#famineism

[historiesandmemories]

This is from my old famine blog, but beyond that I don’t know the context but it’s accurate and Im crying laughing

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What Kind of Herb Are You?

QUEENIE

Basil

You wear a thousand masks and you claim them all. You say they are all you, all parts of you but some of them you picked up when you needed to be brave, some you picked up when you failed because you were yourself, some of them you picked up because you needed to be stronger for someone smaller, better for someone bigger, useful for someone crueler, and you can't help but desperately scramble for first place, for usefulness, to prove you're worth keeping around, to prove you're the best, to prove you're good enough, valuable, enough. You just want someone to tell you you're enough. You strive for success, to be a role model, to take the lead, to be someone everyone loves, someone who can't fall, someone who can't be hurt the way you were once, the way you're running from even now. Sometimes you just want someone to hold your hand and let you spill all your broken fragments outward but you know you could never let it go. The only thing holding you together some days is the image of perfection and success and security and the worst part is that everyone else needs you to never falter either because you so often are the one holding everyone together too. You can't help but wonder if your emotions are ever your own, if you are just an actor in a life that's not your own, if you were cursed to be a mannequin, a doll, from the moment you were born and placed into a life where you were a child meant to be seen, not heard, to perform, not live, and the jealousy the injustice or the pain is fueled into masks as you take the world by storm.

FAMINE

Garlic

You leave an impression wherever you go. Your heart is so strong, so determined, so willing to go after whatever hole you see in the world, whatever wound you need to fix next. You're there. You're justice, hot red and pure gold, fairness incarnate, a paladin in shining armor come to protect and cleanse and heal and yet sometimes you wonder if you're the most corrupt, dirty being in the world, a fraud, a monster in hero's clothing. The world is so intense and you are so small, so fragile, and no matter how hard you try you're never good enough. You want to be good. You want to be good enough. You try so hard and yet the world is so dark and angry and cruel. Perfection is always just out of reach and you want things to be okay so bad you bleed with it. You just want things to be right, to be good, to be fair, but you don't know if they ever can be. If you can ever be

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When Famine Illusions her eyes to hide their naturally bright green color, her eyes sight is significantly tunneled. She can pretty much only see straight ahead of her without turning her head. So she becomes 50% more of a klutz when needing to blend in as human

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I’m beginning to think Famine has a complicated relationship with Halloween. Like I’ve always thought she’d love it but as I was out walking today I spotted idk how many grim reapers that would probably remind her of her brother and as the leaves fall from the trees and everything gets gray and bare (where I live and where Fam usually hangs out in New York State) it looks more and more like Damonieum.

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I don’t think Famine has tastebuds...

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Famine is afraid of large dogs. Little ones are fine, if an annoyance, but large ones remind her too much of her sister’s hell hounds.

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Body language. (bold what applies)

D E F E N S I V E . arms crossed on chest // crossing legs // fist-like gestures // pointing index finger // karate chops // stiffening of shoulders // tense posture // curling of lip // baring of teeth

R E F L E C T I V E . hand-to-face gestures // head tilted // stroking chin // peering over glasses // taking eyewear off — cleaning // putting earpiece of glasses in mouth // pipe smoker gestures // putting hand to bridge of nose chevron // pursed lips // knitted brows

S U S P I C I O N . arms crossed // sideways glance // touching or rubbing nose // rubbing eyes // hands resting on weapon // brows raising // lips pressing into a line // strict, unwavering eye contact // wrinkling of nose

I N S E C U R I T Y  & A N X I E T Y . chewing pen or pencil // rubbing thumb over opposite thumb // biting fingernails // hands in pockets // elbow bent/closed gestures // clearing throat // “whew” sound // picking or pinching flesh seams // fidgeting in chair // hand covering mouth whilst speaking // poor eye contact // tugging at pants whilst seated // jingling money in pockets // tugging at ear // perspiring hands // playing with hair // swaying // playing with pointer/marker // smacking lips // sighing // rocking on balls of feet // flexing fingers sporadically

C O N F I D E N C E . hands behind back // hands on lapels of coat // steepled hands // baring teeth in a grin // rolling shoulders // tipping head back but maintaining eye contact // chest puffed up /shoulders back // arms folded just above navel

O P E N N E S S  &  C O O P E R A T I O N . open hands // upper body in sprinters position // sitting on edge of chair // hand-to-face gestures // unbuttoned coat // tilted head // slacked shoulders, droopy posture // feet pointed outward // palms flat and facing outward // chin up

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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓  𝐇𝐎𝐙𝐈𝐄𝐑  𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆  𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒  𝐇𝐎𝐖  𝐘𝐎𝐔  𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 ?  

Wasteland Baby

There is an essence of foreverness to your love, even if the relationship isn’t permanent. You were written in the stars to love each other. There is an underlying eternalness of your love that will cycle on for eternity. Even outlast the end of the world. And you welcome this with open arms. You are happy to love freely, and any love you give will always remain. Your ideal lover is one who will be with you til the end. A lover who will weather the storm (or the apocalypse) with you-- with gentleness, compassion, and strength. A lover who will sit with you to watch every small apocalypse until the very end of time itself, and hold your hand tight the whole way through.

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