#fandom isue

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My friend is unaware I fictionkin and keeps talking about it how much they love one of my kins, like “he’s so pretty” “I wish he wasn’t fictional” etc stuff and I find it so funny, it’s peak humour to me

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Being very active in fandom spaces and a fictionkin is a double edge sword bc you'll get great content about urself and it's like yay yippee! But then sometimes you'll read the most rancid hottakes you've ever seen and it's like "oh that's..."

I get this alot specifically with Ruruka & sometimes Tsumugi like,, ik I was a shitty shitty person as Ruruka but y'all make me sound like the devil incarnate my goodness. Same goes for Tsumugi like no I didn't not care about my friend what are you in about??

Fandom be so cool then bam. Bad takes about you you can't defend or else you seem a little too chronically online lol

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I loved her in that life and I love her in this one. She was my constant, the one who stayed true to me until the end. The one who never judged, who saw me for who I was when the rest of the world didn't, and I saw her in the same way. We were - and still are - each other's home.

I don't like people calling our relationship platonic or referring to us as friends. We were family. First and foremost, before we were anything else, we were family and we always will be.

And it bothers me so much how much our love for each other is overlooked. How we're often reduced to ship wars over the boy we both loved with our whole being, and he loved both of us with his. It doesn't matter in what way we loved each other. There are no words to describe the feelings we shared, how intense and unconditional our love was, how it transcended language altogether.

No one gets it. No one understands. And I don't expect them to. To everyone else we're characters but to us... This is our truth. We lived and went through all these things together. It's tiring to see people so often misinterpreting a life you actually lived and are still trying to heal from. - 🐚🌊⛅

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*sighs in fandoms general direction* I'm a war criminal, not your uwu sad boy

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truly baffling to see the number of people (straight girls?) on tiktok posting about draco malfoy like he's some sort of hot bad boy figure who'll do nasty things with someone's daughter. please look into my eyes. i am a homosexual

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i hope the fandom knows that when they try to give me a human-style first, middle, and last names, that i collect all of those names and add them to my Gnome Name Conglomerate. all of your names are mine now -Captain Drew Starlight Dav Davenport and i know theres more i just can’t remember them (mpc, just “davenport” is the canon name.)

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seeing victim-blame rhetoric used against yourself is... weird. like, yeah, okay, i wasn't perfect, and i'm most definitely downplaying the severity of the actions of everyone involved in my past, to put it lightly, but i wouldn't go as far as to say i deserved all of THAT, y'know? like, fine, cast me out. fair enough. i would've left on my own accord. but we could've left the whole, erm... burning thing... out of it, i think. and the whole crashing down thing. seriously, even if there was not a single fictive/kin of [insert my name here] out there to read it, surely we should all watch how we talk about that whole thing, right? i know it's not fitting of me to outwardly let this sorta thing get to me but it's really shitty i won't lie. was the eternal damnation not enough how else am i meant to repent for this - #💌🌌🎶

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I. Just found out that one of the fics that was really big in making me realize that a specific character is one of my highest kins? Was also written by someone in my source’s fandom who’s NOTORIOUSLY gross. Uh. So I’m a bit messed up about it,

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