Fangirling For Many Possible Reasons ヽ(•̀ω•́ )ゝ✧

When you get free therapy from your imaginary friend ( ᐛ )و I’m a 22 year old aroace with a love for cartoons and potato chips

[incorrectavasdemon]

Reupload direct to Tumblr since blocked in USA and Canada on YT vers.

Youtube link for original video is here.

Tah dah, now at 1k followers. As a thank you please take this shitpost in video format.

[morbidmargaret]

Could Have Been Me by the Struts

i feel like this song perfectly describes how i felt and currently feel after finally accepting myself.

before, i didn't have any reason to live. i had reasons not to die, but i couldn't envision anything worth sticking around for in my future. i didn't care about marrying; i had no motivation to create, since i was always having to censor myself for my family and friends; and i didn't have any desire to chase after a career or dream job.

now? i have SO many reasons to live. I want to see a drag show, and see a pride parade. i want to kiss and hold hands with a girl while she talks about her favorite things. i want to create art for my queer characters and share their stories with everyone. i want to teach kids and give them all the knowledge and advantages and love and support i was never given. i want to get a tattoo, to get blackout drunk, to be loud.

i want to live all the experiences i never even considered chasing because of parents and religions that hid those options from me. i'm sick of perfect rules and tidy ways of thinking. i want to be problematic and contradictory. i want to be kind and free.

i want to fucking live. and i want to live pursuing what makes me happy with people who support me all the way.

so in conclusion it's a good song i like it a lot go listen to it.

[arowitharrows]

Shout-out to aromantic people whose lives are so fucking busy that they periodically forget what day of the week it is. today is Wednesday, June 5th. Happy Aromantic Visibility Day.

[arowitharrows]

Today is Thursday, June 5th. Happy Aromantic Visibility Day.

[arowitharrows]

It's June 5th again!

[colorbanditblk]

Ode to @peanutheaddd

I guess the #dogman fandom is dead without @peanutheaddd around. I learned through a freaking tweet that their accounts (and art associated with them) were completely wiped. I am absolutely devastated because of how much love I had toward their work, their beautiful animatics, their gorgeous art style. They were a keystone to the fandom and to have them gone without a trace? It’s a hollow feeling.

If you’re seeing this @peanutheaddd just know your art touched me deep within my soul, your work and AUs forced a yearning out of me I never thought I had. The fan fiction’s you inspired alone is testament to your creativity and even as everyone moves on I’ll still think of your Dusk AU, as I was planning a huge fanfic centered around it.

I know you have your reasons, but I still wish I was able to save even a few pieces of your work just so I can look at them from time to time. The love pouring out of them was awe inspiring and I will live my life in testament to them.

[waraillustra]

I almost automatically tagged Idia HAHAHAH so, to change things up a bit, I drew Malleus!!! I was afraid I wouldn't do his facecard justice, but in the end it was SO MUCH fun to do this drawing!!! Honestly, it's kind of my favorite drawing! But I still love Idia, don't worry

[avasdemon]

UPDATE || Friday May 15th || 2026

--Current readers, click *here* for the update--

* NEW READERS || PATREON || BLUESKY || INSTAGRAM *

Special thank you to @barbelzoa who works super hard coloring panels alongside me each week!! <3

*WARNING FOR BODY HORROR*

[fanlovedlt]

OK REALLY QUICKLY LOVE THE AVAS DEMON UPDATE ALREADY AND ALSO @avasdemon , I apologize for the quick mention but you and your team did a great job as always for this comic and I wish to share about it now but I have my college graduation in the morning so short summary:

this comic is everything to me since I first started reading it back in middle school and I am so glad to continue enjoying it to the fullest!!!

I can’t wait to share my favorite moments about it after I’m done walking the stage so goodnight everyone!!

P.S I might even try to get back into drawing again for so long by sketching my plushie of Ava and her adventures with my when I go on trips outside of my house lol ok good night guys!

[importantdogimages]

[zamisriza-the-resurrection]

Reblog the 500,000 dollar written check from Seto Kaiba and money will come your way.

[channelsurfer02]

Might as well.

[percysfemmefatale]

nothing to lose.

[pragnificent]

This is Money Snake. She only appears every 312 years. 

If you reblog her picture within the next twenty-five seconds you will have good luck and fortune for the rest of your life. 

[thingsamylikes]

I reblogged her late last year and my 2024 has been very satisfying work-wise and (secure enough to not stress out) money-wise so far. Money Snake is wise and good.

[fanlovedlt]

Tw: Venting please ignore if you like:

It sucks that on my special day all of my sisters won’t be able to join me because I have to tell one of them I’d rather her not be there because of her and my mother’s drama.

And also, because my mom admits that if she gets ignored by my sister, she would just up and leave instead of just sitting through my graduation, which I don’t know whether or not if that’s a really rude thing to do since it’s supposed to be my special day.

I went to a counselor for this, but all we talked about was just what these clipboard questions she gave me are about when all I wanna know is whether or not I’m being selfish for wanting to have my whole family all in one pace for the last time or if I just have to deal with only having one of them, be there, even though the other piss pisses me off more.

Family am I right?

Instead of me feeling excited for my graduation from college, I just feel terrible. I just want to get this over with.

[fanlovedlt]

Finally got the bundle for the kingdom, hearts game and I’m playing the first one.

I have so much respect for anyone who previously played it when it was popular, because not only am I struggling with the second boss, but I just realized that I have to give Donald and goofy some potions to help them heal rather than expecting them to heal themselves.

I’m so used to NPC’s having to help themselves and the player just had to focus on their own character. That’s how you know I’m way too used having to worry about my character, then struggling with everyone else.

I still really wanna play this game just to better myself with other games that are both competitive and very strategic.

[fanlovedlt]

Day three of playing kingdom hearts final mix:

Why was it that Tarzan’s battle with Clayton the most easiest boss all because he got stuck in a corner?

Also learned that as long as I level up higher, I can beat most of the bosses and I finally figured out how to use most of my magic. I just been beating up most of the minion is more than using my magic, but I have after realizing how easy some of it is I’ve been trying to do a balance of both.

So far, I can see why people enjoyed the first game so much, you have to be both strategic but also very smart to kind of figure out how to dodge the enemies. I also forgot to add that I did not think that Sandman was also one of the people that was a part of the villain group.

I don’t know old PlayStation games too much so I would need someone to help explain to me why I got so excited, overseeing characters from Final Fantasy in kingdom hearts, unless they’re all from the same universe, which would freak me out so much.

So far, I think my favorite world is Wonderland because now the more that I level up the more that Traverse town becomes the most hardest for me to beat most of the minions. I am so glad I bought the bundle during the spring sale.

[tinypaint]

self portraits from over the years (2014-2022)

instagram

[fanlovedlt]

Finally got the bundle for the kingdom, hearts game and I’m playing the first one.

I have so much respect for anyone who previously played it when it was popular, because not only am I struggling with the second boss, but I just realized that I have to give Donald and goofy some potions to help them heal rather than expecting them to heal themselves.

I’m so used to NPC’s having to help themselves and the player just had to focus on their own character. That’s how you know I’m way too used having to worry about my character, then struggling with everyone else.

I still really wanna play this game just to better myself with other games that are both competitive and very strategic.

[ms-demeanor]

Hey by the way if you're an American and you're against the war, it's your duty to call out the shit that is insane and monstrous and wrong.

If someone says something that you know to be wrong, say something. Push back on it. Iran didn't start this war. They haven't been at war with the US for forty seven years. The US didn't have to support Israel's strikes with this kind of escalation (we haven't in the past, in fact Trump hasn't in the past). The Iranian people are not looking to the US as liberators. The Strait of Hormuz was always going to be used tactically in this way, it is absurd to suggest that the Iran would open it because it is the single best method of leverage they have to resist annihilation from a superpower. Bombing civilian infrastructure is a war crime. Saying that an entire culture will be destroyed is genocidal.

There is no moral reason for the US to do this, the reasons that the US is doing this are oil and to destabilize the region. Hubris, cruelty, and a vile old man who wants to give himself a hero's legacy play a part as well.

You should be saying out loud to the people around you "This war is unjust, unnecessary, and cruel, and every reason our leaders are giving us to tell us why we're doing it is a lie."

People should know you feel this way. Some people will feel the same way, and it will be good for you and for them to know that you're not alone. Some people will NOT feel this way and it will be good for them to know that there are people all around them who haven't bought into the violent propaganda of empire.

[ms-demeanor]

Simple things to say to push back:

There is no justification for bombing water and power infrastructure for ninety million people; that will kill thousands of civilians and is a war crime.

Iran was bombed while they were negotiating with the countries that bombed them; they were willing to make the agreements requested by the US and Israel before they were bombed.

The Strait was open in February. If the US and Israel hadn't attacked Iran there would have been no reason for Iran to close it.

You can't be an "imminent threat" for forty seven years, so either Trump is lying about the immanency or is lying about Iran being at war with us for half a century.

[ms-demeanor]

Correct! If you are enlisted you made one really bad decision already, you don't have to make more. You can become a conscientious objector if possible, but if that's not possible it is better to refuse orders and go to prison than to participate in atrocity.

[fanlovedlt]

Wish I had something to draw, but maybe later when I’m not overwhelmed with my whole day.

As someone who was taught that I had to either wait for someone to settle down with or to expect to have a family sooner than expected, it’s a relief to just believe I can just love someone non-romantically and share my love that doesn’t have to be one sole person.

I want to share my love without any implications that I want to be in a relationship with them or feel more happy being by myself than expected to find my romantic partner. As much as I enjoy these stories about someone else’s fairytale, or finding a partner they are happy with I’m OK being by myself without feeling the same experience.

Don’t get me wrong. I enjoy romance anime, and a lot of fanart that are either explicit or just pure fluff, but that doesn’t mean I have to experience that to enjoy it.

I’m happy just to be me and to try to share a similar love with my friends and family without thinking I need to settle down or to expect to have a family of my own.

I hope that that’s a good example of how I feel when I think of myself as an a aroace individual who I get mistaken for as a guy because I choose to be a masculine girl than a feminine type. I also just don’t care to look good for people, but only just dress on how I feel comfortable and how I feel for the day. 

[lgbtqiatext]