Does anyone else who's disabled have an urge to escape to fantasy worlds and imagine yourself as a fully abled person? Like I wear hearing aids, so I imagine myself kissing somebody in the rain. Or jumping into the pool and being able to hear when my head comes up from the water. Or being able to hear something my partner whispers in my ear when I'm about to go to sleep. (I don't wear my hearing aids at night bc ur not supposed to). Or spraying someone with the hose and being sprayed back. Or getting a water balloon thrown at me. Or hearing someone correctly the first time. Or not having my hearing aid squeal when I hug someone. The point is, because a fantasy world doesn't actually exist, I can imagine myself as a whole other person who isn't limited and can experience everything. And that's a need for me. To escape this world I live in for awhile, and pretend that I am someone else.