#farewell?

[starryrainy]

..... I'm kinda scared to say this but seriously.....

I can't take this kind of feeling for a while.....

will anyone care if I'm gone forever one day?

[yukifvss]

Yukifvss farewell

Hiii, so it's been a while, how are yall? I have a new phone now and this is the oldest one of models Samsung A12 but due to getting to remove the protection from my phone, I might not be able to post for a while. The lower half of the phone is damaged while there is a cracks of the glass in it. I am going to try link my passwords and all to my other phone and transfer everything, but I think I might also stop even writing because I do not hink it's really good and study is eating me too much. However I as a reader do like hearing stories but as a writer I think I suck at it.

Anyways byee byee, perhaps I might even quit but all I want to say that I love all of you for staying with me!!! We'll see in the future with the word "if". But thank you for everything, this wonderful experience getting into twisted wonderland fandom was a great and really full of joy. I might also quit twst but since there's new character I will rethink about it.

Anyways goodbye! Thank you for reading it and sorry for not even posting or wording my words correctly.

P.S: same goes to all my accounts that have been linked in the rules!! Thank you for reading goodbye!

[spare-teeth]

Goodnight, my dear listeners.

[petrichorleisure]

Well, probably gonna peace out of tumblr

before i go i guess i’ll link the only other place i really use if you wanna keep up with my shenanigans.

twitter: https://twitter.com/PhaceTV

It was fun while it lasted but, well, bunch of the stuff that made tumblr appealing to scroll through is going away (ie. anything they arbitrarily flag as nsfw...even if it isn’t) so that’s not my bag.  I won’t hold my breath for this site to reverse shitty decisions like this but eh.

[painful-letters]

dear uncle (father)

It's been a while since we've spoken, and it burns in my chest. It's been 7 years. Regardless of where you are now, I really hope you have forgiven my father for having forbidden me from seeing you in the last 4 years of your life. It's been around for 3 years since his death and I miss you so much.

You know he's changed. I can't call him dad. I shiver when it touches my skin, it must be because of the traumas. He’s bad with us. 

My mother suffers and does not love him because she does not have the financial structure to take care of me and my brother. Sometimes he gives us fear. 

there had been two months in which he had woken us with the noise he made by sharpening the knives.

There are many other things, but I would not have the courage to say it openly. I would probably cry a lot and if my father found out he would want to punish me, he forbade me to cry because of my anxiety attacks.

Those who see from the outside say that I am lucky to have an artist father, but I swear I don't wish it on anyone. He praises me in front of friends and rips my drawings at home, breaks my brushes, cuts my watercolor tubes... I always wanted to have a father who treated my family well, but I think miracles don't happen.

I don't know if I've more strength to endure, my friends are gone... I hope I can see you soon. I'm really tired and I missing you a lot. Are we still going to plant together? or maybe play drums? I think I still prefer to eat raw cassava.

I know you've always dreamed great about me, and maybe this has inspired me to be so determined. But I don't think I have the strength, I'm sorry.

~ your dear little star, or the little witch who played with the plants.

[imagesbassx]

The darkness falls...

It appears that My blood pressure is now one step away from fatal. I should have taken care of this a long time ago. But it's too late. Maybe in death I'll finally get some sleep.

[greytuesdays]

genuine and kind people that are willing to trudge through valleys with you, rejoicing with you on the mountain tops without any urge to push you off the edge. so thankful to know a handful- physical distance doesn't matter? probably more upset than i should be about this.