i'm not the writer i wish to be and never will be
i don't think anyone knows the pain of realizing that you're just a snapshot writer. i can write the outline. i can write the motivations for every moment. every scene worth note. i can write about every character and arcs. but the chapter? the actual novel and not just the scene? having the story itself unfold is something i can never come close to. i have all these stories without the skill to see them come into fruition. oh the unbearable frustration.












