factive confessions

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welcome to factive confessions! this is a system run blog, made for factive introjects! :] please no syscourse, hateful speech, or anything like that! (we are not disclosing our view on endogenic systems to keep ourselves safe.) any asks containing those will be deleted. also, please let us know if we forget to trigger tag something! we will fix it as quick as we're able :]

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I stand corrected,

I DO recognize some people and even remember them, but they aren't in the system so I have to go off of my own memory and their source.

It feels insane that these people do exist to me and there's proof of them, but it isn't proof of the 'them' I know of. Like our sources don't interact how we would. It's bizzare.

And it's not like we don't act similarly. It's very tiny but important details that would, I guess, change our relationship.

I am exhausted. Also coming to the conclusion of just how different I act/feel to my source. In a really weird way too.

Sorry for the rant.

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Got introduced to this blog for my thoughts and ramblings. Hi, hello. It feels crazy to have other people who split off from the same source as mine because I don't know/feel the same friendliness of them as my source does. I'm sure they feel the same way about each other, I just don't have the same feelings. Which is fine, yes, it's expected, but I feel estranged. We're supposed to be friends that have known each other for years (almost a decade?) but it doesn't feel like that at all. It's whatever.

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So I’m a factive of someone we used to know and I think I might hate them??? And I have no idea how to deal with those feelings because I know most of my system still loves them and would do anything for them but I just can’t help but be mad, y’know. I hate how they’ve left my family like they mean nothing to them, not once but twice now. and I hate how my system refuses to look at me with the love they gave them. My daughter can’t bring heartself to call me dad because I’ll “never be heart’s real dad” and I hate it. I want my headmates to see me as part of their family the same way they saw my source, and I don’t know if I wanna wish that system the best or hope they suffer for all the hurt they’ve caused my family. I just don’t know anything anymore.

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Same guy as before… I might become a regular here…

ANYWAYS that moment when you’re a factive and have the ugliest stupidest crush on another guy you’re commonly shipped with. AUGH. Life is pain. #needthat

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Being a factive of a streamer then watching said streamer is super funny at times. Yeah bro, I’d say that too

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r u active

yep! we just havent gotten any asks lately

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well, we split another factive and he's very stressed out about communicating with a few people so there's that. it's very fun i know /s

and i, or anyone, don't know how he split? usually, someone could 'feel' the presence of an alter, but he just appeared out of nowhere? (we know there's different causes/ways alters can split, but this one is just.. baffling?)

maybe it's because i'm a more realistic guy, so i look at patterns of our system and go from there, but still. this guy is a cryptid just like his source, but he doesn't even know he is one. (it's a bit funny, i'll say)

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love browsing content of the fictional and real source im from. yeah im that guy AND who plays him. funny isnt it. (real) source is so weird because he has more lore than his own character??? what do you mean he died more than once (he didnt actually. its a bit). thank god i dont remember any of that because that would kill me thrice probably (this is a joke)

- a guy. you have to guess though (dont tag) (#🔆)

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meantto cue lsta aks srroy

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Cries. I rewatch TWO of my source's videos and now I'm frontstuck. What the hell I should be playing weird-ass mobile games or something

-local graystillplays introject

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Sometimes I’m glad that my source kinda became a meme because now I can say “hello everybody my name is markiplier” and. They don’t know. That that’s me.

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My source is genuinely so embarrassing because it feels parasocial and I do NOT want to disclose it but gosh. whenever I found out that there was like one server for people with my source, I felt so happy but so scared. I didnt join but Im glad theres people who have the same source as me (source are a group of content creators)

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stressful stuff happened and it made like 5 (6??) alters come out of dormancy and why did we split so many factives of problematic Minecraft youtubers in 2020?? Like Jschlatt, Sapnap, and possibly Tommy and afaik Sykkuno isn't problematic? But he's in there too and it's just. Huh. They've been here???

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the random passing episodes/periods(?) of feeling source attached and subsequently really bad about said feelings 😭

I’m an introject most attached to a specific time period of the actress (because that was the version I originally formed as) but is it bad I find myself identifying with some newer things as well that happened later on and more recently? Is that possible?

I try to ignore the fact I’m a factive (out of guilt) at times but sometimes the feelings sneak up and jumps are me from behind </3

— Danielle Panabaker 🎭

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felt that confession about being an old mcyt factive. we have a lot of yogs and team crafted introjects and we always feel weirdly alien fronting in mcyt introject spaces

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shoutout to all the alters that are somewhere between factive and fictive! i'm as sourced from the Real Guy as i am the Minecraft Character and that confuses people apparently - Zedaph

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