some daily love cuz i saw you were talkin’ bad about yourself:
vanna, you’re the first friend i made on tumblr and every time we talk you never fail to bring my mood up. you’re caring, sweet, and even though you have flaws (like we all do, i mean- we’re human, right?) you still strive to be the best you can (and i know this because no truly bad, selfish or manipulative person would constantly point these traits out in themselves as a bad thing. a bad person would not worry about being bad.)
like that one anon said, even if you don’t show all of your negative traits online, actively trying to be nice while here speaks volumes for what your standards are. honestly, you wouldn’t believe how mean, snappish and downright evil i can be sometimes- despite that, though, i don’t believe i’m a truly terrible person. i’m just someone who sometimes says some bad shit, and thinks some pretty awful stuff.
what matters more than having those negative parts of yourself is the effort you put into bettering them. you’re young, you can make mistakes and still not be an awful person. as your friend, i have never felt you to be selfish or manipulative or anything else along those lines; on the contrary, you are honestly one of the coolest people i know.
of course you don’t have to believe this right away, and i certainly don’t blame you if you can’t. but i wanted to say it anyway so there :p
anyway this ended up being long enough to send through submissions so??? yeah i apologize lmao. feel free not to post because i really just wanted to say this to you cuz i truly believe you aren’t a bad person (despite your attempts to say otherwise jkfls). love ya, kiddo!
-gecko
im??????????? ok im gonna have to fight you right here right now how dare you be a sweet human being
but like actually idk how to respond to this im? youve broken me
so like ,, thank you sm?? for typing this all out???? and sending it?????? it means sm to me that you’d put that effort into it when it’s 100% easier not to do things than to do them so thank you ,,
