prompt : finding a somewhat private area at a fancy party to fuck (coat closet, empty office, secluded corner on the big balcony, hedge maze if we wanna get dramatic, etc)
RAHH FARMER REMMICK yes yes yes. i did change it from a hedge maze to a corn maze to fit the scene !
ᰋ ˓ . contents. semi-public sex / risk of getting caught, oral sex / messy blowjob, throatfucking, gagging, spit, cum swallowing, size kink, shy!remmick, whiny!remmick, praise kink, light teasing. mdni 18+
“Darlin’—fuck, darlin’, your mouth,” Remmick whines, way past holding his tongue on curses, his big hand trembling against the side of your face as his cock slides heavy over your tongue, the broad head drooling a steady pulse of salty precum that coats your tastebuds.
Which, first of all, is rich coming from him.
This is the same man who had spent most of the afternoon standing around his folks’ backyard barbecue looking like he had never had a filthy thought in his life.
All shy smiles, pink ears, work-worn hands wrapped around a sweating glass of sweet tea while his mama told somebody from church that her boy was still “a little bashful around pretty girls.”
A little bashful.
Cute, really.
Especially considering that same bashful boy is currently tucked between two rows of tall corn with his jeans shoved open, belt hanging loose, shirt rucked up just enough to show the dark trail of sweat-damp hair under his belly button, and his cock forcing your mouth open so wide your lips feel stretched to their limit.
Very wholesome. Very family barbecue appropriate.
The corn maze was technically for the kids, but in your defense, the kids were busy throwing bean bags by the porch, and Remmick had been looking at your mouth across the yard like he wanted to climb out of his own skin.
You could only be expected to behave so much.
There were paper plates, folding chairs, somebody’s aunt fanning herself with a napkin, his daddy manning the smoker, and Remmick turning red every time your tongue slipped over your straw.
So, really, who could blame you?
Not you, that’s for damn sure.
Now you’re on your knees in the dirt, one hand wrapped tight around the thick base of his cock, the other curled around his tense thigh as spit slicks down your chin and makes a mess of your chest. You still can’t take all of him without your throat fighting it, and he keeps trying to apologize for it like that isn’t half the reason you dragged him out here in the first place.
“I’m sorry,” he pants, voice breaking as the head of his cock nudges the back of your throat. “Shit, baby, I’m sorry, you’re just—ohhh fuck, you’re takin’ me so good.”
The praise makes you hum around him, and Remmick nearly loses his knees.
The pride of somebody’s little southern town, reduced to gripping corn stalks because your lips are wrapped around his cock ten yards away from the potato salad. His hips twitch forward before he can stop himself, pushing in deeper, and you gag so prettily around him that his whole body jerks.
“Oh, Christ,” he chokes, looking down at you with wide eyes.
The second you blink up at him through watery lashes and deliberately relax your throat to take him deeper, Remmick makes a noise so desperate and broken it belongs in a confession booth.
His thumb strokes your cheek like he’s trying to be sweet about it, like there’s anything sweet about the wet, choking sounds your mouth is making or the way your throat keeps tightening every time he slips too far.
You pull off just enough to breathe, strings of spit clinging from your swollen lips to the flushed head of his cock, and his eyes drop to the mess with a look so stunned you almost laugh. His cock bobs in the air between you, heavy and angry-red, another bead of precum welling at the slit and sliding down the veined underside while you stroke him slow with your spit-slick hand.
“Look at you all shy,” you murmur, stroking him slow with your spit-slick hand.
Remmick’s face goes so red you’d think you’d slapped him. “Baby,” he whines, and there’s something so good about hearing that soft, embarrassed plea while his cock twitches in your hand.
“What?” you hum, batting your lashes like you don’t know exactly what you’re doing. “You want me to stop?”
His answer comes too fast, too honest. “No.”
You smile, and take him back into your mouth before he can feel too embarrassed about admitting it.
His hand finally settles at the back of your head, resting there with his fingers shaking like he wants to guide you and is too polite to be honest about it.
So you make it easy for him.
You press forward until your throat works around the head of him, gagging softly as your nose nearly brushes the hair at his base. He smells like sun-warmed skin and barbecue smoke and pure, desperate arousal, and it makes your head spin. Remmick’s hips buck, rougher this time, and the sound of your throat catching around him goes straight to the heat between your thighs.
Somewhere beyond the corn, someone laughs loud enough to remind you both that his whole family is still eating barbecue in the yard.
That should probably slow you down, but it doesn’t. If anything, the risk makes it hotter, makes you hollow your cheeks and suck harder, bobbing your head in short, sloppy strokes that have spit bubbling at the corners of your stretched lips.
Remmick realizes it too, because his grip tightens in your hair and his gaze darts toward the open end of the row before snapping back down to you, flushed and panicked and so turned on he looks like he might cry.
“Gonna get us caught,” he breathes, even as his hips rock forward again.
You hum around him again, and that’s the last of his manners.
Remmick starts fucking your mouth in short, desperate little thrusts, messy enough that your throat keeps catching around him and your eyes keep watering.
Your hand works what you can’t fit, slicking him up with every stroke, and his cock feels impossibly heavy on your tongue, pulsing every time you gag. His balls are drawn up tight, tapping against your chin on the deeper pushes.
“Good girl,” he whimpers, and then seems personally embarrassed that he said it so loud. “Sh—I’m sorry, I just—your mouth feels so good. So good, darlin’, you’re perfect. You’re perfect.”
Remmick’s hand tightens on your nape, his stomach flexing hard under the bunched-up hem of his shirt, and his hips stutter like his body is trying to decide between pulling away and burying himself deeper.
He chooses wrong. Or right. Depends on who you ask.
You take him until you gag again, and his cock throbs hard against your tongue.
“I’m gonna come,” he gasps, voice cracking into something downright pathetic. “Baby, wait, I’m—oh God, don’t stop. Please don’t stop.”
You hollow your cheeks, stroke him faster, and look up at him just in time to watch his face fall apart.
Remmick comes with a broken, keening whine, hips jerking forward in short, uncontrolled spasms as the first thick, hot spurt of cum hits the back of your throat. It’s a lot—pent up from hours of teasing and shy looks across the yard—and it floods your mouth in heavy, salty pulses.
You swallow around him greedily, throat working to milk every drop, sucking through every pulse, tongue pressed flat against the underside of his cock, until his thighs are shaking violently under your hands and his breathing has gone ragged and broken.
He tries to pull back out of some last-minute gentlemanly panic, but you don’t let him. For a man who was worried about being heard, he’s doing a terrible job of being quiet.
You keep your mouth sealed around him, sucking him through the oversensitive aftershocks until he’s whimpering softly, his cock twitching weakly against your tongue as you lick the last dribbles from the slit.
When you finally let him slip from your mouth, he stares down at you like you’ve ruined his life in the best possible way.
Your lips are swollen, your chin is wet, and there’s dirt on your knees while his cock gives one weak little twitch against your palm like it is just as stupid as the rest of him.
You wipe at your mouth with the back of your hand, smiling up at him. “You good?”
Remmick swallows, glancing toward the barbecue like he only just remembered his mama exists.
“I’m gonna need a minute,” he rasps, voice hoarse and fucked-out.
You glance pointedly at his still-open jeans, then back up at his wrecked face. “A minute to tuck yourself away, or a minute because you’re gonna get hard again if I keep looking at you?”
His blush comes back immediately.
God bless him.
“Both,” he mutters, and somehow, that might be the filthiest thing he’s said all day.
you spend the day acting like you didn’t fall apart on remmick’s bed yesterday—until jealousy, chores, a pregnant horse, and one handmade bracelet shove the truth right into your hands. by nightfall, you’re in his lap showing him exactly how much you like him. (wc: 15k). part iii | part v
゛notes ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ this took me longer than i thought it would ngl. i’m working on the final part now, and i hope to have that posted after the ballerina!reader x lion one-shot that i’ve been working on for forever. warnings are based on all of what i have written so far as a whole, or are set in stone to be written ! this takes place right after part three.
゛ contents ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ hyperfeminine!reader. modern au. light slow-burn. mutual irritation / tension. spoiled / airheaded reader. forced proximity. semi-public sex. unprotected & protected p in v sex ( different scenes ). messy sex. shy!remmick. virgin!remmick ( not anymore LMAOO ). oral ( f! & m! ). overstimulation. creampies. dirty talk. praise. social class micro aggressions. size kink / difference. vaginal fingering. teasing. masturbation ( f! & m! ). vibrator / sex toy usage. aftercare. riding / cowgirl position. jealousy. mdni 18+
Sunlight filters pale through your curtains when you wake, thin and hazy, painting faint rectangles across the wall.
The air is cool in that early way before the day really decides to be hot, carrying the last breath of night through the crack in your window. Muscles ache in places they didn’t yesterday—in a good way, in a way that makes you stretch your legs under the sheets, toes flexing, and take a slow breath as you smile into your pillow before you even open your eyes.
Memory rolls back over you in pieces.
His hands on your hips, fingers firm but careful. His voice in your ear, low and rough with wanting and worry all at once. The weight of his body, the slow drag of him inside you, the way he whispered your name like it tasted good in his mouth.
It’s enough to make a shiver run through you, heat rippling under your skin despite the coolness of the room.
By the time you’re dressed—cute top that bares a sliver of your midriff when you move, shorts that are not at all practical for farm work, lip gloss already reapplied until your mouth shines. The mirror catches you pressing your lips together, adjusting your hair, trying to look like a girl who did not spend yesterday afternoon falling apart on a farm boy’s bed.
Your aunt eyes you over her mug of coffee as you grab a quick breakfast.
The kitchen smells like toast and brewed grounds and the faint citrus from the dish soap she always uses. The ceiling fan hums lazily overhead. She doesn’t say anything this time. Just watches, not unkindly, as you hum along to some song in your head, swing the cabinet door shut with your hip, and slip out the door with your keys and your phone and a little secret glow under your ribs.
The walk to the farm feels shorter than usual.
Gravel crunches under your shoes as you follow the familiar road, pebbles skittering out from each step. The sky is that washed-out morning blue, low clouds already thinning where the sun presses through.
There’s a faint soreness between your thighs with every stride, a quiet, pulsing reminder of what you did in his room yesterday.
It tugs at you, makes you overly aware of the brush of denim, the way your muscles flex. Warmth pools low in your belly at the memory, slow and syrupy.
You breathe around it, drag your focus up and out, onto the breeze that smells faintly of grass and dust, the distant birds calling to each other from the tree line, the way the morning holds the scent of dew and feed and sunlight-warmed wood even before the heat settles in.
The farmhouse comes into view, porch newly painted and glowing soft in the early light. His grandma’s car sits in its usual spot, a familiar shape against the gravel. Somewhere off to the side, out of sight, chickens cluck and fuss, wings rustling as they move. A dog barks once in the distance and then quiets. Everything looks ordinary—same house, same road, same chores waiting.
Your heart is not.
Remmick is by the barn when you spot him, back turned, shoulders moving as he hauls a sack of feed from the truck bed.
The old pickup creaks as he leans into it. His shirt is already damp along the spine, clinging to the lines of muscle you only got to feel with your hands yesterday, cotton darkened in a wide stripe between his shoulder blades. His hair is flattened at the back like he didn’t fuss much after waking up, just ran a hand through it and called it good.
“Be right there, Grandma,” he calls over his shoulder, voice carrying clear in the quiet yard, then turns.
The words die halfway out of his throat.
You stand there at the edge of the packed dirt, one hand hooked in your back pocket, glossy mouth curved in a small smile you can’t quite help.
He clears his throat, shifts the feed bag up onto his shoulder like he needs something to do with his hands, like the weight gives him an excuse to look away for a heartbeat.
“Mornin’,” he says, quieter than usual, words soft at the edges.
You walk closer, gravel grinding under your soles, trying not to think about how differently you feel in front of him now. “Hi.”
His gaze flicks down your body once—fast, instinctive, a quick sweep over bare legs and the hem of your top—then snaps back up like he’s scared he’ll stare if he lets himself linger. Color creeps up his neck, flushing from the collar of his shirt right up to his ears. You catch the way his fingers tighten on the burlap for just a second, tendons flexing.
“Sleep alright?” he asks, like it’s a simple question, like it doesn’t mean, Did you sleep after what we did?
“Yeah.” You nod, adjusting the collar of your top, nails grazing your collarbone. “You?”
He hesitates, eyes flicking momentarily toward the house, then smiles a little, sheepish and honest. “Best I have in awhile.”
The admission makes something flutter in your chest, small and sharp and sweet. You look away briefly, pretending to study the barn door with its peeling red paint and old metal latch.
“So, uh…” You drag the toe of your shoe through the dirt, tracing a faint line. “What are we doing today? Chickens first? Or are you gonna make me wrestle a cow or something.”
A soft laugh slips out of him, low and warm. The sound loosens some of the tightness in the air, unknotting your shoulders.
“Chickens first,” he says. “No cow wrestlin’ on the schedule yet.”
“Yet,” you repeat, teasing, letting the word hang. “So that’s a later thing.”
He shifts the feed bag again, but there’s a new warmth in his eyes now as they rest on you. “We’ll see how brave you’re feelin’.”
You fall into step beside him as he heads toward the coop. The dirt path is narrow enough that your shoulders nearly touch.
Your arm brushes his just lightly, fabric against fabric, and this time, he doesn’t pull away. His fingers flex once at his side, like he’s fighting the urge to reach for your hand and doesn’t quite trust himself to do it.
“You sore at all?” he asks, voice dipping low, just for you, almost lost under the rustle of the feed bag.
Heat floods your face, warming your ears. “Maybe a little,” you admit, lips twitching as you stare ahead.
He looks mortified for a half second, like he didn’t mean to say it out loud, then proud in a quiet, flustered way that makes his mouth curve. “If it’s too much, I can… take a few chores off your plate.”
“I’m fine.” You bump his arm lightly with your own, a playful nudge that sends a tiny shock up your skin. “Besides, whose fault is that?”
His ears go pink, just like yesterday when you pushed him a little too far. “Reckon that’s shared responsibility.”
“Hmm.” You laugh under your breath, the sound small and private. “I’ll allow it.”
The coop comes into view, squat and familiar, paint faded from the sun. Chickens fuss along the fence line, scratching at the dirt, feathers puffed and ruffled.
He sets the feed bag down with a soft thud and dusts his hands off on his jeans, then glances at you again. He lifts the latch and lets you go in first, palm flat on the wire gate as he holds it open for you.
The metal squeaks softly, and dust and loose straw kick up around your ankles as you step inside, feathers stirring the air as the chickens crowd close, bodies jostling, beaks tapping against the bucket like it’s the only thing that matters in the world.
You crouch down in your too-pretty shorts, the fabric pulling a little at your thighs, and coo at them like they’re small dogs.
“Good morning, babies,” you sing, tilting the bucket and sprinkling feed with more enthusiasm than technique, kernels bouncing off packed dirt and scuffed boards. “Did you miss me? I bet you missed me.”
One of the hens hops closer than usual, bold little eyes fixed on you, and pecks sharply at the loose bow on your shoelace. A startled yelp bursts out of you as you jerk your foot back, nearly losing your balance.
“Rude!” you scold, hand flying to your chest. “That’s designer.”
From outside the fence, he snorts, the sound quick and involuntary. “That bird don’t care what label you got on your feet.”
“Well, she should,” you grumble, though the smile tugging at your mouth betrays you. You stick your tongue out at the hen anyway.
He watches you call the chickens “miss ma’am” and “bestie,” watches you tilt your head and gossip at them about your lip gloss collection while you pour feed in uneven arcs. You tell one particularly nosy hen she gives “hater” when she pecks too close to your ankle.
Every so often he steps in to redirect your scatterbrained focus—turning the bucket so it doesn’t all dump in one pile, nudging you away from a hen who looks ready to challenge you with puffed feathers and narrowed eyes.
The little corrections are small, almost nothing, but his hands on your waist, your elbow, the small of your back leave his fingers tingling long after he lets go. It takes effort to drop his hand each time instead of letting it rest there, feeling the warmth of your skin through thin fabric.
From there it’s water troughs and checking fences, the rhythm of farm chores settling over the two of you.
He walks ahead on the worn path, shoulders broad and easy in the morning light, a hammer tucked into his belt, the handle bumping his thigh with each step.
You trail half a step behind, the toes of your shoes brushing the backs of his boots now and then, talking about everything and nothing: a silly video Bri sent you, a song stuck in your head, the way your aunt still folds your laundry when she thinks you’re not looking.
He listens, humming a response here and there, throwing in a quiet, “Yeah?” or “She does that?” at the right times, more focused on the sound of your voice than the actual content. Something about the way you talk makes the work feel lighter, even when the tasks are the same as always.
At one fence post, he kneels in the grass to tighten a loose wire, jeans gathering at his knees, fingers steady as he works the metal.
You stand beside him, one palm resting on the warm top of the post, and shade your eyes with your other hand, squinting at the bright sky. The clouds above are soft and slow-moving, smeared across the blue.
“Okay,” you decide out loud. “That one looks like a rabbit. That’s a horse. That’s—I don’t know, a potato.”
He can’t help smiling even as he huffs under his breath, tugging the wire flush. “Hand me that,” he says, nodding toward the tool sitting right by your foot.
“The… plier thing?” you ask, peering down at the cluster of metal, trying to note the name to the tool.
“Pliers.”
“Right.” You stare for a second, brain shorting out on all the shapes, then pick up the tool.
He takes it gently anyway, hand closing over yours for a second as he relieves you of it. He sets the wrong tool down behind him without comment and tips his head toward the right one, mouth quirking. “Other one, sweetheart.”
Embarrassed laughter bubbles up your throat as you trade it for the correct tool, face warming. “You know this is, like, my volunteer community service, right?”
“You’re doin’ fine,” he says, and means it more than you realize. You don’t see the way his expression softens as he glances up at you. “Even if you can’t tell a wrench from a paperweight.”
By late morning the heat builds, settling over the fields in a shimmering veil. Sweat collects along his hairline and darkens the back of his shirt again, fabric sticking to his spine. A curl at his temple clings stubbornly to his skin. Yours gathers at the hollow of your throat and between your shoulder blades, making your top cling more than it should.
Another small circuit of the property, another round of small tasks—checking the old gate that always wants to sag, tossing a stray limb off the path where the tractor wheels will roll, refilling a salt block while the cows watch with slow, bored interest.
You still complain about the bugs, swatting at a gnat that will not leave you alone, about sweat, about your hair frizzing at the edges, but every time he glances at you, your mouth is still curved up, eyes soft and content, like the complaining is a bit you’re committed to and not real misery.
Later, by the shed, he’s hauling a bale of hay when you step up and place your hands under the rough twine like you’re about to help. The dry, scratchy edges bite lightly into your palms. The weight nearly pulls you forward.
“Oh my god, that’s heavy,” you squeak, stumbling half a step toward him as the bale doesn’t budge the way you expected.
He immediately shifts, muscles flexing as he takes the full load from you with effortless strength, arms tightening. “Here, I got it.”
“I loosened it for you,” you say, nose wrinkling, trying to salvage your pride as you shake out your stinging hands.
“Yeah,” he answers, amusement warm in his chest. “You sure did.”
He carries it inside while you stand in the doorway, shadow falling across the threshold.
You watch his back, the stretch of his shirt over his shoulders, the way his arms bunch beneath the cotton when he lifts the bale onto the stack.
Heat curls low in your belly all over again. Once he disappears behind the stack, you fan yourself quietly with both hands, blowing out a silent breath, then pretend you’re examining a rusty nail on the doorframe when he comes back out, feigning intense interest in the flaking metal.
“Hungry?” he asks after a while, glancing up at the sky where the sun has edged closer to noon. “Looks like it’s near lunchtime.”
“At last,” you groan dramatically. “I’m wasting away.”
He shakes his head, but there’s a fondness in his eyes that wasn’t there a few weeks ago. “C’mon. I’ll find us somethin’ in the kitchen.”
Inside, the farmhouse feels cool compared to the late-morning heat outside. The screen door slaps shut behind you with a familiar clatter. The faint smell of coffee lingers in the air, threaded with whatever his grandma cooked earlier—maybe bacon, maybe gravy—and a hint of cleaner from the counters. The old linoleum floor is smooth under your soles, a little worn where people have stood in the same spots for years.
You hop up onto the worn surface without being asked, palms pressing against the cool counter as you boost yourself, sliding onto the space beside the sink. Bare thighs stick slightly to the smooth, sun-warmed surface as you wiggle into place, heels tapping lightly against the cabinet doors in a soft, rhythmic thud.
He opens the fridge and starts rummaging through it, cold air spilling out around his legs. Jars clink softly as he shifts them, muttering under his breath about leftovers and what counts as “still good.”
You lean back on your hands and watch him, letting your eyes trace the line of his shoulders as he bends to peer into the bottom shelf, the way his shirt pulls snug across his back.
“Wow,” you say lightly, voice echoing just a bit in the quiet kitchen. “Domestic.”
He glances over his shoulder, eyebrow raised. “Just makin’ sandwiches.”
“Still counts,” you reply. “It’s hot when you cook.”
His ears turn pink immediately. “This ain’t exactly cookin’.”
“Hot when you assemble, then.”
He huffs, but you catch the tiny smile he hides by turning back to the fridge.
You watch him pull out deli meat, cheese, a jar of pickles, mustard, mayo, a container of something his grandma must have made the night before.
He moves around the kitchen with an easy familiarity, grabbing plates from the cabinet by the stove, knives from the drawer that sticks a little, paper towels from the roll by the sink, like he’s been doing this his whole life, which he has. The domesticity of it twists pleasantly in your chest.
The quiet moments feel good, thick but not uncomfortable. You talk just to fill them, to keep the silence from turning shy.
“That jar is so cute,” you comment as he unscrews the pickles and the sharp vinegar scent hits the air. “It’s like farmhouse cottagecore.”
He pauses, lid in hand. “… It’s a jar.”
“Yeah, but it’s, like, a cottagecore jar.”
“I don’t even know what that means.”
“You don’t have to,” you say kindly, swinging your legs. “I’m fluent for both of us.”
He shakes his head, setting bread down on the counter between the two of you. The knife slices through the loaf with a soft rasp, crumbs scattering across the wood. The scents of mustard and cold cuts mix with the clean lemon of the counters and something warm that just smells like home—like his home, which you’re slowly learning by heart.
As he lays slices of cheese and ham onto bread, your foot nudges his hip.
“Thank you for feeding me,” you say around a grin. “Or I’d just fade away into nothing.”
“I ain’t lettin’ that happen,” he replies without thinking.
The words hang there for a beat, heavier than the joking tone that carried them.
His hands keep moving—mustard spread in thin arcs, bread pressed together, pickle slice added with unconscious care—but his eyes flick up, catching yours for a second longer than normal. Something passes there, softer than the heat from earlier, quieter than the two of you moaning into each other’s mouths, but no less real.
You break it with a small grin, because if you don’t, you might say something you’re not ready to say yet. “Is it too early to ask what dessert is?”
“You just got lunch,” he says, recovering. “Eat this first.”
“Ugh, you sound like my aunt.”
“Guess that makes two of us lookin’ out for you.”
That earns him another flutter beneath your ribs, warm and buoyant.
He finishes the second sandwich and sets both plates down, one beside you on the counter, one on the small space beside the sink for himself.
You take a bite, hum approvingly at the taste, and swing your legs again, watching him through your lashes as he leans one hip against the counter to eat, close enough that his hip almost brushes your knee.
In the days that follow, the farmhouse starts to feel less like a place you visit and more like somewhere you’re quietly circling toward.
His grandma draws you in without trying. One afternoon she calls you over to the kitchen table while Remmick is still outside and sets down a bowl of snapped beans.
You sit opposite her, nails painted and bracelets sliding down your wrists, awkward for about half a second before she starts talking about everything from old neighbors to which church ladies can’t cook worth a dime.
She shows you how to break the ends cleanly, how to pile them just so. You end up talking about your aunt, your dad, all the places you’ve tried to live in before getting shipped down here.
By the time Remmick finally comes in for water, there’s a small pile of neat green beans by your elbow and his grandma is telling you that you have “good hands for work when you bother to use them.”
On another day, she pulls you into the living room while some old movie plays low on TV. You sit with a cushion in your lap while she knits, and she asks you which color yarn looks nicest for a baby blanket. You pick something soft and bright, and she nods like that was a test you passed without knowing.
You start staying later without being asked.
There are days when your aunt doesn’t have to call twice to ask where you are because she already knows you’re on the farm, fussing at chickens or trailing after Remmick with a water bottle you keep forgetting to drink yourself.
Sometimes you help his grandma set the table, humming while you line up forks. Sometimes you’re on the porch, painting your nails while he works on some small repair nearby, each of you content in the presence of the other.
Evenings at the farmhouse become their own little rhythm. Dinner with his grandma, dishes shared, then some excuse to drift off down the hall.
You end up in his room more often than not—sometimes on the bed, sometimes on the floor with your back against the mattress, sometimes sprawled on your stomach flipping through one of his old paperbacks while he pretends not to stare at how your backside looks in whatever shorts you picked that day.
Tonight is another one of those evenings.
Dinner is simple and good, and you eat until you’re comfortably full, laughing at some ridiculous comment his grandma makes about a neighbor’s cat, and when she shoos the two of you away from the sink with a firm little wave, you don’t protest.
The hallway feels familiar as you walk down it side by side, the old floorboards creaking softly under your steps. Remmick’s door closes behind you with that gentle click you’ve started to like.
He sits on the floor first, back against the side of the bed, arms resting loosely on his knees.
You drop down beside him, legs stretched out, toes nudging his foot just to see if he moves. The room smells faintly of him—soap, cotton, a hint of hay and warm skin. A crack of the sunset slips through the blinds, striping the floorboards and the lower half of the bed.
For a while, you just talk about nothing. You tell him some half-remembered story about a friend trying to bleach her brows in high school. He shakes his head in disbelief, asks why anyone would do that on purpose, then gets sidetracked telling you about a kid he knew who tried to impress a girl by riding a steer bareback and ended up with a broken wrist and a lifetime of embarrassment.
The conversation drifts, easy and looping. Your bracelets slide up and down your forearm each time you gesture, beads clicking gently. He watches the motion, eyes thoughtful.
At some point, without really deciding to, you reach over and grab his right wrist.
He startles a little, muscles tightening under your fingers, but he doesn’t pull away. “What’re you doin’?” he asks, brow furrowing—not upset, just confused.
You bring his hand closer, turning his palm up, thumb pressing lightly against the pulse at the base. “Hold still,” you murmur, squinting slightly as you tuck his forearm toward your chest. “I’m measuring.”
He blinks once, then again, watching as you slide your fingers around his wrist. “For what? My blood pressure?”
“No,” you say, distracted, frowning at the span between your thumb and forefinger like it’s a ruler. You shift your grip again, trying to ‘measure’ the circumference in your own clumsy way. “I’m trying to get the size for a bracelet.”
There’s a beat of silence.
“A bracelet,” he repeats.
“Yes.” You lift your head to look at him, as if that should be obvious. “I’ve been making them since, like, junior year. I used to sell them at little pop-ups and online and stuff. Haven’t made you one yet. That’s a crime.”
His expression softens, something fond curling in his eyes. “You sell ’em?”
“Mm-hmm.” Your focus returns to his wrist. “Used to pay for going-out outfits and nail appointments my dad didn’t approve of. He didn’t know I was making money off it at first, he just thought I had ‘mysterious extra cash’ and kept checking my room like I was hiding stolen goods.”
That earns a quiet laugh out of him. “You runnin’ a bracelet empire on the side?”
“Working on it,” you say, nodding solemnly. “I wanna redo my online shop while I’m here. Different pictures and new designs. But I need your exact size so it doesn’t look dumb on you.”
His eyes drift down to where your fingers are wrapped around his skin. Your bracelets jingle lightly against his forearm—delicate beads, tiny charms, soft colors that somehow don’t look out of place next to the roughness of his hand. “You could’ve just asked,” he points out.
“I am asking,” you say, offended. “With my hands. This is hands-on research.”
“That ain’t how measurements work.”
“It works enough.” You lean back a bit, still holding his wrist, head tilted as you squint at your fingers. “You’re, like… between two knuckles.”
“That ain’t a unit of measure,” he says, but he sounds amused.
“It is now.” You let go at last, dropping his hand gently back onto his knee. “I’ll remember. I eyeball things.”
“You gonna make it pink and sparkly?” he teases lightly.
You pause as if seriously considering it. “I mean… I could. But you’re more like… earthy colors. Browns, greens, maybe a little metal. You seem like a burnt orange person.”
“A what?”
“Never mind.” You wave it off. “You’ll see. It’s just… I’ve been thinking about doing some new stuff, and it felt weird that I hadn't made you anything when you’ve been letting me bother you every day.”
He shifts, leaning his head back against the mattress, watching you with that soft, quiet gaze that always feels a little too intense when you catch it. “You don’t bother me.”
“You did think I was annoying at first,” you remind him, smirking.
“Still do sometimes,” he admits, but his voice is warm. “Don’t mean I don’t like you here.”
The words land in your chest in a way that makes you feel oddly light. You look away before he sees too much, reaching for one of your own bracelets and rolling it up and down your wrist.
“Good,” you say, trying to sound breezy and not like your heart just skipped something. “Because you’re getting a bracelet whether you like it or not. Custom. Very limited edition.”
He huffs a small laugh. “An exclusive, huh?”
“Exactly,” you reply. “It’ll match your eyes or your soul or something.”
“My soul?” He raises a brow. “You know what color that is, do you?”
“Rusty green,” you decide. “With little gold flecks. You have a very… mossy spirit.”
He shakes his head, shoulders shaking with a quiet laugh that makes his chest move under his shirt. “You say the strangest stuff.”
“And yet,” you say, bumping his shoulder with yours, “I’m still allowed in this house.”
“That you are,” he answers softly.
The room settles into a comfortable hush, but it doesn’t feel empty.
You sit there on the floor beside him, backs against his bed, ankles almost touching, your mind already sorting colors and bead shapes and little patterns that will sit just right on his wrist.
He doesn’t know you’re planning more than one—one for him, one to keep, maybe a third for his grandma if she lets you measure her too—but that’s fine.
Saturday arrives with heat already in the air and a list in his grandma’s neat cursive sitting on the kitchen table. You’re halfway through a biscuit, swinging one leg under your chair, when she taps the paper with her fingertip.
“Farmer’s market day,” she says. “I’d go myself, but these knees are fussin’. So I’m sendin’ the two of you.”
You blink, crumbs sticking to your lip gloss. “Like… to sell things? To strangers?”
“That’s generally how markets work,” she replies mildly.
Remmick is rinsing a mug at the sink, shoulders twitching like he’s trying not to laugh. “I can handle it, Grandma. She don’t have to—”
“Hush.” Grandma cuts him off with a look, then smiles at you. “You help load the truck. He’ll show you how to set up. Smile pretty, be polite, don’t let nobody short you on change.”
“That’s a lot of responsibility,” you mutter, even as interest sparks in your chest. “I wasn’t told there’d be math.”
“There’s a cash box and a calculator,” she says. “You’ll live.”
The drive into town feels different with the truck bed stacked high—crates of tomatoes, cucumbers, squash, jars of pickles and preserves lined carefully in milk crates, a couple of cartons of eggs if they don’t crack on the way.
You sit close enough that your bare thigh brushes the worn denim on his leg every time the truck hits a bump.
“I’m gonna mess this up,” you announce as the town limit sign passes. “I’ve never sold… anything that grew out of the ground.”
“You sold your bracelets,” he points out, one hand steady on the wheel.
“That’s different. Those were sparkly. Nobody gets excited over… zucchini.”
“Lot of folks do,” he says, amused. “Just gotta find the right ones.”
Stalls line the town square by the time you arrive, a scattered patchwork of tents and tables. Some vendors are already talking with customers. Others are still unloading. The air smells like kettle corn, grilled something, and sun-warmed fruit. You hop down from the truck, shading your eyes with your hand.
“It’s… cute,” you say. “Like a tiny festival, but with more vegetables and less glitter.”
He chuckles under his breath and starts unloading, motioning toward the folding table strapped in the back.
You help, in your own way—dragging the legs out, getting one corner stuck, almost pinching your fingers until he steps in behind you and fixes it with a practiced thump.
“Here,” he murmurs, sliding the table into place. “We’ll set the stuff up in rows. Tomatoes up front, jars in the back so nobody knocks ’em over.”
Arrangement is something you understand. While he hauls crates, you start playing with display—tilting baskets, lining up jars, making little pyramids of squash that you insist look artistic. He watches you fuss with the tomatoes until one of them rolls off and you squeak, catching it at the last second.
“You’re stressin’ yourself out,” he says, setting a crate beside you. “Folks are just here to buy dinner.”
“They’ll buy more if it’s pretty,” you reply, concentrating hard. “Presentation matters.”
The first few customers wander over just as you’re finishing your third tomato pyramid. An older couple inspects the cucumbers. A dad with two toddlers in tow asks about eggs. You freeze for a beat, suddenly hyper-aware of the cash box, the prices Grandma scribbled, the fact this is all very real.
Remmick steps in smoothly, voice calm and friendly as he answers questions. He weighs produce on the hanging scale, counts out change with practiced ease, nods and thanks and smiles in that quiet way of his.
You stand beside him, trying to look like you’re helping. When someone asks a price, you glance at him. When someone hands cash, you double-check the amount in your head twice before handing it back.
The first time you try to talk, the words come out slightly jumbled. “Our tomatoes are… round.” You want to disappear.
A woman with a reusable bag raises a brow. “I’d hope so, sugar.”
Blood rushes to your face. “I mean—ripe. Very… juicy. Organically… sun… kissed.”
Behind you, Remmick clears his throat like he’s choking on a laugh. Somehow, the woman still ends up buying a pound and asking if you’ll be here next week.
After a few more sales, your panic fades enough to notice something important: people like attention. They like being seen, complimented, handled gently. That you can do.
A man hesitates by the pickles, frowning at the label. “My wife’s picky,” he says. “Never can get the brine right.”
“They smell amazing,” you tell him honestly, leaning a little closer to the jar. “Way better than the store ones. And they look so cute on a shelf? Very old-fashioned kitchen vibes. Your wife’ll think you’re thoughtful.”
He blinks, taken off guard. “You think so?”
“Definitely.” You nod, bracelets clinking as you gesture. “Plus the jar is great. She can reuse it. It’s like a two-for-one.”
He buys two jars.
A teenager hovers near the squash, clearly sent on an errand. He mutters something about not knowing which ones his mom likes.
You grin, hand on your hip. “Grab these,” you say, plucking three that look particularly nice. “They’re pretty and they’ll roast up real nice. Your mom’ll think you paid attention.”
His shoulders relax. “Yeah? Thanks.”
More customers wander by. You start calling people “hon,” smiling wide, telling one woman her hat is adorable, another that her nails “totally match the peaches”. People laugh, linger, buy more than they planned. You forget you were nervous.
Remmick watches you out of the corner of his eye between weighing produce and making change. He notices how quickly people warm up to you, how your silly compliments taper their edges, how they walk away smiling. More than once, someone says, “She’s good for business,” and he agrees quietly in his head.
Mid-morning, the sun climbs higher. You fan yourself with the paper list while he wipes his forehead with his sleeve.
A trio of local girls wanders through the stalls, giggling among themselves. One of them—a dark-haired woman in cutoffs and a tank top—spots your table and veers toward it with interest.
“Hey, Remmick,” she says, voice bright. “Didn’t know you’d be working the market today.”
He looks up from the cash box. “Mornin’, Aaliyah.”
She sidles closer, resting her hand on the edge of the table. “These your grandma’s?” she asks, glancing at the vegetables, then back at his face. “They look good. You been takin’ care of ’em?”
He nods, shifting his weight. “Best I can.”
“You always do.” Her smile turns a shade softer. “Remember when you helped my daddy fix that flat on the highway? He still says you saved him a tow.”
“That was a while back,” he says. “Wasn’t nothin’.”
She laughs lightly. “You’re always sayin’ that.”
There’s a familiar ease between them, small-town history layered in their words. You stand a little straighter, attention drawn like a magnet. Her elbow leans on the table, bringing her closer to him. Her lashes flutter just a fraction more than necessary.
“You here every Saturday now?” she asks. “Maybe I’ll have to swing by more.”
The little pinch in your chest arrives so suddenly you almost miss it. It’s not big. Just a tight, low curl of something unfamiliar that makes your smile waver. Your gaze flicks from her arm, to how near her hand is to his, to his mouth when he answers.
“Far as I know,” he says. “Grandma likes the company.”
She hums, eyes sliding down his chest for a second. “You look good behind a table.”
Heat creeps up your neck. That’s your thought.
Without thinking, you shift closer to him, shoulder brushing his arm. It’s a small movement, but you feel it—staking space, sliding into his orbit. One hand rests lightly on the stack of jars, fingers inches from his. Your body angles toward him instead of the stand.
Aaliyah’s gaze flicks to you then, just noticing you’re there. “You helpin’ out today?” she asks, voice polite in that way that makes it clear she’s trying to place you.
“I am,” you say, bright and sweet. “His grandma sent us. He’s the muscle, I’m the… marketing.”
Her eyes sweep over your gloss, your bracelets, your not-at-all practical outfit. Something sharp passes through them before her expression smooths. “You from around here?”
You tip your head, replying with your home city. “Temporary exile.”
That earns a tiny, reluctant smile. “Well. Welcome to the middle of nowhere.”
You smile back, but the pinch in your chest doesn’t fade. It sits there, simmering quietly while she buys a few tomatoes and a jar of pickles. She touches his forearm when she hands him the cash, fingers lingering a heartbeat longer than necessary.
“We’re having a cookout tonight,” she says lightly. “You should come by. Mama would love to see you.”
“Got chores tonight,” he answers. “Maybe another time.”
“Don’t wait too long.” Her glance skims over you once more. “Nice to meet you.”
She walks off with her friends, laughter trailing behind them.
For a moment, the sounds of the market go a little muffled around the edges. You stare at the space where she was standing, then at the spot on his arm where she touched him. The feeling in your chest twists, not painfully, but insistent.
He starts stacking change back into the box, jaw a touch tighter than before. “Aaliyah’s family’s had land near ours for years,” he says after a moment, like he needs to explain. “We all grew up ’round here.”
“That’s cool,” you say. The words come out light, breezy, practiced. “She’s pretty.”
He glances at you, brows pulling in. “Guess so.”
There’s a beat of silence. You adjust a basket that doesn’t need adjusting, suddenly annoyed at the way your bracelets feel too tight on your wrist.
“She definitely likes you,” slips out before you can stop it.
Color rises along his neck. “She likes flirtin’ with anything that can swing a hammer.”
“Oh.” Your mouth twists. “So that’s… community service flirting.”
He huffs, something close to a laugh, but his eyes stay on you a second longer, trying to read what’s underneath your tone. “You alright?”
“I’m fine.” Your smile feels a little stiff around the edges. “Just thinking.”
“About what?”
“Tomatoes,” you say quickly. “And customer engagement. And how I’m probably gonna need you to carry me to the truck when my feet give out.”
He watches you quietly, like he can see there’s more but doesn’t know how to reach it yet. Another customer approaches and the moment dissolves under questions about cucumbers and exact change.
Still, as the morning wears on and you go back to calling people “hon” and telling them their kids are cute and their hats are iconic, that small pinch of jealousy sits right where it started, a new, sharp little awareness.
You care that other people look at him.
And that means something you’re not quite ready to say out loud yet.
The truck rumbles along the back road on the way back, windows cracked just enough to let hot air snake through, carrying the faint smell of dust and whatever’s left of the market on your clothes—kettle corn, tomatoes, sun.
You’re slumped against the passenger door, legs tired, bracelets resting quiet on your wrist for once. The cash box is wedged between your feet on the floorboard, no longer terrifying now that you’ve survived a whole morning of using it without losing anyone’s change.
Beside you, Remmick drives one-handed, the other arm resting along the open window frame. His shirt is damp at the front, collar dark with sweat, hair a little flattened from the heat. He looks tired in a good way.
Your brain is not calm.
The moment with Aaliyah keeps replaying in your head like a loop: her leaning in, hand on his arm, easy little laugh that said I know you and I’ve known you a long time. Your eyes keep flicking to that forearm, resting now on the wheel, skin dusted with sun and faint pale lines from old scrapes.
It’s stupid. You know it’s stupid. But the pinch in your chest hasn’t gone away.
The quiet stretches until it feels too big.
“I didn’t like that lady touching your arm,” you blurt.
The words drop into the cab like a rock in water. Both of you go still for half a second. You feel your face heat so fast it’s like someone turned you toward the sun.
“I mean—oh my God,” you groan, bringing a hand to your forehead. “I didn’t mean to say that out loud.”
Out of the corner of your eye, you see his hand tighten briefly on the wheel. He glances over, brows raised. “Aaliyah?”
“Yes, Aaliyah,” you say, sinking lower in your seat. “Little hometown cutie with the nice crop. I know she’s nice, whatever. I just… didn’t like her touching you. It made my chest feel weird.”
His expression shifts—surprise first, then something softer. “We’ve known each other since we were kids,” he says slowly. “She’s like that with everybody.”
“I’m not everybody,” you mutter before you can stop yourself.
He goes quiet again. The road hums underneath the truck, trees blurring past in green smears. You roll your glossed lips together, wishing you could stuff everything you just said back into your mouth.
“Sorry,” you add quickly. “That was possessive. And weird. You’re allowed to have your arm touched. By whoever. I don’t own your arm. It’s a free arm.”
He huffs, a short surprised laugh that loosens something in the air. “A free arm,” he repeats.
“Yes,” you say, doubling down because you’re committed now. “I’m pro–free arm.”
He shakes his head, a half-smile curling at his mouth before fading into something more thoughtful. “I didn’t think anything of it,” he says. “Didn’t feel nothin’ special when she did that. Just regular talkin’.”
“You didn’t?” you ask, glancing over, unable to help yourself.
His eyes flick from the road to you and back again. “No,” he says simply. “I don’t… look at her that way.”
The pinch in your chest eases, just a little. You look down at your hands, twisting one of your bracelets between your fingers. “Okay.”
He waits a beat. “You jealous?” His tone isn’t mocking, just curious, like he’s holding something gentle in his hands and trying not to crush it.
You think about lying. It would be easy to laugh it off, to say no, to claim you were just being territorial about the table or the produce or some nonsense. But your mouth chooses honesty before your brain can censor it.
“Yeah,” you say, voice low. “Maybe a little. I didn’t like how she looked at you. Like she already had half a claim.”
His grip shifts on the wheel. The truck dips over a small rise in the road. “You’re the one who put your shoulder on me soon as she came over.”
You blink, startled. “You noticed that?”
“Hard not to when you got all up in my space,” he says, but there’s no bite to it. If anything, he sounds pleased. “I didn’t mind.”
You stare out the windshield, a smile pulling at your mouth despite your best effort to stay mildly irritated. “Good,” you say. “Because I’m probably gonna keep doing that.”
He doesn’t answer right away.
The farmhouse slides into view, the white siding catching late light, porch newly painted, fields rolling out behind it. He turns into the drive, dust puffing under the tires.
The truck rolls to a stop in front of the house. Instead of pulling around the side like he sometimes does, he leaves it right there, engine idling for a moment before he cuts it. The sudden quiet clicks in your ears.
Through the front window, you can see a flicker of movement—curtains, maybe his grandma passing by—but no one comes to the door. The world feels strangely small. Just the truck, the porch, the two of you sitting close in a suddenly too-still cab.
You turn toward him slowly. “You really didn’t like it?” you ask, softer now. “Her touching you?”
His eyes meet yours. There’s no hesitation in them this time. “Didn’t even think about it,” he says. “I was too busy watchin’ you sell my grandma’s cucumbers like they were luxury goods.”
A surprised laugh bursts out of you. “I am an excellent salesperson.”
“You are,” he agrees. “And… I was thinkin’ more ’bout you than anyone else the whole damn time.”
Heat flares in your cheeks, spreading down your neck, settling warm between your thighs. Your hand finds his arm—the free one—the same one Aaliyah touched. You rest your fingers there deliberately, thumb tracing a slow little circle on his skin.
“Well,” you say. “I like this more.”
His breath hitches. “So do I.”
The cab feels smaller by the second. You can hear your heartbeat, the faint ticking of the cooling engine, a dog barking faintly somewhere off on the road. Your aunt’s house is far enough away. His grandma is inside, probably moving around the kitchen or folding something in the living room, but she isn’t at the window right now.
You lean in without fully deciding to. He meets you halfway, lips pressing to yours in a kiss that starts off soft—testing—and then deepens quickly when you sigh against his mouth.
The angle is awkward, but you don’t care. One of your hands slides up to his jaw, thumb brushing the roughness there, while the other abandoned his arm to clutch at the front of his shirt. He tilts his head, lips parting, the kiss turning warm and a little messy as your tongue brushes his.
He makes a low sound in his throat—one of those rough, unrestrained noises he only makes when he’s stopped worrying about whether he should—and shifts closer on the bench seat. The move brings your bodies into better alignment, knees bumping, shoulders pressing.
Outside, the porch and yard sit innocently in the sun. Inside, the cab fills with the slick sound of lips moving, the small gasps you let out when his hand finds your hip, fingers squeezing just a bit tighter, thumb stroking under the hem of your shirt.
You angle your body toward him, one leg sliding up onto the seat so you can twist closer, effectively half-kneeling as you chase his mouth.
“Remmick,” you murmur against his lips, breathing him in.
“Yeah,” he answers, his breath warm against your mouth, voice already wrecked.
“This is… kind of risky, right?” you say, though you don’t pull back, your fingers still fisted in his shirt. “Your grandma could totally walk out.”
“Windows are high,” he murmurs, but he glances at the house anyway, just long enough to check. “Can’t see the truck from the sittin’ room. I think.” His eyes flick back to you, darker now. “You wanna stop?”
“No,” you say, immediate and honest. “I like it.”
He groans softly, forehead pressing to yours for a second like he’s trying to steady himself. Then he pulls you in again, kissing you harder this time. His hand slides further around your waist, palm spreading across the small of your back, dragging you closer until your chest presses to his.
Your heart drums against your ribs. Every little sound feels loud in the cab, but not loud enough to make you let go. Your fingers slip into his hair, tugging gently at the curls at the nape of his neck. He reacts with a shuddering breath, body leaning into yours in a way that pins you between him and the steering wheel, thigh pressed firmly against the inside of your leg.
“You keep doin’ that,” he murmurs against your mouth, “and I’m gonna forget we’re parked right in front of the house.”
“That sounds like a you problem,” you whisper, grinning against his lips.
His answering smile is quick and helpless before he kisses you again, slow and deep, hand splaying fully across your lower back, thumb dipping just under the waistband of your shorts.
Your skin prickles under his touch, heat pooling low. A small, involuntary whine slips out of you when he rolls his hips the slightest bit, not enough to be obvious, just enough for you to feel how much this is affecting him.
You’re both breathing harder now, kisses dragging longer, mouths opening, tongues brushing. Somewhere in the back of your mind is the knowledge that anyone could walk by the road and see two figures tangled in the front seat of the old truck. Somehow, that makes you press closer.
“Remmick,” you whisper again, his name turning into more breath than word.
He pulls back just a fraction, breathing as hard as you are, eyes dropping to your kiss-swollen mouth and then back up. “We should probably go inside,” he says, though his hand doesn’t move from your back. “Before I talk myself into somethin’ we don’t have time to finish.”
Your smile curves slow and warm. “Then maybe don’t talk yourself out of continuing later.”
He swallows, eyes flicking over your face like he’s memorizing it. “Count on it.”
You steal one more quick kiss—soft, sweet, a tiny contrast to the heat you just stirred up—before you slide back properly into your seat and adjust your hair with your fingers. He clears his throat, adjusts his shirt, makes a show of checking the cash box like that was what he’d been focused on all along.
From the porch, the front door rattles faintly. His grandma’s silhouette passes by the narrow window, none the wiser.
You both get out of the truck, trying not to look as flustered as you feel.
By the time night settles in fully, the house feels smaller and quieter, like it’s wrapped in its own blanket.
Your aunt has gone to bed already, bedroom door shut, hallway light off. The TV in the living room clicks off not long after, leaving only the hum of the fridge and the occasional creak of old wood adjusting to the cool.
In your room, a little pool of lamplight spills across the bedspread. On the mattress in front of you sits an old plastic organizer, each compartment filled with beads you’ve dragged from place to place since high school—glossy glass ones, matte little rounds, thin metallic tubes, imperfect stones with veins of color running through them.
You sit cross-legged in the middle of it all, a too-big sleep shirt slipping off one shoulder. Your fingers move through the beads in practiced motions, bracelets on your own wrists clinking softly as you drag them through small pools of color.
His wrist is easy to picture now. Broad, strong, just a little bigger than you expected that first time you wrapped your fingers around it on his bedroom floor. Warm under your touch. Solid in a way that makes you feel anchored.
Burnt orange and mossy green. That’s what you said. Earth tones. Something that looks like sun on old wood and pasture after rain.
Your hand hovers over a section of green glass beads—some deep and foresty, some lighter like new leaves. You pluck out a handful of the darker ones, letting them tumble into a little pile on the sheet. Next, you reach for the coppery ones—not perfect orange, but something that gleams warm when the light hits. A few antique brass spacer beads follow, small and understated, little anchors between the colors.
Thread is already cut, one end tied in a loose knot. As soon as you pick it up, your body falls back into a familiar rhythm: bead, bead, spacer, bead. Thumb and forefinger work in tiny, practiced pinches. The line slowly fills with pattern—three dark greens, one copper, three greens, one brass. You adjust spacing, squinting a little, lips pursed in concentration.
This isn’t like the bracelets you made for city girls and online customers—bright neon, chunky plastic, little gold letters spelling out inside jokes and petty phrases. This one feels quieter. More grounded.
You don’t want anything too flashy on his wrist, nothing that wouldn’t look right when he’s out in the field with dirt on his hands and straw clinging to his shirt.
Somewhere between threading the third and fourth repeat of the pattern, your mind wanders back to the farmer’s market. His shoulders at your side, the way he weighed squash like it was second nature. The little lines at the corners of his eyes when he smiled. Aaliyah’s hand on his arm. Your own body sliding closer to him before you even fully realized what you were doing.
Jealous. You’d actually been jealous.
The admission still makes your stomach flip a little, but not in a bad way. More in a is this what being serious feels like way. There’s a warmth in your chest now when you think of him, mixed with something possessive and something deeply, embarrassingly soft.
The bracelet grows, inch by inch, as the pattern repeats. Every now and then, you pause to wrap the half-finished length around your own wrist, gauging whether it looks right, picturing how it’ll sit on his. You remember the way his pulse felt under your thumb when you were “measuring”—steady and strong—and add another green bead, another flash of copper, a brass piece to break the rhythm.
A small piece of you is tempted to make it too tight, just so he has to stretch it over his hand and think of you when it snaps into place. In the end, you leave it a little looser, knowing he likes room to move.
When the length seems right, you tie it off carefully, fingers working the knot close and tight. The ends get trimmed, the excess tucked neatly away. The finished bracelet lies in your palm, a neat little circle of moss and rust and warm metal, catching the lamplight in soft glints.
On the blanket beside you, your phone lights up for a second with a random notification.
For half a breath, you wonder what he’s doing right now—lying in his own room across the fields, maybe on his back, staring at the ceiling, thinking too much like he always does. Maybe thinking about you. Maybe replaying the way you leaned into him in the truck, how your hand felt on his arm, how your mouth tasted.
The bracelet rests against your bracelets on your own wrist for a moment as you slip it on to test the look. It fits a little loose on you, beads clicking softly as you twist it. Two of them sit right over the bones on the top of your wrist, shining green and copper in the light.
It feels right.
You slip it back off, rolling it between your fingers before reaching for the little cloth bag you keep your nicer pieces in.
The bracelet goes inside gently, tucked safely among other small treasures. A silly thought creeps up—wrapping it, or putting it in his palm and closing his fingers around it, or slipping it on him yourself, thumb pressing against his skin afterward in a way that makes his breath trip.
Sleep creeps up around the edges of your mind, soft and insistent. Beads get poured back into their compartments. The thread is wound up and tucked away. The organizer closes with a faint snap and gets set aside on your nightstand, the little bag with his bracelet placed next to your phone, where you’ll be sure to see it in the morning.
When you finally slide under the covers, the room changed from bead-strewn workspace back into a simple bedroom.
The bracelet rides in your pocket all morning.
You keep reaching down to thumb the little cloth bag, feeling the shape of the beads through the fabric as you walk up the drive.
Sun climbs slow and steady over the fields, burning off the last of the dew, and the farmhouse looks so normal that it feels almost unreal to be hiding something small and precious in the pocket of your shorts.
You tell yourself you’ll give it to him after chores. Or before lunch. Or when you finally stop chickening out.
Remmick is already busy when you get there, boots planted in the dirt beside the barn. He’s got a post-hole digger sunk into the ground, shoulders working as he pulls and lifts and twists.
You stand there for a second just watching him, your fingers curled loosely around the bracelet bag.
“Morning,” you call.
He glances up, expression easing in a way you feel more than see. “Hey, sweetheart. I’m fixin’ that corner fence after I feed the cows. You can go say hi to the horses if you want. I’ll meet you in the barn after I’m done here.”
“Okay,” you say, relief warm in your chest. You can give it to him in the barn, you decide. Horses around you, him close, your hand on his—all very romantic. Extremely cottagecore.
You head toward the barn, sneakers kicking little puffs of dust, the smell of hay and animals growing stronger with each step. Inside, it’s cooler than the yard, shadowed and familiar. Dust motes float in shafts of light cutting through the open doors. You hear a soft snort, the shuffle of hooves, the faint clink of a chain.
“Hi, babies,” you murmur, slipping down the aisle between stalls. “It’s just me. I’m here to gossip.”
You pause at each stall: a gelding who pushes his nose against the bars for a scratch, another who tosses his head like he’s above all this.
Then you reach the one you always drift back to—your favorite mare. A broad, gentle creature with a pale mane and a blessfully patient expression who decided she liked you on the first day you gave her an apple behind Remmick’s back.
“Hey, pretty girl,” you coo, already reaching up to touch her nose. “I missed you. Did you have the most boring night without me?”
She doesn’t come over.
She stands in the back of the stall, shifting her weight, head low. Her flanks twitch. There’s a sheen of sweat along her neck that glistens in the strip of light from the window. Her tail flicks once, twice. She lets out a deep, restless huff, then stamps gently and turns in a tight little circle.
Your heart stutters.
“Hey,” you say, voice softening with concern. “Hey, what’s wrong?”
You step closer, fingers wrapping around the stall door. Up close, she looks all wrong—too fidgety, eyes a little wild, sides working harder than usual. She doesn’t nuzzle your hand like normal. She flicks an ear and shifts again, almost bumping the wall.
Panic spikes sharp and fast.
“Remmick?” you call, but it comes out thin, too quiet. You swallow, throat tight.
Maybe she’s overheated. Maybe she ate something bad. Maybe something is really, really wrong and you didn’t notice soon enough because you were out here thinking about bracelets and kissing him in trucks and—
Your eyes sting.
You spin on your heel and practically run back down the aisle, tripping a little over a stray bucket and catching yourself on the wall. Outside, the light feels too bright all at once, the air too hot. Remmick is still by the fence line, but the second he sees you barreling toward him with your face crumpled and your breath hitching, his whole body goes alert.
“Hey,” he says, dropping the digger and stepping toward you. “What’s wrong?”
“She’s sick,” you blurt, grabbing his sleeve, fingers tightening like you’re afraid he’ll pull away. “Your mare—my mare—the one I like—she’s in her stall and she’s all sweaty and restless and she won’t come to the fence and she’s breathing funny and I think she’s dying, Remmick, I think—”
Your voice cracks. Tears sting harder now that you’ve said it out loud. Some part of you knows you’re spiraling, but the image of her shifting and blowing and not looking like herself is stuck in your head with flashing alarm bells around it.
“Alright, slow down,” he says quickly, hand coming up to rest warm and steady on your shoulder. “Which stall?”
You tug on his arm like that’ll make his legs move faster. “The fourth one down, the girl with the white blaze. She looks really bad, Remmick, I’m serious—”
He doesn’t waste another second arguing. He follows you at a fast walk toward the barn, strides longer than yours. You stay glued to his side, breath hitching, your hand still latched onto the crook of his elbow like a lifeline.
Inside, you point with a shaking finger. “There.”
He approaches the stall calmly, not rushing, not flinging the door open like you half expect him to. He leans on the wood, eyes scanning the mare with a practiced, assessing gaze—head, sides, legs, the way she carries herself.
She shifts again, lets out that low restless snort, paws lightly at the straw. Her tail flicks. Her sides ripple in a wave that makes you catch your breath.
“See?” you say, voice wobbly. “She’s freaking out. She never freaks out. Did she get out? Did she eat something? Is she—”
He lifts a hand, palm up, a gentle gesture that puts your words to rest. “Easy.”
Those brown eyes soften as he watches the mare, piecing together small signs you can’t read. Then, to your surprise, his mouth curves slightly.
“She’s fine,” he says.
Your jaw drops. “She is not fine. She looks miserable.”
He glances at you, amused despite himself. “She’s uncomfortable,” he agrees. “But she ain’t sick.”
“How do you know?” you demand, already bracing for him to list ten horrible farm illnesses she could have that you don’t know about.
He points with his chin. “Watch her sides.”
The mare shivers along her flank again, skin rippling, muscles tightening and relaxing in a way you recognize suddenly, like a memory snapping into place.
Remmick shifts his hand to your back, thumb brushing absently along your spine in a soothing little motion. “She’s in foal,” he says gently. “Remember? I told you couple weeks back that she was bred. That belly’s been gettin’ bigger every time we come through.”
You blink, mind flipping back to some earlier conversation when you probably nodded along while thinking more about his hands than his words. “You said she was pregnant,” you manage. “But I thought that was in, like… horse months. I didn’t know it was now.”
“Gestation’s about eleven months,” he says. “She’s near due. Been keepin’ an eye on her. She’s just feelin’ those contractions startin’ to warm up.”
The word lands heavy and surprising. “Contractions,” you echo, staring at the mare with new eyes.
“She ain’t all the way into labor or I’d have her in the foaling stall,” he adds. “But she’s gettin’ close. That’s why she won’t settle. Body’s practicin’ for the real thing.”
You stoop a little, peering through the bars, suddenly noticing all the details you missed in your panic—the way her udder looks fuller, the slightly hollowed spot in front of her hips, the waxy little beads at the tips of her teats.
It all clicks in a messy collage of google searches you did years ago on bored nights, half-watching animal videos and half-texting friends.
“But she’s okay?” you ask, voice small.
“She’s okay,” he repeats, steady as a promise. “Uncomfortable. Probably a little cranky. But not in danger. We’ll keep checkin’ on her. If anything looks off, I know who to call.”
The relief hits so hard your knees go a little weak. You sag against the stall door, forehead nearly touching the wood. “Oh my God. I thought she was dying and I was gonna have to plan a funeral.”
He laughs quietly, hand still warm at your back. “You really thought the worst.”
“I like her,” you protest, lifting your head, eyes already damp. “She likes me. We have a bond. You didn’t see her face, she looked so miserable. And horses… can, like, colic and stuff. And twist their insides. And just… drop.”
He nods, serious again. “They can. You’re right to be watchful. But see how she’s still movin’? Still interested in what’s goin’ on around her? She ain’t checked out. That’s good. She’s just ridin’ it out.”
You sniff, wiping beneath one eye with the back of your wrist. “I almost started crying.”
“I noticed,” he says, soft. There’s no teasing in it, just this warm thread of fondness that makes your cheeks heat for a different reason. “Means you care. Nothin’ wrong with that.”
You study the mare again, the lines of her body, the strong curve of her neck. “She’s gonna have a baby.”
“She is,” he says. “Wanna feel ‘em kick?”
Your eyes widen. “I can do that?”
He nods, unhooking the stall latch and slipping inside with quiet, confident steps. The mare turns toward him, recognizing his scent, ears flicking forward. He murmurs something low under his breath, a soothing string of nonsense and her name, hand running down her neck.
“C’mere,” he calls softly to you.
You hesitate at the doorway. “What if I mess something up?”
“You won’t,” he says. “I’m right here.”
You step inside, heart in your throat, hyper-aware of the big animal beside you. He takes your wrist gently and guides your hand to the mare’s side, pressing your palm flat against the curve of her belly, just in front of where she begins to slope toward her hindquarters.
“Hold it there,” he says. “It might not do anythin’ right away. Just wait.”
You do. For a few seconds, all you feel is warmth, the rise and fall of her breath, the shifting of muscles as she shifts her weight. You’re just about to say you don’t feel anything when something nudges against your hand from the inside—a firm, brief bump, like someone tapped once and withdrew.
Your breath catches. “Oh.”
He smiles, watching your face more than her side. “Feel that?”
“They kicked,” you whisper, eyes wide, voice reverent. “There’s, like, a whole horse in there.”
“A whole horse,” he nods lightly.
You keep your hand there a moment longer, hoping for another nudge. The mare shifts again, letting out a deeper sigh that sounds less distressed now that you know what’s happening. You look up at Remmick, palm still on the horse’s side, your other hand resting against his forearm where he stands close.
“Next time she looks like that,” you say softly, “you’re supposed to tell me she’s pregnant before I have a breakdown.”
He chuckles, low and warm. “Thought I had.”
“Well, say it louder,” you huff, though there’s no real bite behind it. “She’s very important to me.”
He studies you in that quiet way he has. “I’m startin’ to realize you’re very important to her too.”
You look away before you can melt entirely, patting the mare’s side once more.
“Do we… stay with her?” you ask. “Like… when she has it?”
“If we can,” he says. “Sometimes they foal in the middle of the night just to be difficult. But I’ll show you signs when we’re closer. If she starts waxin’ heavier, layin’ down a lot, lookin’ at her sides more, we’ll move her where it’s safer.”
You nod, absorbing each detail with more focus than you’ve ever given any classroom lecture. He squeezes your wrist very gently before letting go.
“C’mon,” he says. “We’ll check her through the day. For now, she’s alright.”
You step out of the stall, glancing back once at the mare, who flicks an ear and seems almost smug now that your panic has been replaced by awe.
His room is warm that night, the window cracked just enough to let in the faint hum of cicadas.
You’ve been pacing for the better part of ten minutes, socks sliding on the old wood floor as you leap from topic to topic—your aunt’s casserole, the mare’s baby, the weird dream you had last night, whether horses know they’re pregnant, whether roosters have feelings, whether you should get a haircut.
Remmick lies stretched across the bed, back propped against the headboard, damp hair curling where it meets his neck. He’d showered earlier while you watched TV with his grandma before she left for her sister’s for the night.
He has a book open in his hands, but it’s been stuck on the same paragraph for the last five minutes because he’s listening to you—not interrupting, not telling you to slow down, just following every twist your mind takes with that soft half-smile he does when he’s trying not to show how fond he is.
“You know what I learned today?” you say suddenly, spinning on your heel, bracelets jingling. “Baby horses have to stand up, like, immediately. Imagine if human babies did that. I would simply pass out—”
You stop dead.
Like a light flicking on in your head, you remember.
“Oh! Oh my God—come here.”
Before he can ask, you cross the room in three quick steps and climb straight into his lap, one knee on either side of his hips, the book nearly knocked from his hands.
His breath catches a little—not in shock, just in that way he does when you surprise him in ways he secretly likes.
“Well—hi,” he murmurs, steadying the book so it doesn’t fall. “You alright?”
“Yes,” you say, leaning forward so your chest brushes his, fingers diving into the pocket of your shorts. “I forgot something. Well I didn’t forget, I just—remembered that I forgot to give you something.”
He blinks up at you, hands hovering lightly at your hips because he still asks permission with his body even when you’re sitting on him. “Give me what?”
You pull the little cloth bag out and plop it right onto his chest with a soft thud.
“This!”
He places the book aside carefully, one brow raised, then pinches the drawstrings between two fingers. “What’s this for?”
“Just open it,” you say, grinning, palms pressed flat against his warm shoulders like you need to hold him in place.
He loosens the ties and tips the bag, letting the bracelet slide into his palm—a circle of mossy green and warm copper and antique brass that glints softly in the lamplight.
You watch his face shift—surprise first, then something softer. Something that makes your stomach swoop.
“For me?” he asks, almost quiet.
“Obviously,” you say, flicking his forehead lightly. “Who else has wrists that size around here? It’s custom. Don’t lose it.”
He turns it in his hand, thumb brushing over the beads as though he’s afraid they’ll bruise. “Did you make this last night,” he asks.
You shrug, pretending your heart isn’t pounding. “Maybe.”
His eyes lift back to yours, softer than you’re ready for. “It’s real pretty.”
“It’s supposed to be,” you reply, leaning back enough for him to see it on you for comparison, then tapping his wrist. “Give me your arm.”
He offers it, hesitant but obedient. You slide the bracelet up over his hand, working it past his knuckles until it settles against his skin. Perfect fit—exactly the size you memorized when you pretended to “measure” him with your fingers.
The sight hits you harder than expected. It looks… right. Like it belongs there.
He turns his arm over, watching the beads catch the light. Then his other hand rises to your thigh, steady but gentle, anchoring you.
“I’ve never had jewelry before,” he admits, voice low. “Not real jewelry, anyway. Never thought anyone’d make me somethin’ like this.”
Your throat tightens—embarrassingly sentimental. You try to cover it by checking your nails. “Well, now you do. Because you’re important.”
His eyes lift fast. “To who?”
“To me,” you say without thinking—soft, honest, dangerously close to too much.
His breath leaves him in one quiet exhale, like he felt the words land somewhere deep. You shift a little in his lap, suddenly aware of every place your body touches his—the warmth of his chest under your palms, the subtle rise and fall of his breath, the way his thighs tense slightly beneath you.
The bracelet rests on his wrist, perfect and still glowing in the lamplight.
“You like it?” you ask, softer now.
He doesn’t look away from you when he answers.
“I love it.”
His thumb strokes once along your thigh, slow and uncertain, like he’s testing whether he’s allowed to want more.
You lean in before he can second-guess himself, mouth brushing his in a soft, warm kiss that deepens almost immediately.
He exhales hard through his nose, fingers tightening around your hips as if the feel of you settling fully into his lap hits him all at once.
The bracelet you made clinks softly as he moves his hand to your waist, the beads catching the lamplight with every shift.
You kiss him again—fuller, hungrier, lips parting against his. He meets you halfway, a quiet sound slipping out of him as your tongue traces the seam of his mouth. His hands slide up your back, fingertips skimming under the hem of your shirt before pushing it higher.
Your body leans into him instinctively, chest pressed against his, thighs tightening around his hips. The connection pulls a soft gasp from your lips, swallowed quickly by another kiss, slower now, deeper, like he’s letting himself drown in it.
His book is long forgotten on the bed beside him. The only thing he’s holding now is you.
When your fingers slide into his hair, tugging lightly at the ends, something in him breaks loose. He lifts his hips just a fraction—barely a shift, but enough to let you feel the heat building between you.
One hand slips to the small of your back, guiding you down as he slides lower, shoulders inching off the headboard until his spine meets the mattress. You go with him easily, still straddling him, still kissing him like the air in the room belongs to both of you.
Your hands plant on the mattress beside his head as he settles beneath you, chest rising under yours in steady, hungry breaths. He looks up at you for half a second—eyes dark, lips swollen, hair mussed—and whatever softness lived in the moment before melts into something heavier, closer to a need he doesn’t have words for yet.
You lower yourself until you’re flush against him again, your breasts pressed to his chest, your hips snug over his. The kiss turns messy—your mouths sliding, your breath mixing, his hands exploring your waist.
“Come here,” he murmurs against your lips, voice concentrated and breathless.
“I am here,” you whisper, kissing him again, deeper now, rolling your hips just enough to make him gasp into your mouth.
His head tips back against the pillow, throat exposed, lashes fluttering. You trail a slow kiss along the edge of his jaw, then down to the warm skin beneath his ear. His hands grip your hips harder at the sensation, fingertips digging in through the thin fabric of your shorts.
“Darlin’…” His voice cracks on the word, soft and helpless.
You smile against his neck, breath warm on his skin as you grind down the smallest bit, the heat of him pressing perfectly beneath you, trapped and growing harder by the second.
His chest lifts into yours on instinct, body arching up for more contact, seeking it without thinking. Your bracelets slide against his collarbone, tiny chimes marking every delicious shift of your weight.
When you lift your head to kiss him again, he meets you halfway—mouth warm, eager, unsteady, his breath mixing with yours in rushed little sighs that make your stomach twist with something sharp and hungry.
He’s not shy with his hands anymore. Not with you leaning over him like this. Not with your bodies lined up and your heartbeat pushing against his ribs.
Your palms slide down the sides of his torso, feeling the heat beneath his shirt, the firmness of his stomach as he pulls you closer, like he’s savoring every second he gets to have your weight on top of him.
The bracelet glints on his wrist each time he cups your waist, and the sight of it—your work on his skin—only pushes you closer, your hips sinking down to meet the hard shape beneath his jeans again.
He gasps into your mouth. You bite lightly at his lower lip.
His hands roam your sides with a tentative hunger, fingers pushing your shirt higher, thumbs brushing the bare skin just under your ribs.
You roll your hips again, slower this time, and the friction catches you just right, sending a sharp, hot pulse through your body that makes your breath hitch against his mouth.
He murmurs your name, voice low and frayed at the edges, and you whisper his back, biting his lower lip gently before soothing the skin with your tongue.
You lean back enough to tug your shirt up over your head, hair brushing his chest as the fabric slides away. His eyes follow the motion, going dark when your bare skin is revealed. Whatever air was left in his lungs leaves in a quiet rush when he sees your tits in the soft lamplight, nipples tightening under his gaze.
“Hi,” you say, a little breathless, like you didn’t just completely undo him by sitting there half-naked on his lap.
His hand rises, cupping one breast, palm warm, a little rough, thumb brushing slowly across your nipple. The soft drag makes you inhale sharply, hips shifting without you meaning to.
“You’re beautiful,” he says, helpless honesty spilling out before he can catch it.
Heat curls up your spine at the way he says it—like he’s seeing something heavenly instead of a girl who didn’t even match her sleep shorts to her nail color.
You lean down to kiss him again, slower this time, letting the weight of your chest press into his hand. His fingers tighten, thumb rolling over your nipple in clumsy circles that feel so good they make your toes curl.
You feel yourself getting wetter with every small grind of your hips, the slick heat of you dragging along the line of his erection. Your panties are damp, clinging, and the denim beneath you grows warm where your body presses down. He shifts under you, breath breaking, trying to keep still and failing.
“Remmick,” you murmur into his mouth, “take your shirt off.”
He obeys like you flipped a switch. Both hands leave you long enough to grab the hem of his shirt and pull it over his head in one quick movement, hair musing, chest revealed.
You run your palms over him, exploring every inch you can reach. His muscles jump under your touch, especially when your fingers trace along that lines of his side.
“If you touch me there much longer,” he says, voice ragged on a soft chuckle, “I’m gonna embarrass myself.”
“That sounds like a you problem,” you say softly, smiling, even as your own pulse beats hard between your thighs. “I have a solution, though.”
His brows knit in confusion for half a second, and that’s all it takes for you to reach down and pop the button on his jeans. The zipper drags down with a soft rasp, releasing pressure. His stomach tightens under your hands.
“Lift,” you tell him.
He does, hips rising so you can shove denim and boxers down enough to get what you want. His cock springs free, thick and flushed, brushing against your inner thigh with a weight that makes your breath catch hot in your throat.
“Lord,” he murmurs, color rising in his cheeks when he feels your gaze linger. “Don’t look at me like that.”
“Like what?” you ask, wrapping your fingers around the base of him, relishing the way his breath stumbles. “Like I want to sit on it?”
His hand clamps around your hip, fingers digging in. “You say things that make my head spin.”
“Good.” You give him one slow, firm stroke, feeling the heavy twitch in your grip, the way his cock swells even thicker. “Then you won’t overthink it.”
You lean over him, chest pressing into his again, lips brushing his ear. “Remember when you said you wanted me on top?”
He groans quietly, the sound raw and deep. “I do.”
“You’re about to get what you wanted,” you whisper.
His eyes flutter shut for a moment like he’s thanking every force in the universe he believes in, then snap open again when you lift your hips, shifting your weight forward. He reaches toward his nightstand automatically.
“Condom,” he says, a little breathless. “We—”
“Already on it,” you reply, twisting to snag the drawer handle and tug it open. Foil crinkles faintly as you fish out a packet and tear it with your teeth, feeling his gaze locked on you the entire time. You roll the condom down over his length with both hands, smoothing it along the veined shaft until the latex hugs every inch snugly.
He’s breathing harder now, chest rising and falling under yours, hands both back on your hips like he needs to hold onto something or float away.
You shift your body so you’re kneeling over him properly, his cock poised just beneath the damp crotch of your panties. Hooking your thumbs into your waistband, you strip your panties down in one fluid motion, tossing them off the side of the bed. Cool air hits your slick folds, and you shiver.
Remmick watches it all, growing even harder at the sight.
You reach between your legs and guide him to your entrance, the thick crown nudging against you. Even just lining him up makes your body pulse, the anticipation almost unbearably sharp.
Then, with one slow, controlled movement, you sink down.
The head of his cock pushes past your entrance, stretching you around the broad width. Your mouth opens in a soft, broken sound as your body clenches, trying to accommodate the sudden fullness.
He grabs the sheets with one hand, the other still clamped on your waist, eyes slammed shut as if he’s on the edge of something too bright.
“You’re so…” you breathe, voice trembling, trying to relax your muscles as you take him deeper, inch by thick inch.
“Don’t say it,” he chokes out, jaw tight, eyes squeezed closed. “I’m tryin’ not to… ”
He doesn’t finish the sentence, though you can already guess what he was about to say. You sink farther, thighs trembling, feeling the drag of him inside you—rubbing against every sensitive place, forcing you to stretch around him in a way that borders on overwhelming.
Your walls hug him tight, clutching at the intrusion of him sliding deeper and deeper until you finally bottom out, pelvis pressed to his.
You sit there for a moment, braced with your hands on his chest, both of you panting. Your pulse is everywhere—between your legs, in your throat, pounding behind your eyes.
He opens his eyes slowly, pupils blown wide as he stares up at you like he’s never seen anything more arresting. His voice comes out hoarse. “I don’t know what to do...”
“You don’t have to do anything,” you say, breathless but smiling, rolling your hips just a little to feel him shift inside you. The sensation makes you gasp, your body fluttering around him. “I’ve got it.”
You lift yourself up, only an inch or two, feeling the delicious slide of him moving. The air seems to thicken around you as you drop back down, the sound of your bodies meeting a soft smack that makes his cheeks flush.
“Mercy,” he groans, fingers digging into your hips hard enough to anchor you to him.
You begin to find a rhythm—slow lifts, deep drops, your thighs already burning with the effort, your cunt clenching greedily around that thick, perfect stretch.
Each time you raise your hips, you feel the ridge of his head drag along a spot inside you that makes your vision blur. Each time you slide back down, your body swallows him whole again, that overwhelming fullness settling deep in your belly.
Your breath picks up, little noises falling out of you every time gravity helps you take him back in.
He watches you, utterly entranced—the bounce of your tits with each movement, the way your mouth falls open, lips shiny from kissing and parted in pleasure. His hands move from your hips to your waist, then up your sides to cup your breasts, thumbs brushing over your nipples in circles that make your back arch.
“You look…” He swallows hard, words failing. “You look… so good up there.”
“You like it?” you ask, managing to breathe the words out between moans.
“I—love it,” he admits, voice cracking. “Been thinkin’ about this since the first time I ever saw you walk through that barn door.”
The confession makes something molten slip down your spine.
You push yourself a little harder, picking up the pace—riding him with more confidence, more need, letting your body chase the friction you’ve been hungry for. The sounds grow louder, your slick coating him where he disappears into you, dripping down to the base of his cock.
You reach between your legs without really thinking, your fingers finding your clit as you bounce in his lap. The added pressure sends a sharp jolt of pleasure racing through you. A gasp tears from your throat.
Your thighs tremble, the muscles starting to shake from both effort and rising pleasure.
He can’t help it anymore—his hips start to move, thrusting up to meet your rhythm. It throws you a little higher each time, makes him drive deeper, thick cock hitting that sweet spot so directly you almost see white. The bed creaks softly beneath you. The bracelet on his wrist flashes each time his hands grab your waist and pull you down harder, greedier.
You lean forward to kiss him, swallowing his broken moan as you grind down harder. Your chest presses to his, your nipples dragging across his skin with every movement, pleasure sparking everywhere you touch.
Your rhythm begins to fall apart from how close you are. Your fingers on your clit move almost frantically now, little circles matching the erratic thrusts of his hips. Your body tightens around him, walls clamping down as the tension coils tighter and tighter.
“I’m… oh God, I’m close,” you gasp, forehead pressing to his. “Don’t stop. Please don’t stop—”
His grip on you firms, fingers digging into your waist as he drives up into you with a desperate, uneven rhythm, clearly hanging by a thread. “I’m right there with you,” he manages.
Heat unspools through you in a rush, your body seizing around him as a sharp, broken cry spills from your mouth.
Your cunt pulses around his cock in tight, rhythmic waves, milking him, pulling him deeper as your body shakes in his lap. Your thighs clamp around his hips, muscles trembling as you shudder and gasp against his mouth.
He lasts maybe two thrusts more.
The feel of you convulsing around him, squeezing him so hard it almost hurts, drags him straight over the edge.
His head falls back, a moan ripping from his chest, breathless and raw. His cock throbs inside you, thick pulses shooting heat into the condom as he comes hard, hips jerking helplessly up into your still-clenching body.
He groans, voice ragged, hands pulling you down to keep you as close as possible while his release floods out of him.
You ride it out together. You, shaking and whimpering, still grinding slowly through the aftershocks as your orgasm rolls over you in lingering waves. Him, buried deep, moaning into your shoulder, body trembling beneath you as each twitch of your walls wrings another broken sound from his throat.
Eventually, the intensity ebbs into something softer. Your fingers slip away from your clit, trembling. Your breaths sync slowly, chests rising and falling together, sweat cooling on your skin where you’re pressed so tightly you might as well be one person.
You stay like that for a long moment—still joined, still full of him, his cock softening gradually but still snug inside you, your body reluctant to let go.
He runs one shaking hand up your spine, pausing at the back of your neck to cradle it gently. The bracelet glints at his wrist, beads catching the lamplight as his thumb strokes your skin.
“You alright?” he asks, voice hoarse and quiet, like he’s afraid to break the spell.
You lift your head just enough to look down at him, hair mussed, lips swollen, eyes hazy with satisfaction. A slow smile curves across your face.
“I’m perfect,” you say. “You rode that… very well.”
His cheeks redden. “I thought you were the one… ridin’.”
“I was,” you say, leaning down to kiss the corner of his mouth. “But you helped.”
His chest shakes with a breathy laugh, and his arms wrap around you fully now, pulling you down to rest against him. He’s still inside you, still warm, still exactly where you want him.
And with your body lax over his, your bracelet on his wrist, and his hands splayed over your back, it’s very clear that this was more than a position he wanted to try.
😺 Summary: Another day on the farm. There's always time for cuddling with his favorite companions.
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Sunrise comes as it does every day on the farm. Sunrays poke through the vast canopy of trees that sit along the border. An early indication of the day it brings. It’s inevitability that time never stops. Remmick is up bright and early. Earlier than he really needs to be. A small indulgence for himself.
Hat pulled low on against his forehead creating a perfect barrier against the peeking rays of the sun. Keeping it away from his eyes. His body moves, more on repetitive muscle memory, then conscious thought.
He heads towards the barn like he does every day out of routine now, boots crunching on the gravel and grass. He slides the barn door open and light floods inside. Then it begins. A multitude of tiny voices mewing and crying towards him echoing off the wood walls. Only growing louder with eagerness as his silhouette filled the doorway. He steps inside, barely making it a few steps before they start to crowd towards him.
Several kittens and older cats rub up against his jeans, marking him, making sure their scent stuck, and circle between his legs, crying loudly up at him. Bright eyes and tails upright. Varying in size, shape, and patterns. A few gazed up at him blinking slowly in welcome.
As he looks at them, it’s clear that he knows every single one of them. Just as they know him. Stepping further inside taking heed to watch his step.
One small orange tabby waits. Paws tippy tapping on the stack of hay bales it’s sat on. Patient with building excitement it was too proud to show, yet. It waits until he gets close—its green eyes watching with calculated purpose—just about to pass by, before it hops onto his shoulder landing light as a feather. Barely a disturbance. His cheek is bombarded with the warmth of its fur as it rubs against it, purring in happiness. Claiming him as its own. His hand lifts, out of habit and love, granting scratched beneath its chin. Smile tugging on his face.
The barn felt alive. A happy warmth flooded him from head to toe. This is exactly how he wanted it. Lingering in the space, Remmick shuts his eyes, the noise of all of them washing over him.
A light wind hits the barn outside. The wood creaks and groans. Dust is kicked up as air passes through the small gaps in the slats along the wall. It flies through a stray beam of sunlight. He’s moving again. A clear destination in mind. The cats move with him, weaving in and out, through his extended legs. The others trail behind, a quiet marching band of padded paws. Most are still mewing and crying for his attention.
Before him lies a loose pile of hay. One that still needed to be bundled before the day was out. He stops just shy of it. The orange tabby riding his shoulder can sense the vibration of his excitement. It rubs his cheek again. A long-lasting love shared and reminded. Purrs rippling through its small furry body. With a few taps of its paws, it hops off him, down to the ground below with a soft thump. It lands with grace, having done it so many times. Head turned back up towards him, tail curved in the air.
Now you may proceed. It blinks at him, giving him permission.
Remmick groans, body sore as always from the prior days work, as he lowers himself before letting gravity finish as he flops into the hay. The pile immediately sags under his weight, crunching and twisting under him. Loose strands scratch and jab at his clothes as he lets his body get comfortable. Once settled, it was a signal. An open invitation met by ‘the swarm’ that had been waiting patiently.
It was instantaneous. Body upon body of solid warm fur flooded everywhere, smothering him. A sea of paw, bellies, and heads all fighting for his affection against his advancing hands.
One kitten, calico in pattern, chose his chest as the perfect spot. Kneading at his shirt causing it to bunch up, as it created its own nest.
Another one, older, a faded dirtied off white, found itself curling into the crook of his neck. Purrs were loud enough to judder his skin.
A pair of twin black and white kittens, decide to settle on his lower stomach, cuddling with one another—tails curling, intertwining together. The rest find themselves any open available spot they could find. Filling the space draping or laying over his limbs. He was slowly becoming one large cat pillow, but he didn’t mind.
The familiar orange tabby returns. Last but not least, taking its place among the hoard. Walking with purpose, careful of the others. Making its way up his body until it found itself on his chest. Right where his collarbone lay. Swirling in small tight circles, it curls up, just beneath his chin. It’s purrs joining in unison. Joyful and relaxed.
Remmick laughed, chest rumbling under all the weight. It was drowned out by all the purring. His hands were on constant patrol. Scratching, rubbing, and petting. All met with deafeningly loud purrs. It was hard to keep up. Not for lack of trying. Fingers danced along arching backs, under chins, threading into fur. Bodies sinking in deeper relaxation against him as a reward.
A happiness he’s always brimming with in these moments sticks to him. Remmick is content. This is something he looks forward to every morning. Pinned under the furry army he helped to create. There’s no place he’d rather be. His body sank further into the hay, cracking at more strands under all of them. He attempted to take a long inhale, which proved difficult. Hands, now tired, moved lazily over the few cats demanding his touch. The day ahead seemed inconsequential. Nothing but the warmth and calm mattered. A couple of cats were luckily chosen as his hands came to rest on top of them. Remmick closed his eyes. The sheer number of cats acting as a warm blanket, laying in soothing comfort lulling him into a rest right alongside them. Nothing but the stillness of quiet breathing and steady purrs kept him company. The ‘swarm’ intends to keep him here for as long as they possibly could
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The sun has moved across the sky. Rays turning into beams lighting up the world. Time chugs on unwanted, oblivious to those who don’t wish it. The barn has grown silent. The type of quiet that bliss and solitude is born from. All the purring has died down leaving Remmick’s own breathing, steady and shallow, accompany him in a light slumber. Rising and falling with each breath he takes, the cat blanket anchors him in place.
His body wakes, the moment slowly coming to an end. That bliss of sleep still clinging to his mind. Years of countless routine rings, an internal clock that demands work to be completed. Tasks and chores await. And the day is clearly burning away. Remmick’s eyes force themselves open. Lids blinking the subtle haze of sleep away as sunlight cuts through a slat, shining across his face. He exhales, sending dust motes spiraling. There is no desire to move.
The universe is clear. It holds one simple rule. As old as time. Absolute. Once a cat is lying on you in any capacity, you are bound to remain where you are, in whatever position you are, until the cat deems it time to move. Everyone knows this. Even the cats.
Testing, he gives a light shift of his upper body. A few cats take notice and react. Shifting then settling back into place. An older one, head lifting, slats in its eyes narrowing. Warning. Don’t you dare. Another side-eyed him, giving him an offended glare. Enjoying the warmth of the sun its comfortable position. It wasn’t going to give that up lightly.
In honesty, Remmick would rather not move either. However, he knows it’s an eventuality. Things were waiting to be done. A mend to a broken fence, feed for all the animals, the bundling of the very hay he was laying on. Rest is a rare thing in farm life. He sighs. Resigning himself and he started again. With more intention. Careful movements. Slow and steady, the best he can as not to upset the pile. Low murmurs of nonsense. The sound meant for them. His hands are on the move—stroking, coaxing, stirring—one by one, making the most reluctant of the bunch give up. Stretching, arching of backs, huge yawns, while they slid off him in droves. Nevertheless, there’s always the one that tends to linger. Remmick has begun to believe that they do it on purpose. Not that he is bothered by it. Caving in, the cat gains an extra round of petting, which seems to satisfy it.
Easing himself into an upright position, he reveals a newfound space where his body was. It was filled immediately. Cats claiming the warm space, rustling the hay, as they settled back into a combined pile. Some find themselves back on his legs, in his shadow, next to his hips. The orange tabby, his favorite, remains within arm’s reach; seated, tail wrapped around its front paws. Watching with half-lidded eyes, followed by a yawn, waiting to see what he chooses.
A long mental argument plays out in his head while he sits there. With his shoulders slumped, arms limp in his lap, he’s caught in a debate of pros and cons. Desires to stay weighing over the strong pull to get work done.
Begrudgingly he rises. Standing slowly, brushing away remnants of fur and hay. The barn shutters as another gust of wind passes outside. Adjusting his hat, the promise of a place waiting for him here once the day is done.
Boots stir stilled dust and straw as he crosses the room. Away from the hay, the other side of the barn smells drastically different. Wood, feed, and metal cling stalely upon the air. Several cat’s perk, ears upright. They seem to know what comes next even before he reaches for the bag in the corner. The orange tabby is already moving ahead of the rest. As voices rise again alerting the others. The ‘swarm’ stirs, peeling away, becoming a sea of color and fur trotting over in his direction.
By the time he’s reaching into the bag, the orange tabby uses him as a ladder. Climbing, it’s claws hooking into the fabric of his shirt, leaving little invisible holes, as it shimmies with easy precision. Remmick chuckles, feeling the little pricks and snags as it travels its way up his back, until it’s returned to his shoulder. A triumphant mew bellows from its tiny mouth. Making it known that this was its spot. Where it belonged.
“A’right. A’right,” he says, amused at its proclamation.
His arm digs down into the food bag using the cup to scoop out hoards of sustenance. He pours calculated amounts into the many metal bowls scattered around.
Tink. Tink. Tink.
Food hitting metal rang out. The sound is loud, unmistakable. That’s all it takes. There’s an heavy silence before it’s shattered. Broken, as chaos erupts. Cats move like waves crashing during high tide. Over and under each other as they scramble from every direction. They shove, dart, hiss, and growl fighting each other for space. Somehow, they are all convinced they are on the brink of dying from starvation.
“There's a heapin' helpin',” Remmick sighs, shaking his head as he fills the last few bowls, watching them unable to intervene without gaining a scratch or two. He’s learned that lesson before. “Ain't nobody gonna go hungry.”
Of course they don’t believe him.
The orange tabby watches the frenzy of its fellow felines as it sits there. If it were human, it would be rolling its eyes. Unlike the others it waits. Patient. Tail flicking side to side like a grandfather clock.
Tossing the scoop back into the bag, Remmick dives in with his hand and cups a small amount. The orange tabby eagerly leans forward, tail wrapping securely around the back of his neck. It leans until it’s right next to his face. An unmissable extension into the peripherals of his vision.
The smile Remmick has is vibrant. “You get a lil' somethin' extra.” He whispers in a quiet hush. “Just don't go sayin' nothing to the others, mk?”
The orange tabby happily eats straight from his hand in small bites, whiskers ticking at his fingers. The soft crunch of their food tells him they are enjoying it. He watches, smile still clung to his face. A permanent staple that has become a part of him. He brushes his thumb against their cheek once they are done. The tabby leans into it, sharing the connection presented with love, loyalty, and trust.
With the last of the food cleared, he busies himself cleaning up. Wiping his hands on his already dirt-stained jeans and heads back towards the open barn door. A few cats leave their spots ready to help him go about his day. They follow without question, slipping past him, sun hitting their shiny pelts. A couple stay at his heels, marching along with his gait.
They all know his routine. Probably better than he does.
The orange tabby rides his shoulder with pride. Purring loudly next to his ear. The sun pressed down breathing a hum of energy. The tabby rubs its head where the curve of his neck was. Slow and loving, tail tightening around the appendage. Remmick naturally tilts his head, giving room as his hand comes up to reciprocate with a light scratch to its chin.
As he makes his way around, they trial him, acting as silent sentinels.
Feeding the hens, he finds a few of his furry watchers along the fence, padding along the wooden boards. Their tails swaying in perfect rhythm, keeping them balanced. Eyes peering down at the feathered masses below, pecking at seeds. Another cat sits between his boots, ears angled back, bapping a hen or two with its paw when they got to close.
Once at the stables, it plays out almost the same. He’s tending to a mare, brushing the mane in long delicate strokes. The furry army lingers nearby. Some perched on a railing, enraptured by the sway of the horse’s tail. Another is laying in a patch of sun rolling around on the warm ground. The rest lounge curiously keeping watch.
Nothing is hurried. Nothing is rushed. And definitely, nothing is missed.
By mid-day, Remmick was out in the field, working hard. Toiling the land, preparing it for seeding. Forming nice semi-even rows in the softened soil. His tool drags, digging into the ground as he pushes it forward creating another row. All the cats are spread everywhere. Statues ever watching. One pauses—listening with radars for ears, picking up on the faint soundwaves of creatures and all in between—triangle ears twitching to the surrounding. Another mimics him. Stomping behind the row he’s making. Stopping and starting when he does.
The day presses onward. Sun shining brighter, bringing with it its unwavering heat. That same heat descends across the farm. Pressing against his back and neck, turning it red. The orange tabby had left his shoulder, only briefly, and only because the work he was doing was physically demanding. Way too much movement, for it’s liking. It never strayed far.
Remmick was mid-swing with his tool when it approached. Planting itself in his way. Only moving again when it’s seemingly being ignored. This time putting itself directly in his path. A loud sharp cry rattles into the air. Persistent. He is forced to pause from the shrill sound. Plopping his tool tip into the ground he leans against it. The tabby sits there, wide eyes staring up at him. When it appears, he hasn’t taken notice it lets out another, louder cry, tail thudding with growing impatience.
Finally, he exhales with a boisterous laugh, meeting the cat’s gaze. “Yeah,” he utters gently. Pushing his hat back as he wipes his sweat dripped brow. “I hear ya.”
The tabby appears pleased with itself. Cries turning into soft mews. Air shifting with a promise of a break, the others pad over joining the tabby in seated audience at his feet.
“Is that really how it's gonna be? Y'all all pilin' on me now.” He addresses them like children—which they are in a way—looking at each one as he continues. “'ll make ya a deal. Let me finish this up, and I promise we'll go get some rest. Sound good, yeah?”
Waiting with bated breath, he watches them convene while chittering to each other. The orange tabby blinks a few times up at him. An agreement was made, but not without a chorus of cries as protest.
Remmick finishes his task, as promised, as his feline field hands keep watch crying at intervals when he takes too long. He grunts an apology as he swings his tool. Finally, he straightens, back cracking as he does. Giving him a look that manages to come off as smug, the orange tabby flicks its tail in victory.
Shaking his head once again, a tired laugh belts out of him. “See there. All done, just like I done told ya.” He remarks as if that will settle the matter between them.
He doesn’t even bother to put the tool away as he turns and heads toward the farmhouse. Never alone. Small footsteps quickly follow. A quiet procession behind him. As he nears the porch, he scoops up the orange tabby into his arms, in one fluid motion without breaking his stride. The tabby finds this an acceptable offering of a duty fulfilled, and swells with pride as if it were royalty.
Once inside, the stifling heat of the sun fades. An oscillating fan turns slowly in the corner of the room. Helping push the heat out, replacing it with coolness, he desperately needed. Kissing the tabby on its head he sets it on the floor as he lazily tips his hat off, placing it down on the kitchen table. Be-lining straight to the fridge. Cold water poured in a glass and a PB and J sandwich—slapped together without care—makes up his lunch.
Glass in one hand, sandwich in the other, he steps back outside and lowers himself onto one of the porch steps. Wood groaning with age, bending beneath him. Taking a long gulp of water letting it quench the fire of his dry throat. As he lifts his sandwich for a bite, he lets his shoulders loosen. Relaxation he allowed.
It takes all of…. three seconds and the cats are there. One pressed up against the hem of his jeans playing with the laces of his boots. With no hesitation, the orange tabby climbs up into his lap, claiming the space. Not allowing any of the others a chance.
Remmick leans back, using the previous step like the back of a chair. Legs stretched out, he eats slowly, savoring each bite, downing the cold water until there’s nothing but condensation clinging to the glass. His stare drifts across the land. Breathtaking. Bubbling shimmer of heat rising from the field. Barn still there, still waiting for his return. Everything is tantalizing in that special way.
His feline friends waste no time in taking up the space he gave them. Laying at his feet, others by his head. One boldly nuzzling his hair. One of his arms, which was slung over the step using it as an arm rest, licking at the skin. Their purrs return, a constant low hum. Remmick takes his time resting and cooling off. He’s earned it. Letting his mind drift. This here's enough. This life, right here. Wouldn't swap it fer nothin'
— ♡ synopsis you get closer to remmick than you ever have before—close enough to see how much he wants you, how much you want him back. and after one impulsive moment, you both cross over into new territory ( wc : 13k )
mdni 18+ hyperfeminine!reader. modern au. light slow-burn. mutual irritation / tension. spoiled / airheaded reader. forced proximity. semi-public sex. messy protected p in v sex. shy!remmick. virgin!remmick. oral ( both receiving ). overstimulation. dirty talk. praise. social micro aggressions. size kink / difference. vaginal fingering. teasing. masturbation ( f! & m! ). vibrator / sex toy usage. aftercare.
゛notes ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ another long one y’all… i just can’t stop yapping 😭 late post too lmaoo i got home from work and decided to post so i could knock it off the list. as always : warnings are based on all of what i have written so far as a whole, or are set in stone to be written ! this takes place right after part two.
The walk to his bedroom happens in a blur—quiet footsteps down the hall, your hand brushing his, the heat of what just happened between you still humming in the space where your mouth had been on him.
Remmick moves like he’s afraid to touch you and terrified not to, stealing glances at your lips, at your hips, at the faint tremble in your thighs from kneeling too long.
By the time the door clicks shut behind him, the air feels thick enough to choke on.
He stands there for half a breath, chest rising and falling fast, eyes dragging down your body like he’s memorizing something he never expected to see.
You take a step toward the bed, thumbs hooked in the waistband of your shorts, and his gaze follows the movement like he’s being led by instinct.
The shorts come off. Then your panties.
He goes still.
You lie back on the bed, spine arching slightly as you settle into the mattress, legs falling open in an invitation even he can’t pretend to misunderstand.
“C’mere,” you breathe.
His body obeys before his mind can catch up.
He moves onto the bed, onto his knees, large hands sliding beneath your thighs. His fingers curl, lifting, adjusting—guiding your legs up until they hook over his broad shoulders.
The position forces you open completely, pussy exposed to the hot air of the room, folds glistening and already swollen from how wound up you’ve been since the couch.
He looks down at you from between your legs, face flushed, breath shaky.
“Tell me if I’m doin’ anything wrong,” he murmurs, voice rough.
You laugh softly, breathlessly. “Baby… you just have to put your mouth on me.”
His pupils blow wide.
And then his face lowers.
There’s zero hesitation. No warm-up.
He buries himself in you.
His mouth seals to your cunt with a hunger that almost knocks the air from your lungs. His nose presses hard against your clit, smushed up against it, the pressure so sudden and perfect your hips jerk up off the bed. His tongue dives between your slick folds, hot and eager, tasting you with long, greedy strokes that make a broken sound escape your throat.
“Oh my god—” you gasp, fingers flying to his hair. “Remmick, you—fuck—”
He groans into you, the vibration rolling through your cunt like a shock. His hands tighten on your thighs, pulling you higher, pulling you onto him until your pussy is fully smothering his mouth, his face nearly disappearing between your legs.
Your clit drags over the bridge of his nose as he licks deeper, tongue flattening to lap you up like he’s been starving for days.
You grind without meaning to, cunt sliding against his mouth, wetting his lips and chin with every slick pass.
He moans again—louder this time—and the sound shoots straight through you.
“Don’t stop,” you pant, pulling him closer by the hair. “Please—don’t stop, don’t stop…”
He doesn’t.
He keeps you right where he wants you—legs thrown over his shoulders, cunt pressed so tight to his face you can feel every breath he takes.
His tongue works your opening, fucking into you in slow, messy thrusts before he drags up again to suck your clit into his mouth, lips closing around it in a wet pull that makes your vision flicker.
Your thighs tremble around his head.
Your hips can’t stay still.
He holds you steady anyway, as if eating you out is something he’s been waiting to do without even knowing it.
And you can’t think, can’t speak, can’t do anything except moan his name like it’s the only language you know.
The pressure builds fast—too fast. Your thighs twitch against his cheeks, your stomach tightening like a wire pulled taut. The wet drag of his tongue, the suction around your clit, the messy glide of spit and slick across every part of you—it’s all too much.
Your hips stutter upward once, twice, and then freeze with a shudder.
“Remmick,” you gasp, voice breaking. “I’m—I’m coming—”
And you do.
You come with your thighs clenched tight around his head, back arched off the bed, your cunt leaking all over his mouth.
He groans into it, licking you through it like it’s the best thing he’s ever tasted, his hands holding you in place while your body trembles and bucks.
Your cunt pulses hard against his tongue, spasming around nothing, the slick sound of it obscene in the quiet room.
It takes a moment for you to breathe again.
When you finally peel your eyes open, his face is soaked—chin shiny, lips swollen, eyes dazed.
You reach for him.
“C’mere.”
He’s still catching his breath when you pull him up by the collar of his shirt, dragging him up for a kiss.
You taste yourself on his tongue and moan into it, legs wrapping around his waist, hands fumbling to undo his jeans again.
“I want you to fuck me,” you whisper against his mouth.
He groans like it’s painful.
“Please, baby,” you add, slipping your hand between your bodies to help push his pants down.
His cock springs free—already leaking again at the tip—and you shift beneath him until your hips align, your folds slick and swollen and so ready.
You grip the base of his cock, angle it down, and start to guide it through your folds—letting the fat head nudge at your entrance.
“God,” he breathes, “are you sure?”
But you’re already nodding, already rocking your hips up to press the head in—and that’s when the sound hits you.
Tires on gravel.
A distant car door slam.
Then another.
He freezes.
Your eyes widen.
“Oh my god—”
Remmick scrambles backward like he’s been electrocuted. His cock slaps against his stomach, flushed and twitching, and he fumbles to yank his pants up while you throw yourself off the bed, digging for your shorts with shaking hands and a squeal.
“That’s Grandma,” he says in horror, wiping his mouth with the back of his arm.
“No shit!” you hiss, trying to pull your panties up with one hand and smooth your hair with the other. Your lip gloss is smeared, your thighs are sticky, and you’re still twitching from your orgasm.
He’s tucking himself away, red-faced, breathing like he just ran a marathon.
You nearly trip pulling your shorts on.
By the time his bedroom door opens again, both of you are fully dressed—barely.
He glances at you. You glance at him.
Neither of you says a word.
Not about the way your panties are still wet, or the way his cock is still half-hard behind the zipper, or the fact that if she had come home even five minutes later, he would’ve been buried inside you by now.
Remmick clears his throat.
“I should, uh… probably see if she needs help with any groceries she may have gotten after church.”
You nod quickly, still breathless. “Y-Yeah. Sure. Totally.”
He leaves the room, and you flop back onto the bed with your heart pounding like you just robbed a bank.
The bath didn’t help as much as you hoped.
You’d soaked in it until your fingers pruned, head leaned back against a folded towel, steam curling around your lashes and the scent of sweet vanilla bath oil drifting through the room. You even washed your hair, shaved your legs, scrubbed between your thighs twice. But it hadn’t chased the heat away—just made it worse.
Dinner was pointless. A plate of lukewarm leftovers and a slow pick at your food. The bath hadn’t helped, and food wasn’t going to, either.
Now, back in your room, the house quiet around you, you shut the door and twist the little gold lock into place.
Your bare feet pad across the soft rug as you glance around—your makeup-stained vanity, the pink throw pillows on your bed, the little twinkling LED lights you stuck around the edge of your mirror when you first arrived.
Everything’s cute.
And yet your mind won’t stop circling back to something else entirely.
The way his hands felt wrapped around your thighs. How wet his face had been when he pulled away. How easily he let you tug him around, mouth open, eyes big and eager like he’d do anything you asked. How close you got—so close—before it all fell apart.
You lick your lips.
Your legs feel warm again. Your panties are already damp.
You rise slowly, like you’re not even thinking.
It’s not even a decision—more of an instinct.
You walk straight to your dresser.
Second drawer, left side, tucked beneath a lacy lavender bralette and a tangled mess of satin panties is the soft, velvet-textured toy you haven’t touched since you got here.
You pull it out without thinking, your fingers already twitching in anticipation, your thighs pressing together from the ghost of pressure alone.
A moment later, you’re crawling into bed, the hem of your oversized sleep shirt sliding up your thighs, no panties underneath. You settle back against the pillows, legs falling open, the cool air kissing the sticky mess already gathered between them.
Your fingers guide the toy over the soft curve of your mound. You’re already wet—slick, warm, throbbing in a dull, pulsing ache. The first pass over your clit makes your hips twitch. The second draws a breathy little whimper from your lips. By the third, your thighs are clenching around your wrist and your eyes are rolling back.
You press harder.
The vibration stutters against your clit, soft at first, then sharper as you angle it just right.
“Fuck,” you whisper, voice catching.
Your other hand comes up to palm your chest, fingers pinching at your nipples through the cotton of your shirt. Your mind is buzzing, not just the toy—you. Thinking about him.
How big he felt in your hand. How he looked at you when you kissed the head, like he was about to fall apart.
The toy grinds harder.
You circle it, slow then fast, letting your imagination fill in the blanks. What he’d feel like inside you. How your walls would stretch around that thick cock. How it would feel to ride him, his big hands shaking on your hips, trying not to come too fast while you’re bouncing on his lap and laughing into his throat.
The orgasm hits hard.
You gasp, legs trembling, cunt clenching on nothing as you press the vibrator tight to your clit, riding the rhythm until you can’t anymore. Your toes curl. Your thighs twitch. And then you go still—boneless, buzzing, your mouth parted and your chest flushed with warmth that creeps all the way to your scalp.
The toy drops from your hand.
You lay there, lips slick with spit, chest still heaving, heart kicking in your ribs.
Remmick’s face lingers behind your eyelids—soft and needy, lips bitten, eyes begging.
You close your thighs slowly.
You’ve never wanted a boy this much.
He barely slept. Not because his room was warm or because the old fan in the corner rattled itself silly through the night, but because every time he closed his eyes he felt your thighs tightening around his shoulders again, the heat of you pressing up against his mouth, the taste of you lingering on his tongue as if you had marked him from the inside out.
His pillow still smelled faintly of the soap he used after he washed his face—twice—yet he swore he could still catch traces of the sweetness that clung to your skin.
He tossed beneath the sheets with his chest tight and his cock aching, unable to shake the image of how you had looked, eyes half-lidded, breaths broken, lips parted in a helpless little moan each time his tongue curled just right.
Sleep never stood a chance.
By morning his whole body felt raw with wanting you, though he did his best to move through the chores like nothing had changed.
He fed the chickens, checked the sheds, filled the troughs, all while trying to ignore the echo of your voice from the day before. He lingered longer than usual by the fence line, pretending to re-tie a latch that didn’t actually need re-tying. The quiet of the early hours usually settled him, but today it only made the memory sharper.
When he hears your steps on the dirt road, he straightens too quickly, nearly fumbling the feed bucket.
You move toward him with your usual brightness, travel cup in one hand, your glossy mouth wrapped around the straw as you hum to yourself.
Your sunglasses perch crooked on your nose, and the soft yellow top you’ve chosen fits you in a way that makes his stomach dip. You smile easily, greeting him as though yesterday’s near-fall into something too intimate to ignore had never happened.
“Morning, Remmick,” you say, swirling your drink as if this is simply another day. “Did you feed the little guys already?”
You mean the chickens.
He grunts.
“Uh. Yeah.”
You gasp like he just told you your favorite boutique burned down. “Without me? I like feeding them now.”
“You were running late,” he answers, trying to keep his tone steady.
“I was picking a lip combo,” you say with artistic emphasis, as if it explains everything. “It’s important.”
The faintest tug pulls at the corner of his mouth before he smooths it away.
He tells himself not to look at your lips again, but they shine in the sunlight and make it nearly impossible.
The day continues with you trailing behind him while you talk about things he only half understands—your show, your nail polish plans, a perfume sample you want to try.
He nods at the right moments even though his attention keeps drifting. He can’t look directly at your thighs now without a jolt rising through him.
You bend down to scoop feed into the tin and your shirt shifts, revealing the soft rise of your chest, and he feels a quick sweep of heat up the back of his neck. He grips the fence harder than necessary and silently begs his body to behave.
After a while, you drop onto a wooden crate with a dramatic sigh, dust puffing around you.
“You alright?” he asks, still not looking.
“I mean, yeah,” you mumble. “But I thought today we were gonna paint the porch too. You said we would on Sunday.”
“It is Sunday,” he replies, keeping his gaze on the latch he’s checking.
You blink slowly, tilting your head as if piecing together a puzzle that refuses to cooperate. “Wait. Seriously? Today’s Sunday?”
He inhales through his nose, long and steady, letting the air cool whatever heat is creeping up his chest.
You pop your gum and swing your foot idly in the dirt, completely unaware of the chaos turning in him.
When he finally turns toward you, you’re watching him with that bright, helpless sweetness that always gets under his skin. You smile without hesitation, as if yesterday’s intimacy was simply part of the afternoon and not something that has kept him up half the night.
He looks away quickly, terrified that if he holds your gaze any longer he’ll reach for you, pull you in close, and finish what nearly happened in that bedroom. His heart kicks hard against his ribs at the thought.
You go on chattering about something small—maybe your horoscope, maybe your new lip gloss—and he tries to nod, tries to answer, but the words don’t settle right in his throat.
You’re being yourself, unaware of the storm inside him, and he cannot believe how deeply he wants you. It feels dangerous. It feels close. And it feels entirely, horribly wonderful.
He realizes then that liking you isn’t something he can avoid anymore. It has already happened quietly, slowly, in the space between chores and conversation—and now, after yesterday, there is no turning back.
You brighten at something and call his name. He looks up automatically.
You’re smiling.
And he knows he’s done for.
The porch paint cans sit beneath the steps exactly where his grandma left them, the metal warm from the sun, the brushes stiff but still usable. The late morning light filters through the pecan trees, softening everything it touches—dust, railing, your bare legs swinging lazily over the edge of the steps.
Remmick brings out a drop cloth and spreads it carefully across the boards, smoothing the creases with slow, deliberate strokes of his palms. You watch him for a moment, chin propped on your knee, noticing the way the sunlight catches in the faint curls at the nape of his neck.
“So this is what we’re doing today?” you ask, nudging an unopened paint can with your foot.
He kneels beside it, tapping the lid with a flat tool until it loosens. “Your idea. Said you wanted to make the place look nice.”
You shrug as if this is obvious. “Yeah, but I didn’t think you’d actually say yes.”
“I said it last week.”
“I thought you forgot.”
He lifts his gaze then—slowly, steady, with an expression that borders on gentle amusement. “I don’t forget things you say.”
Your breath catches a little, though you hide it by glancing at the screen door. He doesn’t seem to notice, already turning toward the brush in his hand, dipping it into the pale cream paint with careful precision.
You grab your own brush, plopping beside him on the porch floor. Your first stroke goes on uneven, streaked with tiny ridges, and he glances sideways.
“You’re pressin’ too hard.”
“No I’m not,” you insist, even though you absolutely are.
He shifts closer without thinking, one hand hovering near your wrist. “Here. Try easin’ up. Like this.” His fingers wrap briefly around your hand to guide the motion. “You just let the paint sit on the wood. Don’t make it fight you.”
You blink down at your hand in his. “You make it sound so poetic.”
“It’s just paint,” he replies softly.
“Mm. You say that, but you’re making a whole metaphor.”
His ears flush, and he pulls his hand back quickly, focusing on the railing instead.
The two of you fall into an easy rhythm—brushes dragging softly across the porch boards, the gentle clink of metal lids shifting in the breeze, the faint sounds of chickens pecking in the distance. You hum a song you half-remember from a playlist your friends made for the drive upstate. He listens, glancing over now and then with a curious tilt of his head.
“So,” he says after a while, voice low but steady, “what happened up north?”
Your brush pauses mid-stroke.
He doesn’t push the question, just keeps painting a smooth line along the trim, like he’s giving you space to answer or ignore him freely.
You force a small, breezy laugh. “What makes you think something happened?”
He shrugs lightly. “Folks don’t usually get sent across state lines unless somethin’ went sideways.”
“Nothing went sideways,” you say quickly.
He glances over, and you can tell he’s not convinced.
“It was just… stuff.” You wave the brush vaguely, splattering a dot of paint on your thigh. “Dumb drama. City people being city people. You don’t wanna hear about it.”
He watches you longer than he should, but the moment you look back, he drops his eyes and dips his brush again.
“Alright,” he murmurs. “Didn’t mean to pry.”
You swallow, the guilt settling strangely. You don’t want him to think you’re shutting him out. Or maybe you don’t want to poke at the wound yourself.
So you shift the conversation quickly.
“What about you?” you ask, leaning into him slightly. “You ever think about leaving this place? Or are you just gonna stay here forever and ever until the cows take over?”
His smile is small but real. “It ain’t that bad.”
“I dunno,” you tease, lifting your brush again. “Feels like a hostile chicken takeover is imminent.”
“There’s only six of ’em.”
“That’s enough.”
He shakes his head, but his shoulders relax a little.
The tension melts from the air, replaced by that quiet warmth that’s started settling between you more and more lately.
He tells you about the porch—how he helped his grandpa fix the boards years ago, how the nails always loosen after a storm, how his grandma likes to sit here in the evenings with her lemonade.
You tell him about your favorite nail salon back home, about how your friends once got into a screaming match over a pair of heels, about how you used to sit on your apartment balcony pretending you liked the smell of the city even though it made your head hurt.
You paint until the sun climbs higher, both of you speckled in dots of cream and gold, both pretending not to notice when your elbows brush, when your knees knock, when you laugh and he looks at you a little too long.
He doesn’t ask about the north again. But the look he gives you—quiet, patient, almost concerned—tells you he’s still wondering.
He can wait.
He’s good at that.
You’re the one who’s starting to feel uneasy with how easy it is to talk to him now.
By the time the two of you finish the last stretch of railing, the afternoon sun has dipped enough to cast a honeyed glow over everything—the fresh paint, the porch boards, even the little flecks of color stuck to your legs.
You sit back on your heels and admire it with a satisfied sigh, brushing a smear of paint off your thigh and only smudging it further.
“It looks adorable,” you announce proudly, even though there are definitely a few uneven patches. “Like… way better than before. I think I’m a natural.”
Remmick lifts his head from where he’s wiping down a brush. “I did most of it.”
“I supervised,” you correct, nodding as if this explains everything. “Supervision is important.”
He huffs, something like a laugh tugging at his mouth before he hides it by leaning over the bucket.
You pull your knees to your chest, wiggle your toes, and glance around with satisfaction while the breeze lifts your hair off your neck.
Everything feels soft and calm, peaceful in a way you can’t quite name.
The screen door creaks behind you.
“Well now,” his grandma says as she steps onto the porch, dish towel still draped over her shoulder. “That came out real nice.”
You brighten instantly, popping up a little straighter. “Doesn’t it? I helped.”
Her gaze dips to your smeared legs and paint-speckled fingers. “Mm-hm. I can see that.”
Remmick mutters something under his breath that might be a quiet apology for your enthusiasm, but his grandma just smiles wider. She reaches out, running a gentle hand along the railing.
“Pretty work,” she says. “You two should be proud.”
You beam, delighted. “I am proud. And sweaty. And hungry. But mostly proud.”
Her eyes warm, fond and amused all at once. “Well, lucky for you, dinner’s just about ready.” She tilts her head toward the door. “You joinin’ us, sugar?”
You blink, caught off-guard for a second. “Me? Like—inside?”
“That’s usually where folks eat,” she teases gently.
You nod quickly, brushing your hands down the front of your shorts even though it only spreads the paint around. “Oh! Right. Yes. Okay. I mean—yeah. If you’re sure. I don’t wanna, like, mess the vibe.”
“What vibe?” she asks with a soft chuckle.
“I don’t know,” you admit honestly.
Remmick coughs into his sleeve, trying—and failing—not to smile.
His grandma waves a hand, ushering you toward the door. “Honey, you’ve been helpin’ out here for weeks. You come sit down and eat.”
You hesitate only a heartbeat before glancing at Remmick. His eyes meet yours—quick, hopeful in a small, careful way you don’t fully understand yet.
“Is it okay?” you ask him quietly.
He nods. “It’s okay.”
You perk up immediately. “Then yes. Totally. I’m absolutely starving. Almost-dead starving.”
His grandma laughs as she steps back into the house. “Well let’s fix that.”
You hop to your feet, excited and lightly bouncing on your toes as you brush dust from your skin.
Remmick watches you stand there with paint on your legs, and a bright, earnest smile that looks far too proud for the amount of actual painting you did.
He gestures toward the doorway, cheeks faintly pink. “Go on in. I’ll be right behind you.”
You nod, already stepping toward the kitchen and mumbling something about hoping there’s cornbread because “your last meal was a single iced coffee.” He follows after a moment.
Dinner leaves you full in a way you hadn’t expected—warm belly, warm cheeks, warm everything.
His grandma cooked like she was trying to heal something invisible inside you, and you didn’t realize how much you missed that until you were scraping the last of the mashed potatoes off your plate.
She fussed over you, filled your glass twice, asked if you wanted more cornbread even after you’d said yes three times already.
By the time she excused herself to wind down for the night, you felt strangely settled, like some piece of you that had been drifting finally touched ground.
The house grows quiet in her absence, soft and humming with the evening crickets outside.
Remmick gathers a few dishes while you stand uselessly with your hands hovering near the sink, not entirely sure how to help without knocking something over.
He doesn’t seem to mind, though. Every time he glances your way, there’s this small curve at the corner of his mouth like he's amused you’re even trying.
When the kitchen is spotless, he shifts awkwardly, rubbing a paint-smudged thumb against his palm.
“If you wanna… uh… hang out a bit longer,” he murmurs, eyes flicking up to yours and then away just as fast, “we can go upstairs. Grandma’s room is on the other side of the house, so she won’t hear us talkin’.”
Your chest jumps with a flutter you pretend isn’t there. “Yeah,” you say, nodding quickly. “I mean—obviously. I wasn’t gonna just leave after cornbread.”
He laughs under his breath, head ducked, and leads the way toward the stairs.
His room is the same space you saw yesterday, but this time it isn’t blurred by adrenaline or the thumping of your own heartbeat.
You step inside slowly, taking it in with both eyes fully open.
It smells faintly of clean cotton and cedar, with a hint of whatever soap he uses lingering in the air. A stack of worn paperbacks sits on the nightstand beside an old lamp with a shade slightly crooked.
His boots are lined up neatly near the door, socks tucked inside. The window is cracked open just enough to let the nighttime breeze drift across the simple quilt folded at the end of the bed.
A few handwritten papers—his journaling, maybe—peek out from beneath a book whose spine has surrendered to repeated reading.
It’s simple, soft, lived-in and so him that you feel a little dizzy.
“You can sit—uh—wherever,” he says, gesturing vaguely, though he’s already lowering himself onto the edge of the bed, shoulders a little tight, hands clasped loosely between his knees.
You drift around the room, fingertips trailing the bookshelf, the edge of his dresser, the uneven frame of a photograph of him and his grandparents.
“It’s cute,” you murmur, nose wrinkling with a smile. “Like… boy cute. Clean but messy. Cozy. Intimidatingly organized.”
“Intimidatin’?” he echoes, startled.
“Yeah,” you say, turning to look at him fully. “My room looks like a makeup store exploded. Yours looks like you actually know where your stuff is.”
His laugh escapes before he can trap it in his throat. “Ain’t much stuff to lose.”
You shrug and keep exploring. Your eyes skim over the worn denim jacket hanging behind the door, the jar of pennies on the dresser, the calendar pinned crookedly to the wall, the soft indentation on the pillow where he slept last night—probably tossing, turning, thinking.
Finally, you cross the room and stop in front of him. He straightens an inch, eyes lifting to yours with careful expectation, though his expression stays muted, almost shy.
The lamplight softens him, rounds the edges of all that quiet longing he tries so hard to hide.
You sit beside him on the bed, thigh brushing his for the briefest moment.
He watches you with a steadiness he doesn’t dare turn into a touch, hands resting still in his lap, fingers tightening once like he’s steadying himself.
There’s a question hovering behind his eyes, unspoken but unmistakable.
You look around his room one last time before turning back to him, leaning the slightest bit closer. “It’s nice up here,” you say softly, your tone drifting, warm. “Feels calm.”
He nods, throat moving as he swallows. “Yeah.”
“Mm,” you hum, gaze dropping briefly to his mouth without meaning to. “Like somewhere you’d kiss somebody.”
His breath leaves him in a shaky hush.
You smile, absolutely oblivious to how devastating it is.
You lean in slowly. Drawn forward like he’s made of something warm you want to taste again.
His breath softens, eyelids lowering a fraction, shoulders loosening as if he’s preparing himself to finally feel your mouth on his again.
But then your gaze flicks to the side.
A single, crumpled corner of paper sticks out of his desk drawer—barely an inch, but enough to snag your attention like a loose thread begging to be pulled.
You pause, squint.
He frowns slightly, following your line of sight. “Uh—wait—”
But you’re already standing, brushing off your shorts as you cross the room with that breezy, purposeful float that always unnerves him because it looks careless and confident at the same time.
“That’s gonna bother me,” you say, mostly to yourself. “Everything else is so organized and then that—” You flick your fingers toward the drawer. “It’s like a squeaky wheel or whatever.”
“Don’t—” he starts, rising just a hair too slow.
You pull the drawer open.
And freeze.
Several glossy covers stare back at you—retro-styled, slightly worn Playboy magazines stacked in a neat row, pages ruffled from use, one lying open under the others as if he’d been reading it not too long ago.
“Oh.” The word slips out of you in a small, stunned puff.
Behind you, Remmick goes absolutely still.
Not stiff like anger. Stiff like mortification.
His entire soul falls out of his body and hits the floor. “I—uh—that’s—um—those ain’t—”
You turn slowly, holding the edge of the drawer between two fingers like you’re afraid it might bite.
Your expression is blank for one long moment while your mind catches up, eyes moving from the magazines then back to him.
He looks like a man awaiting execution—cheeks blazing red, hands hovering uselessly at his sides, lips parted in helpless panic.
You blink once, twice, then whisper:
“… You read these? Like… for fun?”
He winces. “I don’t ‘read’ ’em, exactly—”
“I mean, I guess the articles are famous,” you say thoughtfully, nodding to yourself like you’re piecing together a puzzle with far fewer brain cells than required. “My aunt used to talk about those. Or wait—were those the newspapers? Ugh, I always mix these things up.”
“No, I—uh—listen, you weren’t supposed to—”
You tap one glossy cover where a model poses in a satin bikini, arching dramatically over a couch. Then you point at another where a woman has hair that looks like it was sprayed with a fire hose. “They look vintage,” you murmur. “Like museum vintage. Did you get them at a thrift store? Or were they your grandpa’s or something?”
“No,” he groans, dragging a hand down his face. “They ain’t Grandpa’s.”
“Oh.” You nod solemnly. “Right. Because that’d be weird.”
He exhales, shoulders slumping in defeat.
You glance back at the drawer, then at him again, lips pursed slightly. “Wait—are these for your… um… personal hobbies?”
He noises something between a cough and a strangled plea. “Can we please not talk about—”
“I just didn’t know guys still used magazines,” you continue, genuinely surprised. “I thought everyone used their phones now. Or laptops. Or tablets. Or those weird VR things. Do those even work? Bri said they gave her cousin a headache.”
He closes his eyes like he’s praying for mercy.
You look at him for another beat, head tilting as a thought finally clicks into place and lights up your expression like a sparkler.
“… Wait. So you were looking at these and not, like… actual videos because you’re shy?”
His eyes snap open.
Then dart away.
Then back.
Then away again.
You gasp softly, hands clasping together. “Oh my gosh, that’s adorable.”
He flinches like you slapped him with a flower.
“I ain’t adorable,” he mutters, ears glowing red.
You grin wide—bright, delighted, entirely unbothered by his public execution. “Yes, you are,” you say breezily. “You totally are. This is like… so old-fashioned and sweet. You’re like a historical reenactor but for… horny stuff.”
He chokes.
You keep going, unaware you’re destroying him.
“I mean, don’t worry. I won’t tease you. Much. But honestly? The girls in these are super pretty. Like, wow. Their tits are really symmetrical.”
He squeezes his eyes shut, shoulders curling inward, dignity leaking out onto the floorboards.
“Please,” he begs softly, “for the love of—can you close that drawer?”
You blink, glance at the magazines again, then gently push the drawer shut with one finger.
Then you turn back around with a soft smile—almost innocent in its sincerity—and say:
“It’s okay, Remmick. Everyone likes stuff.”
You sit back on your heels, hands resting primly on your thighs as if you didn’t just peel open his drawer and catch him red-handed with a whole collection of glossy, soft-lit sin.
Remmick still hasn’t moved from where he sits on the edge of the bed, jaw clenched, eyes trying not to meet yours again for too long.
But then he risks it. He looks up.
And you’re smiling.
Not teasing or smug, but unnervingly earnest.
“I didn’t mean to embarrass you,” you say gently. “Seriously. Like—everybody does stuff. I mean, maybe not with magazines, but you’re just a little old-fashioned. That’s cute.”
He groans softly, hands scrubbing at his face.
“And if it makes you feel better,” you go on, crossing your legs criss-cross on the floor in front of him, “I’ve totally done things too.”
His hands fall away from his face. His ears go pink. “… Things?”
You nod enthusiastically. “Mhm. With my vibrator. She’s hot pink and glittery. She has settings, like, levels? Sometimes I use level two if I’m tired but still wanna finish.”
He full-on chokes.
You blink. “What? I thought we were sharing.”
He sputters. “I—I didn’t—I wasn’t asking—”
“You didn’t not ask,” you point out, chipper. “Besides, I think honesty is a sign of maturity or whatever.”
He lets out a noise that sounds like it belongs to someone having a minor heart attack.
You're still talking. “I mean… I guess I always imagined stuff too, but not with, like, photos. I just imagine stuff happening. Like someone touching me a certain way. Saying stuff. Grabbing my thighs. Or biting. Or like, humping a pillow. But I didn’t really know what I was doing until my roommate showed me how to edge properly—”
“Okay!” he nearly yells, hands flailing up. “Okay. You—you can stop.”
You blink innocently, lips forming a small ‘o.’ “Oh. Sorry.”
You reach for a random trinket on his desk and begin fiddling with it, looking unbothered. “I just thought since I saw the magazines and all…”
He’s staring at the floor, trying not to die. Or combust. Or leap out the window to escape whatever just happened.
Then you glance at him again, head tilted, eyes soft and a little dreamy now.
“… Do you think I could be in one of those magazines?”
He turns to look at you like you’ve completely lost your mind.
“I mean,” you continue, fluttering your lashes, “they’d probably wanna airbrush me a little. I got a tiny mole somewhere and my thighs are soft—but like, do you think they’d wanna take pictures of me all naked and shiny and laid out like that?”
His throat bobs. His hands clench into fists on his thighs.
You lean forward a little. “Or would you look at them differently if it was me?”
He opens his mouth.
No sound comes out.
He’s not even sure what you just asked him. Or if he’s hallucinating. But his jeans feel tighter again and your eyes are wide and blinking like you just asked him if he prefers apple juice or orange, not whether he’d jerk off to you in glossy centerfold spreads.
“… Girl,” he whispers, almost hoarse. “You don’t even know what you’re sayin’.”
You pout. “Yes, I do. I just said it.”
He exhales slow, heavy, ragged.
You twirl the trinket in your fingers and hum softly. “You’re so weird sometimes.”
He lets out a low, humorless laugh, voice dry as dirt. “You got no idea.”
And when you finally rise to your feet again, brushing your shorts down and giving him a little smile before plopping beside him on the bed once more, his entire body is fighting to stay still—because now all he can think about is you laid out across satin sheets, lips parted, eyes low, glittery toy discarded to the side as you beckon him closer.
He bites the inside of his cheek.
You bump his shoulder with yours and say, “You’re real quiet again. You sure you’re okay?”
“… Peachy,” he mumbles.
You nod, pleased. “Good. Wanna watch something?”
He shrugs, stiff. “Yeah. Sure.”
You grab the remote, settle in beside him like nothing ever happened, still humming some bubblegum pop tune under your breath.
Meanwhile, he’s still hard in his jeans, and all you’ve done is exist.
The two of you end up watching something on his tiny, slightly crooked TV—not really paying attention, not really talking either, just sharing space in that warm, quiet way that only happens when something invisible has already shifted between two people.
Every so often you lean a little too close. Your shoulder brushes his. Your knee bumps his. You smell like vanilla body mist and fabric softener, and every time you sigh, he feels his stomach do this small, helpless drop.
Eventually, your phone buzzes with a reminder from your aunt, and you stretch your arms overhead, spine arching lightly, shirt lifting just enough to show a sliver of soft skin above your waistband.
You slip off the bed, slow and lazy. “Guess I should go,” you murmur, smoothing your hair. “My aunt will freak if I walk in after midnight. Again.”
He stands too, hands awkwardly shoved in his pockets like he’s trying to hide how nervous he is… or how badly he wants you to stay.
You don’t notice.
Or maybe you do. It’s hard to tell with you sometimes.
You step closer, hand lifting to his cheek with an easy, casual softness that makes his breath stutter. “Thanks for hanging with me,” you say, thumb brushing just barely under his eye. “You’re always so sweet.”
Before he can respond, you press your mouth to his—soft enough to feel innocent but lingering enough to make his pulse kick.
He freezes.
You kiss him again, slower this time, your hand curling behind his neck.
And then—like you suddenly remember something—you lean in and place a third kiss just behind his ear, lips brushing the sensitive skin where his jaw meets his throat.
“See you tomorrow,” you whisper, and you pull away with a grin.
He stands there, stunned silent, as you float out the door with your bag over your shoulder, humming to yourself, hair bouncing with every step.
You call goodnight to his grandma downstairs. The screen door clicks. Your footsteps fade down the path.
The following days fold into one another. Morning chores, porch repairs, fence checks, feed runs—every task falls into place like always, yet the air around you two carries something stretched thin between what happened and what hasn’t been discussed.
Remmick feels it constantly.
It settles behind his ribs whenever you walk toward him, when your perfume drifts close enough to distract him mid-task. It lingers each time you smile at him like nothing happened.
He wants to mention the way your lips had felt on his, the heat of your thighs around his face, the quiet sounds you made as you tipped closer to falling apart, but each time he looks at you, you greet him like nothing unusual ever happened.
You wave, smile, wrinkle your nose at the heat, and talk about whatever floats into your head, unaware that every casual brush of your voice against his memory drives him further into distraction.
Three days pass.
At first he tells himself he’ll wait for you to bring it up.
Maybe you need time to think. Maybe you’re shy. Maybe you don’t want to talk about it around his grandma or while knee-deep in chores.
But as the days pass, you remain breezy and unbothered, happily feeding chickens, brushing horses, humming songs that get stuck in his head long after you go home.
You tease him about his lack of fashion, ask him if goats have best friends, complain about your lip gloss melting, and then drift into a tangent about how you once tried hot yoga and nearly passed out from “all the sweating and bending.”
Meanwhile, he can’t forget how you kissed him lightly behind the ear before leaving as though it were the most normal thing in the world.
Eventually the weight of it follows him everywhere.
He fumbles tools, drops feed scoops, nearly walks into a fence post because your perfume drifts too close to him. Even his grandma eyes him one morning as if she can sense some inner disarray he is entirely unwilling to explain.
By the fourth day, he’s collected enough courage—shaky but present—to finally confront the silence building between you.
It happens in the barn late in the afternoon, where the sunlight filters through slats in long beams that illuminate drifting motes of dust. You stand beside a young heifer, palm flat and open as she nudges into your hand, and you giggle softly, brushing hair away from your cheek with the back of your wrist.
He watches you for a few seconds longer than he means to. Then he clears his throat. You turn immediately, smiling as though the question in his chest isn’t tightening every muscle in his back.
“What? Do I have hay in my hair again?”
“No,” he says, taking a small step toward you. “Just… wanted to talk to you.”
“Okay,” you reply, turning fully toward him. “Talk away.”
He hesitates only a breath before moving closer, the barn air thickening around him as he tries to choose his words with care.
“I been waitin’ for you to bring up what happened the other day,” he says, words quiet but unshaking now. “But you ain’t mentioned it once.”
You go quiet, feed still resting in your palm as the heifer noses at it with slow, patient nudges.
He continues, trying not to lose his nerve. “And I ain’t complainin’. I just… I can’t tell if you wanna pretend it never happened. Or if maybe you’re expectin’ me to pretend.”
You shift your weight, chewing softly at your bottom lip.
He steps closer again. “I just—” His voice drops. “I ain’t been able to stop thinkin’ about it. And I ain’t sure what you—”
You interrupt without meaning to with an honesty so simple it nearly knocks the breath out of him:
“Oh. I thought you didn’t wanna talk about it.”
His breath catches.
“I didn’t mention it because I figured if you wanted to, you would,” you explain, shrugging lightly. “Plus, I wasn’t really sure if you regretted it or if you were embarrassed or something. I didn’t wanna make you feel weird.”
It hits him like a blow—your complete lack of calculation, your unfiltered sincerity.
It leaves him with nowhere to hide.
Heat rises in his neck as he steps even closer, one deliberate shift of weight slightly closing the gap, voice steadying:
“I didn’t regret a single second.”
Your lips part slowly.
The heifer nudges your hand again, but you hardly notice.
Your lips part slowly. Your gaze drifts down his chest before returning to his eyes, soft and curious. When you finally speak, your voice is low, almost daring:
“… Then what do you wanna do about it?”
He draws a deeper breath, dust swirling in the golden light between you as the air thickens around the moment you just opened.
It takes approximately four minutes before the two of you are inside the farmhouse, moving without remembering who reached for whom first.
The hallway is dim, curtains filtering the afternoon sun into soft gold that settles over the framed photographs lining the walls. A faint trace of lemon polish clings to the air from his grandma’s morning cleaning.
Your back presses to the wall on the second floor just beside the stairs, and Remmick’s mouth is already on yours—hesitant for half a second, then hungry in a way that betrays how long he’s been thinking about this.
Your fingers tangle in his shirt, tugging him close; he stumbles a little, chest brushing yours, breath shaking against your cheek. He kisses you like he’s terrified you’ll change your mind if he pauses, lips warm and firm, his hands hovering before finally settling at your waist with a careful grip.
He murmurs your name against your mouth, the sound rough around the edges.
You gasp softly, head tipping back, lips parting just enough for him to deepen the kiss. His tongue brushes yours, clumsy at first, then surer, guided by the small whimper you let out when he slides one hand up your spine.
The farmhouse is quiet. His grandma is gone—off at the market, her list long enough to buy the time neither of you should trust but both of you cling to anyway.
He pulls back just a breath, eyes lowered, lips flushed. “Tell me if—if you wanna stop.”
You shake your head before he even finishes the sentence, sliding your hands up to frame his jaw. “I’m not stopping unless you do.”
Color rises along his throat. You don’t give him time to respond; you tug him in again, kissing him with more certainty than he can manage, and he melts into it, one hand bracing against the wall beside your head, the other gripping your hip through the soft fabric of your dress.
You push gently at his chest, guiding him backward. He follows without protest, steps slow and uneven, matching each retreat with another kiss.
His heel bumps the edge of the runner rug in the hallway; he steadies himself with a shaky laugh you swallow immediately with your mouth.
The two of you inch down the hall in a stumbling dance of lips, hands, breath.
Your fingers toy with the hem of his shirt, brushing warm skin beneath it. His breath stutters each time your chest presses to his. He tries to speak once—some half-formed thought—but you kiss him again and the words dissolve on his tongue.
He barely remembers he has a bedroom.
But you do.
Your hand catches his, tugging him toward the doorway. He follows, heart pounding, the hallway tilting around him as though the house itself recognizes what’s building between you.
Just outside his room, you pause long enough to kiss him harder, lips parting with a little sigh that sends heat rushing through him.
You whisper against his mouth, already knowing the answer, “Your room?”
Remmick exhales shakily, nodding.
He pushes the door open without looking away from you, stepping backward into the familiar space with you pressed to him as the door swings shut behind you.
He backs toward the bed without breaking the kiss, knees brushing the mattress before he sits. His palms slide instinctively to your hips as you follow him down, settling into his lap in one smooth, eager motion.
The weight of you steals a quiet sound from him—half gasp, half groan—your thighs bracketing his, your dress sliding up an inch as you shift to get comfortable.
You kiss him again, deeper this time, your mouth warm and soft and hungry against his. His head tilts to meet you.
The kiss grows messy in small ways—your tongue brushing his, his breath catching, the faint drag of your lip gloss smearing against the corners of his mouth as you angle yourself closer.
Your fingers skim the hem of his shirt, the rough cotton damp from work and heat. You tug at it lightly, testing him, watching his reaction through half-lidded eyes.
His breath stumbles. He tries to steady it, tries to keep kissing you like nothing has shifted, but you can feel the tension in his chest, the flutter beneath his ribs each time your hands move higher.
“You don’t gotta—” he starts, voice a raw whisper into your mouth, but you cut him off with another kiss, your hips rolling the faintest bit over the hard shape straining against his jeans.
His breath leaves him in a startled exhale. Your fingers slide under the hem of his shirt again, nails grazing his stomach, tracing the line of muscle there.
“I wanna,” you murmur against his lips, pulling back just enough to meet his eyes. “You’re so warm. Let me take this off.”
His fingers curl into the fabric of your dress, gripping lightly as if he needs the anchor. He nods before he can process the decision, cheeks flushed, chest rising and falling faster with every passing second.
You smile, bright and wicked in your sweetness, and tug the shirt up. He lifts his arms awkwardly, obediently, and the fabric peels away from his skin in one smooth pull before you toss it aside.
His chest is broad and solid, lightly dusted with hair down the center, muscles shifting beneath warm skin as he tries to figure out where to put his hands.
You slide your palms over his shoulders, down his chest, feeling the heat of him under your fingers. Your thighs tighten around his hips as you settle deeper into his lap.
“Remmick,” you whisper, voice warm with want.
The kiss that follows is nothing shy of hungry.
His grip tightens on your hips, guiding your movements without meaning to, each slow grind making his breath hitch in a way that feels dangerously addictive.
You feel him beneath you, and each shift of your weight presses a little more pressure against him.
Your fingers drift down to work open the button of his jeans, slow and teasing.
You kiss him deeper, lips plush and warm, your tongue brushing his. “Touch me,” you whisper into his mouth, your voice soft but edged with hunger.
The request hits him like heat pouring low in his spine. His fingers slide slowly up your thighs, thumbs sweeping along the soft skin as your dress rides higher, inch by inch, until he’s cupping you through the thin fabric of your panties.
Your breath stumbles, hips rolling into his palm, searching for pressure. His nose brushes yours as he exhales shakily.
His fingers trace the curve between your thighs, feeling the heat gathering there, your body shifting eagerly into his touch. “You want me to…?”
“Yes.” The word slips out without hesitation.
The mixture of boldness and innocence in your voice almost undoes him. Still, he obeys. His hand slips beneath the hem of your dress, dragging the fabric up your hips until the cool air hits your panties. His fingers hook under the edge and slip inside, trembling slightly as they finally meet your bare heat.
You’re wet for him—soft, slick, warm in a way that makes his entire body tense beneath you.
“Oh—” he whispers, the sound choked and awed.
Your head falls against his shoulder as his fingers slide through your folds, slow and careful at first, tracing you like he’s trying to memorize every curve.
You grind into his hand, needy and shameless, breath hitching with each pass of his fingers. The slick sound of it fills the quiet room, subtle at first, then unmistakably erotic as he grows bolder and your hips move more insistently.
“Remmick,” you breathe, voice warm and trembling as your lips skim his neck. “Inside.”
He groans into your hair, unable to resist you for even a second longer. Two fingers slip inside you, slow but steady, sinking into the wet heat he’s been aching to feel again.
Your body tightens around him immediately, and a broken little moan spills against his throat.
He curls his fingers gently, testing how you react, and the needy whimper you let out nearly unravels him.
You roll your hips into his hand, fucking yourself on his fingers in slow, desperate motions that make his breath stutter every time you squeeze around him.
His thumb brushes your clit, hesitant at first, then more sure when your whole body trembles in his lap in response.
“That’s it,” he whispers, voice barely holding together.
Your breathing doesn’t settle, not even close.
Suddenly, the impulse hits: you want him to see you, all of you, no hesitation, no pretending you weren’t aching for this the entire time.
You grab the hem of your dress and pull it up without warning.
His eyes widen instantly, tracking the slow rise of fabric over your thighs, your hips, your stomach.
The second you lift your arms and drag the dress over your head, he forgets to inhale. Your panties cling to your heat, still wet from his hand. Your bra strains against your chest, your skin flushed and warm as you toss the dress aside.
He stares like you’ve taken the world out of his mouth.
“God…” he whispers, voice breaking.
You unclasp your bra with a quick tug, letting the straps fall down your arms. The second it hits the floor, his gaze snaps downward—straight to your breasts. His breathing deepens, chest rising harder beneath you as your nipples tighten in the cool air.
He reaches for you without thinking, palms sliding up your waist before they close over your breasts. His thumbs brush your nipples slowly at first, then firmer when you arch into him with a soft, needy sound.
You feel the heat in his hands, the roughness of his fingertips, the heavy drag of calluses against sensitive skin.
His cock jumps under you, the denim doing nothing to hide the shape of him. He groans low in his throat, fingers digging into your skin as if grounding himself.
“You feel me?” you murmur against his jaw.
He nods, but his breath stutters when your hips press again, harder this time. The friction pulls a broken sound from him.
You kiss him hungrily, chest sliding against his, your nipples brushing his warm skin with each shift.
He responds instantly, mouth opening for you. One hand cups your breast, thumb circling your nipple until your hips jolt; the other slips back between your thighs, fingers pushing aside your panties to feel your slick again.
“Jesus,” he whispers into your mouth when he feels how wet you still are. “You’re drippin’.”
You moan at the rough honesty in his voice, grinding down on his hand as he slides two fingers inside you again—deeper this time, confident now, curling into that spot that makes your thighs shake.
His thumb presses against your clit again, light at first, then with a bit more pressure when you grab his shoulders and gasp against his throat.
“You like that,” he mutters, voice thick and shaking.
“Don’t stop,” you breathe.
He continues to finger-fucking you. Your slick coating his knuckles while you ride his lap, bare chest pressed to his, hips moving with a rhythm you can’t control anymore.
“Remmick,” you pant against his ear, “I want more.”
He groans and pulls you harder against him, mouth finding your neck. His tongue drags over your skin, his teeth grazing lightly, his breath hot and uneven. Your body trembles, cunt gripping his fingers with every thrust.
“Tell me what you want,” he says, voice low and wrecked.
You lean in, lips brushing his ear, voice trembling with something hot and breathless. “I want you to fuck me,” you whisper.
His entire body tightens beneath you. The sound he makes is completely unguarded. Your nipples drag across his chest as you pull back from his lap, and the loss of your weight hits him like a shock; he almost reaches for you without thinking.
But you’re already moving.
You slide off his thighs and settle beside him on the bed, breasts still flushed and warmed from his hands. Your fingers trace the waistband of his jeans with a teasing sort of ease.
He doesn’t waste time—not with you looking at him like that. He unbuckles his belt quickly, fingers clumsy with urgency.
The metal clinks, the leather slides loose, and he shoves the denim down enough to free himself completely. His cock springs out, flushed dark from how long he’s been hard.
He wraps a shaky hand around the base, like he’s trying to steady himself for you, but you’re already leaning in—soft, eager, ready.
“Let me,” you murmur.
He lets go instantly, breathing hard.
Your fingers wrap around him, warm and slick from your own arousal still shining on his knuckles. His breath breaks as soon as you touch him, a hoarse, helpless exhale that seems to shiver right through his body.
You stroke once, and the weight of him in your hand pulls a pulse of heat between your legs all over again.
“Jesus…” he groans, head tipping back. “Sweetheart—”
You stroke again, your grip sliding easily along the thick length of him, thumb brushing over the bead of precum already gathering at the swollen tip. He jerks, hips twitching, thighs tensing.
He’s bigger than you remembered from the day you had him in your mouth—harder now, thicker, the veins along the length pushing against your palm with every upward glide.
“You’re so hard,” you whisper, leaning close enough that your breath grazes him. “You get like this just from touching me?”
His eyes flutter half-shut. “You know I do.”
You kiss his jaw, your hand pumping slowly, your thumb teasing the underside of the head the way you remember made him shake. His cock throbs in your grip, heavy and desperate for more.
He looks at you, at your hand around him, at your bare chest rising and falling with each slow stroke, and another broken sound slips from him—a quiet, strangled groan that proves just how close he already is.
His voice cracks on your name, low and strained, as he watches your hand pump him again. “I’m ready….”
The desperation in his tone sends a hot shiver through your stomach.
You smile and give him one last slow, tight stroke before letting go. He nearly falls forward from the loss of contact. You scoot back on the bed, settling onto your elbows with your thighs parting just enough to invite him closer.
“C’mere.”
He rises from the mattress carefully, cock thick and heavy in his hand, chest flushed, breath shaky as he steps between your open legs.
The sight alone makes heat pool low in your belly—his broad shoulders, the faint trail of hair leading down his stomach, the way his cock twitches as he looks at you lying back for him.
His breath wavers.
Yours does too.
Then something flickers across your expression—and you huff a small, breathless laugh. “Wait—condom.”
He blinks, like he genuinely forgot the concept of protection existed. “Oh. Right.”
You reach toward the nightstand beside his bed and pull open the drawer. Inside lies a small stack of items—loose receipts, a pen, an old watch—and one crinkled foil packet wedged toward the back. You grab it and hold it out to him.
He swallows hard, takes it from your hand, and his fingers shake just a little as he tears open the wrapper.
You watch him roll it down his flushed length, your breath catching as the rubber stretches over the head and down the shaft. His cock twitches when your eyes follow the movement, and he lets out a soft, ragged breath that brushes heat across your chest.
Your legs fall open a little wider, the bed dipping under your weight.
“There,” you murmur, voice low and warm. “Now you can come here.”
He moves closer until his thighs brush the edge of the mattress.
One hand slides beneath your knee, lifting it gently while the other drifts down your thigh, fingers hooking the waistband of your panties.
They’re soaked—warm, clinging, useless now—and he exhales sharply as his thumb grazes the damp fabric.
“Let me take these off,” he murmurs.
You lift your hips without hesitation.
He pulls the panties down slowly, the wet fabric dragging lightly over your swollen folds before slipping past your thighs, your knees, your ankles.
The moment your feet are free, he drops the panties somewhere on the floor—not caring where—because his eyes have already drifted back to the place he just uncovered.
You’re bare. Open. Slick and glistening in the soft bedroom light.
His breath trembles.
He brings one hand to your thigh and nudges it wider. Then wider still. The sight of your cunt, flushed and wet from his fingers, makes his cock twitch against his stomach.
“Get up here,” you whisper, voice hushed and earnest.
He climbs onto the mattress, kneeling between your legs. His hands settle on your hips, thumbs brushing circles into your skin as he positions himself.
The rubber-clad head of his cock nudges against your entrance, hot and thick, the pressure enough to make your breath catch.
“Tell me if it hurts,” he says softly.
You shake your head, fingers curling at his shoulders. “I want it. Put it in.”
He exhales your name, then tilts his hips forward.
The blunt head presses into you— stretching you open around him. Your mouth parts instantly, a soft, breathy sound catching in your throat as the thick width of him slides deeper, inch by inch.
He groans low, the sound raw and aching.
You grip his arms harder, nails digging lightly into his skin as the stretch builds—deep, intense, pulling a helpless roll of your hips as your body adjusts around him.
He pauses only long enough to let you exhale, then pushes farther, the length of him gliding through your slick until the first deep thrust bottoms out inside you.
Your breath breaks.
His does too.
“God…” he whispers, forehead almost touching yours, “you feel warm… squeezin’ me already…”
Your legs tighten around his hips as you gasp his name, the fullness of him overwhelming and perfect all at once.
He moves slowly at first, pulling back just an inch before sinking forward again, letting you feel every ridge, every throb, every hot pulse of his cock buried deep inside you.
You cling to him, body trembling with each controlled thrust. “Remmick… more… please…”
His hands slide up your ribs, sweeping under your tits, then back down to your hips as he starts a deeper rhythm—pushing into you with thick, satisfying force.
He kisses you while his hips roll into yours.
Your nails drag up his back, searching blindly for something to hold on to as the slow grind of his hips pushes deeper, thicker, warmer into you with every thrust.
He groans into your neck, the sound shaking through his chest as he tries to keep his pace steady. But the way you’re clenching around him, soft and wet and eager, makes it nearly impossible for him to think straight.
You slide one hand up into his hair, fingers slipping into the soft strands at the nape of his neck.
When you curl your grip and tug him down for a kiss, he makes a sound into your mouth that sends heat rushing between your thighs.
Your mouth opens for him as your hips lift to meet his next thrust. He moans into the kiss, louder now, the sound vibrating against your lips. His rhythm falters for a moment—not from hesitation, but from pleasure crashing into him all at once.
You whisper against his mouth, breath ragged, “Faster… Remmick, come on…”
He nods against your cheek, swallowing hard, breath shaking. “Alright—just—hold on.”
His hands tighten on your hips, grip firmer now, guiding your body up into his as he draws his cock back and pushes in again with more force. The deeper thrust steals a gasp out of you, your nails digging into his shoulders. He hears it—feels it—and something wild flickers through him.
He thrusts again, faster this time, less careful, driven by the raw sound of your breath catching with every stroke.
The bed creaks softly beneath the two of you, your bodies rocking together with messy, loud rhythm.
Your slick coats him, making every push easy and filthy, each movement met with a wet, downright pornographic sound that would’ve embarrassed him if he wasn’t already drowning in how good you feel.
“You’re… fuck—” you gasp, pulling him in for another kiss, “you’re doing so good—don’t stop—”
He moans loudly, hips bucking harder as he sinks into you over and over, inexperienced but fueled entirely by your voice, your heat, your body tightening around him.
His breath comes out broken each time he bottoms out, thighs trembling against the inside of yours.
Remmick tries to talk, to say something, anything, but the only thing that comes out is a desperate, strangled sound as you tug his hair again and kiss him deeper—open-mouthed, hungry, loud enough to fill the whole room.
You’re loud too.
Every time he thrusts just right, your voice breaks into a moan that makes his cock twitch inside you. Every gasp, every cry of his name pushes him closer to the edge.
He wasn’t prepared for this—your body taking him so well, your voice so raw and unfiltered, the way you beg without shame.
Remmick pants against your mouth, completely undone. “I—I can’t—sweetheart, you’re—God, you’re squeezin’ me so—”
You pull him down, forehead pressed to yours, both of you gasping into each other’s mouths as he fucks you faster, louder, harder than he thought he knew how.
Your breasts bounce against his chest, your thighs shake around his hips, your nails scratch down his back in frantic, filthy encouragement.
“Just like that,” you beg, voice cracking on the words.
He loses whatever control he had left.
His thrusts become hard, rhythmic, desperate, each one angled a little deeper as he chases the sound of you coming apart beneath him. His moans get louder, shameless, spilling from him with every thrust, breathless and needy and overwhelming.
Your body rocks under him, every slide of his cock pulling your hips higher, needier. His breath is hot against your cheek, his chest pressed to yours as your hand slips between your bodies.
The moment your fingers touch your clit, your whole spine arches. The pressure is perfect—hot, tight circles that drag pleasure upward with dizzying speed.
You gasp against his mouth, hips jerking.
He feels the change instantly.
Your walls clamp down around him, and his groan breaks apart, loud and helpless.
His thrusts falter for a heartbeat, then slam forward again, harder, driven by the sudden squeeze around him.
Your fingers move faster, catching the rhythm of his hips, circling your clit while he drives into you with messy, uneven thrusts that make your breath stutter. Your thighs shake around his waist, slick smearing across his skin, your body opening for him with desperate urgency.
“Remmick—” you moan, barely able to speak through the pleasure building so fast.
His forehead presses to your temple, his breath ragged as your hand works your clit and your cunt squeezes him harder with every thrust. His hips buck without rhythm for a moment—just raw need, sloppy and deep—before he forces himself back into a pace, groaning through clenched teeth as you tighten around him.
“Darlin’,” he gasps, voice cracking on the word, “I—I’m real close…”
Your fingers circle faster, slippery with your own arousal as you push yourself higher and higher.
He’s panting openly now, moaning into your neck, hips slamming forward with a desperate rhythm that matches the frantic pulse of your clit.
He chokes on a moan so loud it vibrates through your chest as his fingers dig into your hips.
“I’m—sweetheart, I’m gonna come—”
Your free hand drags up your stomach, trembling with the force of every thrust he drives into you.
The pleasure builds fast—too fast—your clit throbbing under your fingers, your walls gripping him tighter every second.
You reach higher—past your ribs, past the quick rise of your chest—until your fingers brush your nipple.
The touch is electric.
You pinch lightly, rolling the sensitive bud between your fingers, and the shock of sensation tears a gasp from your throat. Your cunt clenches around him instantly.
His voice shatters around your name, hips jerking forward in a rough, uncontrolled thrust that drags the head of his cock against your sweetest spot.
Everything inside you snaps at once.
The orgasm hits mid-thrust—sudden, sharp, overwhelming—your body seizing around him as a cry rips out of you.
Your fingers clamp on your nipple, the other hand circling your clit in frantic, trembling strokes as your climax slams through your whole body. Your cunt pulses around him, rhythm wild, squeezing him over and over.
He doesn’t last a second more.
The moment your climax hits, the moment he feels you clamp down on him, gripping him like you’re trying to pull him deeper, he breaks.
His head drops against your shoulder as a raw moan tears out of him. His hips slam forward one last time, burying himself as deep as the condom allows, his cock throbbing in your tight heat as his orgasm rips through him. His whole body shakes—thighs flexing, breath stuttering, hands gripping your waist hard enough to leave warm impressions on your skin.
You moan into his ear, voice high and breathless.
He groans against your neck, long and unrestrained.
Your orgasm milks his, each pulse dragging another broken sound from his throat. His cock twitches inside you, filling the condom with thick, hot release while your slick keeps dripping around him, soaking the base of him and the sheets beneath your hips.
You can feel his heartbeat through his chest—fast, pounding, wild.
And for a long, trembling moment, he keeps thrusting in tiny, helpless motions, riding the last waves of pleasure as your cunt continues to flutter around him, overstimulating him beautifully.
He finally collapses onto you—heavy, warm, panting against your throat—still buried deep, still shaking.
“Oh… ” he whispers, breath uneven. “That… that was somethin’ else…”
For a long stretch of slow, shaking breaths, neither of you moves. His weight sinks into you, heavy but comforting, his chest rising against yours in uneven waves as he tries to catch his breath. Sweat cools on both your bodies, your legs still trembling faintly where they hang around his hips, your fingers loosely curled in his hair.
You feel him soften inside you, still nestled as deep as the condom allows, still giving the occasional small pulse like the last remnants of his orgasm haven’t quite figured out how to stop.
A soft, tired little sound slips out of you at the sensation, and it makes him groan quietly into your throat.
“Sorry,” he murmurs, breath warm against your skin. “Didn’t mean to… keep pressin’ on you like that.”
“You’re fine,” you whisper back, stroking the damp curls at the back of his neck. “Feels nice.”
He melts at that—actually melts. His whole body relaxes on top of you, muscles softening while he nuzzles lazily into the crook of your neck. The shyness returns only now, after everything, creeping softly into the edges of his voice.
“You okay?” he asks, gentle and earnest.
“More than okay.” Your hand slides down his spine, fingertips following the slick warmth of sweat between his shoulder blades. “You were, like… really good.”
He makes a noise that sounds somewhere between a bashful laugh and disbelief. “I just… wanted to make sure you felt good.”
“I did,” you say, and the honesty in your tone leaves him speechless for a second.
He lifts his head enough to look at you. His cheeks are flushed, lips swollen from kissing, curls sticking to his forehead.
His eyes soften when he takes in your face—your own flushed skin, your parted lips, your hair messy against the pillow. Something tender flickers in his expression, warm and unguarded.
“You’re beautiful,” he murmurs, thumb brushing your collarbone before he even realizes he’s doing it. Then, like the words slipped out too freely, he hesitates. “If—if that’s okay to say.”
Your heart gives a small, unexpected squeeze. “It’s okay.”
He smiles then, small but genuine, like he’s proud of himself for saying it out loud. His hips twitch reflexively, making both of you gasp at the sudden overstimulation. He winces, blushing more.
“Think I should, uh… pull out,” he says, sheepish.
You nod, letting your legs fall open. He pulls back slowly, careful, his cock slipping free of you with a warm, sensitive glide that makes him grunt and makes you exhale softly at the sudden emptiness. The condom stays intact, drooping slightly at the tip.
He ties it off, still blushing, and gets up long enough to toss it in the tiny trash bin beside his dresser.
Then he comes right back to you.
He lies down beside you on the mattress, close enough that his thigh brushes yours.
One arm slips beneath your shoulders, tentative at first, then more confident when you curl into him without hesitation.
His body is warm, still humming faintly from the heat of everything that happened. His hand drifts over your hip, thumb tracing absent, sleepy circles along your skin.
Silence settles—soft, peaceful, nothing heavy or awkward.
Just two warm bodies in a small farmhouse room, wrapped in the quiet aftermath of something they both wanted far more than either was ready to admit.
“You stayin’ awhile?” he asks quietly, voice thick with exhaustion and hope.
You smile into his chest. “Yeah. I like being here.”
He exhales slowly, the breath warm against your hair, his hand still tracing gentle circles along your hip.
A few seconds pass. Maybe a minute. Long enough for both of your breathing to settle, for the heat on your skin to cool.
Then you tilt your head up toward him, eyes sleepy but bright with that familiar mischief he’s slowly—painfully—getting used to.
“Hey, Remmick?” you murmur.
“Mm?” His voice comes out soft, half-drowsy.
You trail your fingers lightly down his stomach, stopping just above his soft cock. His breath catches—not enough to make him tense, just enough to remind you how sensitive he still is.
“Next time…” You give him a lazy, teasing smile. “Which position do you wanna try?”
He goes completely still.
A flush creeps up his cheeks so fast you feel the heat rise against your palm. His mouth opens, then closes, then opens again—like he’s trying to respond but his brain is sputtering along with his heartbeat.
“I—uh—well—darlin’, I—” He swallows hard, voice pitching embarrassingly high before settling again. “I don’t… I mean, I haven’t thought that far ahead.”
“Yes you have,” you tease softly, nudging his thigh with your knee. “I can tell.”
He hides his face in your shoulder for a moment, groaning quietly in pure embarrassment.
You grin, fingers stroking along the light hair at his navel. “C’mon. Tell me.”
He lifts his head just enough to meet your eyes. His voice is barely above a whisper.
Farmer!Remmick and Reader having sneaky penetrative sex out in the open, like him discreetly fucking her while she’s wearing a skirt or dress ❤️🔥? Unzip those jeans, Farmer!Remmick… 🫦
sunlight flickers through tall grass, cicadas humming somewhere far off, the air thick with summer.
you’re lying on your side with your back against remmick’s chest, his arm tucked beneath your head, the other draped over your waist like any sweet afternoon rest.
to anyone driving past the fence line, you look like a couple sharing secrets—soft smiles, soft touches, soft kisses at your shoulder.
but beneath your dress, hidden where the grass grows tallest, something far less innocent is happening.
his cock is inside you.
filling you slow enough that the ache spreads in gentle waves instead of sharp ones.
your dress pools over your hips like a blanket, hiding the way your thighs part just enough for him to stay buried deep. he breathes into your hair—slow, steady, almost calm—as he rocks his hips with tiny, deliberate movements.
it shouldn’t feel this intimate—this peaceful—but it does.
you’re holding a book in your hand, trying to read the words on the page. your voice drifts out occasionally, whispering a sentence or two. but the moment his hips nudge forward, his cock sliding deeper with a thick, molten push, your breath catches, and your voice falters.
remmick’s hand tightens at your waist, thumb stroking your side, grounding and sinful all at once.
“go on,” he murmurs into your neck, lips brushing the sensitive skin. “read to me.”
you swallow hard and try again.
the words make it halfway out before another slow thrust fills you completely—his length dragging along every tender place inside you.
the sound that leaves your mouth is small and half-hidden behind your teeth, and remmick’s eyes flutter open at the sound, his breath deepening as he presses a soft kiss to the back of your shoulder.
“you’re doin’ real well,” he whispers, voice warm and quiet. “keep readin’, sweetheart.”
his hips move again, deeper this time, the angle just enough to make your toes curl in your shoes. the book trembles in your hands. his cock pulses inside you, thick and steady, sliding through slick heat that makes every shift feel like your body is melting around him.
to anyone watching, it looks like he’s just nuzzling your neck, maybe whispering some shy compliment in your ear. but under your dress, his jeans are pushed low enough for his hips to move freely, each slow roll pushing him deeper into you—your bodies connected in a secret rhythm that never breaks.
his breath grows uneven behind you.
he tries to keep his composure, tries to stay gentle, but the way you tighten around him with every attempt to read drives him closer. he buries his face into your neck, breathing your scent in, letting the quiet, soft pleasure roll through him.
he thrusts again, chest pressing firmly against your back as he holds you close. his fingers trail down your thigh, coaxing your leg to open just a little more, giving him room to move.
“so good… stay right here with me.” he murmurs, voice unsteady but sweet.
you try to read another sentence.
you fail.
the words dissolve into a shaky little whimper that he swallows with a kiss against your shoulder as he slides into you again, deep enough to make you forget what page you were on.
and if someone passes by the field?
they’d see nothing but two people wrapped in each other.
no one would ever guess that his fat cock is tucked deep inside you, thrusting in slow, tender strokes meant only for you to feel.
Farmer!Remmick frotting his boner against Reader's rear, nosing and kissing against her nape, clutching her hips and moaning in pleasure 😶🌫️? Maybe Reader actually does see Farmer!Remmick masturbate while hiding near the barn, and invites him to grind against her as she’s watering the flowers in her little dress 🤗?
i busted while reading this and yes, i did just sit here and write this in one sitting… mdni 18+
you don’t say anything at first.
you just feel him watching you—again—from behind the barn while you water the flowers. the same spot you caught the faint shadow of him yesterday. the same place you heard the quick, shaky breaths, the soft gasp he tried to swallow, the rustle of denim when his hand moved too fast over himself.
he thought you didn’t notice.
he thought you’d never turn around.
but today, when you hear the quiet shift of boots on dirt and see the way he freezes at the edge of your vision, you glance over your shoulder and lift the hem of your dress a little higher.
“remmick,” you say softly, voice dipping low like you’re coaxing a skittish animal. “come here.”
he hesitates—cheeks flushed, hands half-raised like he isn’t sure he’s allowed to want what he wants. but you tilt your head and smile, and that’s all it takes. he steps toward you, slow at first, then quicker when he sees you’re not pulling away.
you guide him without touching, turning your back to him, the thin fabric of your dress swaying against your thighs. the hose sprays lightly over the soil, mist rising in the warm air. you lean forward just a little.
he makes a sound—small, punched out of him.
his hands hover at your hips a moment before landing, fingers warm, calloused, gentle. he pulls you back until your ass meets the thick, solid press of him. he’s already hard, thick enough that even with the denim you feel every contour grinding slow along the soft curve of you.
remmick exhales into your neck “did you… did you mean for me to…” his words trail off as you shift your hips back into him, dragging along the length of him in one long, deliberate grind.
he moans. a quiet one, right against the nape of your neck. his nose brushes up under your hair, inhaling like he can’t help himself, his lips following to kiss the warm skin he finds there.
his hips move without asking.
slow at first, testing, sliding the heavy bulge in his jeans between the dip between your legs and your backside.
the friction makes his breath catch in a sweet way. he grips your hips tighter, thumbs pressing into the dips above your pelvis, guiding you back into him again and again until the rhythm settles.
your dress flutters with every push.
“you feel…” he swallows hard, grinding up along your backside, letting the ridge of his cock drag lower each time, until the swollen head nudges right below the swell of you. “you feel real nice…”
you tilt your neck, offering more. he mouths at your skin, open-mouthed little kisses that get slower, wetter, hungrier. his breath shakes against you every time his hips thrust forward.
he’s not frantic about it. he’s pressing up along you like he’s memorizing the shape of your body through your dress. breathing you in like he’s waited months for this.
every grind pulls a quiet sound out of him—soft moans, breathy whimpers, barely-there noises a man makes when he’s trying so hard to keep himself composed.
his hand slips around your waist, holding you to him. his chest rests against your back. he thrusts again—long and slow—letting his cock rub firm against the place where the space between your thighs narrow, the pressure landing right between your legs each time.
“please…” he murmurs against your skin, “please let me…”
you whisper that you are letting him, and that’s when something melts in him completely.
his hips roll deeper. his moans spill freely against your neck as he ruts up into you, cock straining through the denim. you feel every twitch and every shaky exhale as he fucks his release slow and heavy against your backside, hips stuttering through the last few pushes.
he holds you tight when he comes—breathing hard, face buried in your neck, the front of his jeans going damp and warm as he shudders through it.
the hose keeps running, your dress keeps swaying, and his hands don’t leave your hips, even when the shaking stops.
Farmer!Remmick having repressed, lustful fantasies about Reader 🥵💭: Reader helping Farmer!Remmick clean up around his farmhouse, with him trying to be subtle when looking at her swaying figure as she sweeps. When Reader bend to get something, Farmer!Remmick blushes, imagining eating her out or fucking her in that position.
i can’t believe i’m sticking to what i said and emptying out my drafts before new years 👼 uhh yes this is so hot thank you thank you mdni 18+
you’re the one who offered to help. to be an extra set of hands around the house, sweeping out corners he never has time to reach, gathering tools he left scattered near the barn, folding linens that never stay folded.
he didn’t ask you to bend like that. didn’t ask for the dress that keeps riding up when you lean forward or the way it hugs your hips so soft when you stretch.
but god help him, he can’t stop looking.
he tries to be subtle about it. keeps his hands busy, his mouth quieter than usual. but the longer you move around the house, humming under your breath, the worse it gets.
the broom sways in your grip, bristles brushing the floor like a whisper, and he can’t stop watching the way your waist moves with it.
then you bend to pick up something that rolled under the table.
and that’s where he loses it.
remmick turns away, quick, pretending to check the shelf near the pantry.
he imagines you in that same position—bent at the waist, skirt pushed up, the backs of your knees brushing the wood floor. your legs parted just enough. your panties pulled to the side or maybe missing entirely, like you wanted to be found like that, wanted to be seen, wanted him to see.
he sees himself there, kneeling behind you, big hands spreading you open. he’d be so gentle at first. tongue tracing soft circles around your folds, just enough to make you tremble.
your back arching, your hips pushing back into his face. and he’d groan against you before licking deeper, tongue slipping inside while his nose nudges your ass, hungry and wet.
he’d lose hours between your thighs.
he’d eat like it’s the only meal he gets. sloppy and sucking. letting spit and slick run down his chin as he moans into your cunt. like he’s praying with his mouth.
one hand planted firm on the small of your back to keep you steady, the other curled under to rub slow circles over your clit, feeling every twitch and flutter your body gives him in return.
and when you’re writhing—when your voice breaks on his name, when your thighs clamp tight around his head—he’d pull back just enough to let the head of his cock replace his tongue.
just thick, swollen, flushed red from how long he’s been holding back. twitching against your slick entrance. his hands would grip your hips like he’s afraid to let go.
and he’d press in slow enough to feel every inch. slow enough to hear the wet slide of you opening around him. slow enough to remember it when he’s alone later, jerking himself off in the dark, trying not to say your name out loud.
he’d bottom out with a groan, buried to the base, hips snug against your backside.
you’d be so warm, so tight, your hands clinging to the floor for balance as he starts to move—long strokes that get faster, filthier, until his balls are slapping your cunt and he’s panting into your neck, whispering broken things like “you feel so good—so good—please don’t make me stop.”
he sees it all too clearly. hears the sound your body would make around him. feels the squeeze, the flutter, the warmth. and when you laugh in the next room—soft, easy, innocent—remmick practically flinches.
he stumbles out the back door before you can see his face.
After that shame masturbation session of farmer!Remmick, what about Rem shamingly and secretly palmed/jerked himself off hidden behind a barn while watching Reader in light thin dress on the garden, watering flowers?? Pretty please
ooh i’m loving these masturbation sessions… mdni 18+
he knows—knows—shouldn’t be out here.
there’s still work to do, tools to oil, feed to haul, the hens clucking impatient back near the coop—but none of it matters. not when you’re out there in the sun like that, standing barefoot in the dirt, holding the hose loose in your hand, dress clinging soft and light to your thighs.
it’s near see-through where the water’s splashed up, sticking faintly to your hips and outlining the curve beneath. and when you shift from foot to foot, he can see the shape of your body move with it. the line of your back, the bounce of your chest, the skin of your thighs glowing warm and golden.
remmick’s breath hitches.
he’s crouched low behind the edge of the barn, hidden just past the corner. one hand braced against the rough wood, the other already stuffed into the front of his jeans, fingers tight around the thick length of his cock. he’s so hard it aches, so hard it thumps against his palm with every heartbeat, pulsing with the weight of everything he’s holding back.
he strokes once, then again. slow, with his eyes locked on the shape of you bending forward to reach a row of flowers. your dress lifts just enough to tease the curve beneath, and he bites back a sound that bubbles up in his chest.
remmick knows it’s wrong, knows it’s filthy.
he hadn’t meant to touch himself so soon after the last time, when he came in his jeans like a fool in the dark. but you look soft out there. you look like everything he’s ever wanted, and he’s starving for you.
his hand jerks faster.
the friction burns dry through his boxers. his cock drags along the inside of the denim, flushed and leaking already, tip catching where the fabric darkens with wet. he whines under his breath, hips rutting forward, chasing the pressure like a man possessed.
his eyes don’t leave you.
you reach up to tie your hair back. the hem of your dress flutters. and remmick makes a raw sound while his hand works faster, grip tightening, wrist flicking in short desperate bursts over the head.
he’s panting, hand clawsing at the dirt as his knees tremble.
“oh lord,” he whispers, voice cracked and trembling.
he squeezes his cock until it hurts. it twitches in his fist, leaking, throbbing. the fabric’s completely soaked now, a wet patch spreading across the front of his jeans with every rough stroke. he tugs his shirt up to his teeth and bites down hard, muffling the breathy gasps that shake out of him.
and then it spills over.
he comes hard, knees buckling. thick spurts soaking the inside of his pants, cock jerking in his hand, his body stuttering through the release. it hits in waves. he shudders with it, clutching the edge of the barn like he might float off if he doesn’t hold on.
your laugh rings out from the garden—light, unbothered.
remmick flinches like you’ve seen him, like you know.
he presses his forehead to the wood and breathes heavy through the shame, cock still twitching in the mess, hand trembling in his lap. his jeans are ruined, his boxers soaked, his throat feels raw. but he doesn’t move.
not when you’re still humming out there in the sun. not when you look that pretty turning the hose off. not when his body’s still buzzing with everything he can’t say out loud.