seize the night

[loveroflavender]

hello!

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i'm just realizing i never really introduced myself...

i'm lavender...hi(^_^)/

age: 23🖤🤍💜

zodiac: capricorn

about me: i'm a reality shifter so if that's not your thing pls don't leave any hate and just scroll. i haven't shifted yet but i've been on this ride since 2020. long time, i know lol. i like baking🥧, reading📚, and playing cozy games🎮🎀. i don't post a ton but i love scrolling through the feed of shiftblr \(^□^)/. this page will probably end up having a lot of shifting content but also some fandom stuff so if you're into that feel free to stick around or become moots with me <3.

my drs

-wheel of time -witcher -rings of power -fame -singer -celebrity dating -better cr -youtuber -marauders -hxh

[loveroflavender]

Waterprince recs anyone???

so i've been pretty deep into the sunseeker(jamesxregulus) part of the marauders fandom for years now and have recently been intrigued more by waterprince(severusxregulus), kinda blame heir to house prince on ao3 lol. they're a past background ship but i was obsessed. i'm wondering what regulus' friend group vibes are with waterprince. most of the time it shifts with each pairing and i kinda wanna know since i'm new to the game for this ship. like in sunseeker fics he hangs with evan, barty, pandora, and dorcus, and he hates severus. so who's his gang when he's paired with severus? does he hang more with narcissa and lucius? or is avery and mulciber in the mix instead? i just wanna know over here since finding fics is kinda hard since i don't really know here to start with tagging. any fic recs would be much appreciated🙏. bonus if they're long fics with black or prince family angst too!

[loveroflavender]

i'm not the writer i wish to be and never will be

i don't think anyone knows the pain of realizing that you're just a snapshot writer. i can write the outline. i can write the motivations for every moment. every scene worth note. i can write about every character and arcs. but the chapter? the actual novel and not just the scene? having the story itself unfold is something i can never come close to. i have all these stories without the skill to see them come into fruition. oh the unbearable frustration.

[loveroflavender]

letting go of your cr

if you have been trying to shift for a long time try considering what is holding you back. like what is it about your cr that is tying you to it?

i feel like i came into the epiphany that i feel like to some degree, letting go of my cr would mean changing myself. and when you think about it, it would. let me walk you through my thought process. a lot of us are shifting to another place. maybe you scripted world peace. maybe you scripted to be from another country. when you shift to this place you will have been shaped by your experiences there not here. and that means that some of your habits, your quirks, and even your fears may change. it'll be like it never happened to you. what makes you, you here won't make you, you there.

are you ready to accept that? are you ready to truly be another version of you? maybe not. maybe that's something you need to think about and what's been blocking your journey.

but hey, what do i know? this was just a thought i had. and if it resonates cool. good luck shifting guys. you'll get there when you get there and if this helped hopefully you'll get there faster.

[loveroflavender]

☆new dr alert☆

guys i just made a siren/twilight dr and i'm so excited! i used to think that i'd never make a twilight dr but here i am. i just rewatched the film and fell in love with it all over again.

[loveroflavender]

anyone ever seen an actor on screen and suddenly they're your new s/o in nearly every dr? no? just me then?? okay.

[loveroflavender]

woes of a shifter

when you want to be cool and mysterious like your dr self but can never shut your mouth😭. and it's even worse when no one ever asks💀

[loveroflavender]

niche drs💫

hello angels... ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ ｡･:*: okay, so i've been in love with the wheel of time show ever since it came out and knew from the very first episode that i needed to have a dr for it. i love the world building. i love the magic system. i love the characters. everything. i still haven't shifted yet but i wanted to share this little niche dr of mine anyways lol. i've had this script for a while now and i'm still making changes. i might post more about it in the future, but we'll see. i would love for any other wheel of time shifters to interact with this post if you're out there too. don't be a stranger please.

p.s -share your niche drs in the comments

[loveroflavender]

don't let 'what if's?' stop you

what if i don’t shift?💫 hello angels... ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ ｡･:*: i think it’s hard thinking about that what if. a lot of shifters say 'if you think that’s a possibility then of course it won’t happen'. but, i think sometimes it’s good to think about that topic, not as a possibility but as a hypothetical. we think of hypotheticals all the time, because we know they’re not real and therefore can’t hurt us. so this is how i think i would handle that hypothetical situation. i would continue to embody my dr self in all the ways available to me. this means clothing, actions, personality, and of course lifestyle. just doing things in all the ways i can. don't say 'well i can't do that, i don't have the money.' instead think about other aspects of your dr like your relationships with people or how you approach a situation. i think a lot of the times we forget about manifestation and shifting things in our current reality to bring us things that we want. all good things come to those who wait. really this is just a way to be okay with our current reality while waiting for that shift.

i know it can be demotivating to think about not shifting. but i think this is a good way to remember not to let shifting consume you. you can shift. you will shift. shifting found you and the only way you won't shift is if you give up. now go shift.

i hope this makes sense. good luck shifters.