#fairmindedjordan

[fairmindedjordan]

Fuck eating disorders, fuck depression, and to hell with anxiety

[fairmindedjordan]

My depression has been acting up again lately after a string of bad news and events. I can't even motivate myself to do the most basic of productive tasks on the day-to-day. Is it Christmas yet? 🙃

[fairmindedjordan]

When I see how close my friends are with each other, I only feel jealous that none of them are that close with me. :/

[fairmindedjordan]

add to that list something like “grow closer with con fam” because I really liked just hanging and talking with some of you lovely folks @ awa last year :D

[fairmindedjordan]

(Late) New Year

I’m not big on resolutions, but I do have some goals for this year.

> Read every Peanuts strip ever published

> Finish Cheers

> Do not get in worse shape

> Make at least one really baller cosplay

> Make more time for myself (to rest/meditate/nap) more often

> Play through Bastion (again)

> Actually finish Transistor ( Thanks~ @first-mate-kate )

> Finish the anime I started last year

> Find time to be creative without putting off legitimate responsibilities

[fairmindedjordan]

Xenoblade Chronicles X is super fun even if I don’t know half of what I’m doing. :-)

[fairmindedjordan]

Thanksgiving!

I haven't been on tumblr much in recent weeks, but I haven't forgotten about anybody here! I've met a lot of wonderful, fun, and pleasant people and made some very dear friends this year. I couldn't be happier with my cosplay and convention experiences with everybody. So, if we've posed for a photoshoot, shared a bad anime joke, or taken a selfie together -- I'm thankful for you. Much love, fam.

[fairmindedjordan]

I was happier in last night’s dream than I think I ever have been while awake. Not because of what was specifically happening (which was nice and pleasant), but because I was actually living in the moment and enjoying being happy instead of worrying, like I always do, about when the moment would end.