I wonder how plural "we were" before we became Theo. Before we replaced that child. Because I've been around for so long. Eons, even. And I've come to the conclusion that I'm plural because I'm fae, but also trauma (at least this time around). I wonder if I've been here since the beginning, or it was someone else then they left and I became the host. I wonder what alters we had before they went dormant. I wonder if we had any fictives, from sources from hundreds of years ago, from plays and books. I wonder who we told, if anyone. I wonder how they reacted. I wonder if our plurality was different, full switches, if we didn't even have the things that make us plural now.
So many questions that I don't have the answers to. I'll get them on day though. When I can rot again.
