#fallinginlovebackwards

[intoxicatemeow]

i don't think you really understand,

you definitely don't really try to ever comprehend

and i try to pretend that it doesn't bother me or get to me the way it really does get to me

it's hard for me to have to know and accept that you really don't get it

i try to act as unbothered as i possibly can even when it's like a gut wrenching knife that's getting under my skin

i wanna scream and yell and cry

because this just isn't fair

because i just can't seem to ever win

it's like falling in love backwards

and having your heart broken in slow motion