#fanlovedlt stuff

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OK REALLY QUICKLY LOVE THE AVAS DEMON UPDATE ALREADY AND ALSO @avasdemon , I apologize for the quick mention but you and your team did a great job as always for this comic and I wish to share about it now but I have my college graduation in the morning so short summary:

this comic is everything to me since I first started reading it back in middle school and I am so glad to continue enjoying it to the fullest!!!

I can’t wait to share my favorite moments about it after I’m done walking the stage so goodnight everyone!!

P.S I might even try to get back into drawing again for so long by sketching my plushie of Ava and her adventures with my when I go on trips outside of my house lol ok good night guys!

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Wish I had something to draw, but maybe later when I’m not overwhelmed with my whole day.

As someone who was taught that I had to either wait for someone to settle down with or to expect to have a family sooner than expected, it’s a relief to just believe I can just love someone non-romantically and share my love that doesn’t have to be one sole person.

I want to share my love without any implications that I want to be in a relationship with them or feel more happy being by myself than expected to find my romantic partner. As much as I enjoy these stories about someone else’s fairytale, or finding a partner they are happy with I’m OK being by myself without feeling the same experience.

Don’t get me wrong. I enjoy romance anime, and a lot of fanart that are either explicit or just pure fluff, but that doesn’t mean I have to experience that to enjoy it.

I’m happy just to be me and to try to share a similar love with my friends and family without thinking I need to settle down or to expect to have a family of my own.

I hope that that’s a good example of how I feel when I think of myself as an a aroace individual who I get mistaken for as a guy because I choose to be a masculine girl than a feminine type. I also just don’t care to look good for people, but only just dress on how I feel comfortable and how I feel for the day. 

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Finally got the bundle for the kingdom, hearts game and I’m playing the first one.

I have so much respect for anyone who previously played it when it was popular, because not only am I struggling with the second boss, but I just realized that I have to give Donald and goofy some potions to help them heal rather than expecting them to heal themselves.

I’m so used to NPC’s having to help themselves and the player just had to focus on their own character. That’s how you know I’m way too used having to worry about my character, then struggling with everyone else.

I still really wanna play this game just to better myself with other games that are both competitive and very strategic.

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I finally finish my college assignment!

Now I must try to convince to start any wips of all my fanfiction, I was supposed to write……….

One day I shall make Ava x Odin fanfiction like I was supposed to one day.

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Currently redrawing Ava Ire just to see what changed about the way she looks now till what I did before. I would show my drawing of her with my old acquaintances, but due to how I don’t remember how to sign back into that account I can’t.

On the other hand, at least I get to enjoy coloring her since I’ve always enjoyed the different variations of her hair versus her eyes because of her form.

After her, I’m a draw Odin since he was always an issue because I could never tell if I make him look older or younger. 

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I am awake at three in the morning because I just found out that one of the manga series I own is one of the same authors that makes one of my twin sister’s, favorite manga series and now I’m freaking out by how old this is.

To have a short explanation:

My twin sister reads what the English title is called a tyrant, who falls in love by the author Hinkao Takanaga, who I just found out is the same author that makes the English title Little Butterfly, who I just found out I own the first three volumes given by my manager who is a mother and technically my boss.

I’m gonna have to explain this all to her in the morning while she’s still working 

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Help

Also does anyone have a crybaby doll from Skaroy they don’t want? Hard stretch but my toughguy is lonely without their crybaby and I only got toughguy instead of both them together. Another thing as well, know any cool sticker website where you can make something you created into a sticker?

Anyways have a good day!!!!!!

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TW vent post:

Sucks that I want to try to do remote online jobs or side hustles but because of how there are some that are either scammers or some that are too hard to do because you have to pay first or something or you get paid little than they offer, it just sucks Because I’m getting paid as a part-time little money that’s not gonna help me and I just wanna make money to help me with groceries and stuff. 

Like I remember my mom once joked about how we could like either sell pictures of like feet or do one of those like really stupid side hustles online that is known to make good money and honestly, it just sucks that that has been like a second thought in my head.

Like I have skills with writing a bit since I take a class that teaches us about how to do proper typing for emails and stuff and I’m a good baker but a lot of the jobs in my town hardly ever have good jobs and such. I like the job that I’m in because the people are nice and it’s honestly not too hard to deal with it but what sucks is that? I’m not getting paid a lot to help with groceries and plus my mother has my card automatically to pay our Internet, which sucks.

Like it just sucks having so much to do and not having a fun or easy way to make money just to enjoy life altogether.