I feel like utter shit because my boss watches BBC sherlock, tells me he loves it, and asks what I think. I tell him, I really don't want to talk about it. He knows about me shipping johnlock. I cried at work today, twice. Because I was so fucking sickened that people at work we're telling me, "they're not gay!! u were wrong!!!" I feel humiliated tbh. This is why I think explicit johnlock would have been wonderful, because ppl like my boss would see and perhaps reevaluate their pov. (1/2)
(2/2) worst is ppl at work think they're allies and all inclusive. i just feel so shitty and upset and mad i can't think. i'm sorry for ranting to you, your responses give me some sort of comfort. thank you. i hope and wish you the best. <3
Lots and lots of hugs for you. I would have loved to give you a physical hug rn. I am so sorry. So utterly sorry for what you had to face this. I am so sorry for us. I am so sorry we were wronged like this. We needed explicit johnlock. For so many reason.This is not a ship. It would have been a representation. It would have been a life long dream come true.
I have cried so many times for the past few days. I am a closeted bisexual myself. And I have no one to talk about things irl. Now if Johnlock would have been canon, would i come out.. I think not. But i would be happy. Now I am just sad. my chest is heavy and there is a constant weight on it.
Shame on the people who pick on you and tells you and enjoys the fact that your ship is not canon. Shame on them. I wish I could punch them for you. Never ever feel sorry for ranting to me. Like never. This is why I keep my ask box open. I am so sorry for you love. i am so sorry for us. Wish you the best too. Hope we will be okay. That’s the only thing we can hope for.
