my source, and I don’t know if I wanna wish that system the best or hope they suffer for all the hurt they’ve caused my family. I just don’t know anything anymore.

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Same guy as before… I might become a regular here…

ANYWAYS that moment when you’re a factive and have the ugliest stupidest crush on another guy you’re commonly shipped with. AUGH. Life is pain. #needthat

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Being a factive of a streamer then watching said streamer is super funny at times. Yeah bro, I’d say that too

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well, we split another factive and he's very stressed out about communicating with a few people so there's that. it's very fun i know /s

and i, or anyone, don't know how he split? usually, someone could 'feel' the presence of an alter, but he just appeared out of nowhere? (we know there's different causes/ways alters can split, but this one is just.. baffling?)

maybe it's because i'm a more realistic guy, so i look at patterns of our system and go from there, but still. this guy is a cryptid just like his source, but he doesn't even know he is one. (it's a bit funny, i'll say)

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love browsing content of the fictional and real source im from. yeah im that guy AND who plays him. funny isnt it. (real) source is so weird because he has more lore than his own character??? what do you mean he died more than once (he didnt actually. its a bit). thank god i dont remember any of that because that would kill me thrice probably (this is a joke)

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Cries. I rewatch TWO of my source's videos and now I'm frontstuck. What the hell I should be playing weird-ass mobile games or something

-local graystillplays introject

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