i'm feeling elora; will you give me 13, 18, & 19?
answered 13!!!
18. Biggest insecurity
elora, answering this question: i have no insecurities im literally flawless :/
BUT MORE SERIOUSLY sdfsdg hmmm... a very interesting question because again eloras so Confident, her insecure and shy moments are Very Few and Far Between. but they Definitely Happen, like... sdfdsg i bring this up Way too Often BUT it was a very significant event that impacted elora a lot!!! she cared a lot about hte starseeker crew!!! so Def the starseeker crew being pwned made her Question a lot about herself and her abilities. like that was one of her Major Losses and elora lavain is a very sore loser. so Losing to solvin, who she Absolutely Loathes pisses her off so much LMFAOOO. solvin never rubbed it in canon (as far as i know) but if it did it’d literally be like
beyond that hmmmm... idt elora really Waxes Poetic in Shame and Guilt over the things she’s done, but she recognizes that she isnt Really a saint. and normally that’s literally Whatever to her but i think when she met arahana, she was somewhat insecure about whether arahana could really love the ~*real her. elora thought “She loves Elora Lavain, but can she love Maris Starseeker? Probably not.” A LOOTTTTTT. like a lot a lot and ive mentioned this b4 but it definitely was a factor in her Leaving as she did. its like... arahanas a bad liar so elora knew that arahana had SOMETHING going on but she didn’t rly imagine it’d be anything On Her Level if that makes sense. its like... elora rly thinks that arahana is geninuely good to a point that she wonders, if, on a moral level, she was “good enough” to be with her if that makes sense? like dont get me wrong elora didnt think arahana was a saint per say but she thought arahana had a really good heart, much more so than she did.
i think to some degree, elora still wonders this, especially after arahana went on a Whole Fucking Quest to save her, EVEN after learning the truth about her and STILL kept going regardless of the fact that elora had deceived her. but i think in a way? learning arahana’s Past kinda like... helped in a way. idk how to describe it. she doesnt Judge arahana for it (arahana use to be a bandit for the uninitiated) but its like They Both have some skeletons in their closet if htat makes sense? tho sdfsdgs it was on totally different levels. but still.
19. weapon of choice?
elora uses a rapier and a trident dagger!!!! it was Very fancy. the blade itself is made of a steel but the handle and all that is gold and has lots of gemstones on it. also her rapier would have a shell hilt >:3 like this
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