#fat asks

[feedee-fat-cow]

what are your favorite effects from gaining so far? (esppp health effects)

Goddd these are COUNTLESS...

1. Being too heavy for anything not labelled "bariatric" (scales, wheelchairs, etc)

2. My heart POUNDS when I eat. I should wear my smart watch while stuffing to show you

3. I'm starting to need belt extenders in cars and planes

4. Always always ALWAYS thinking of food. Before I go to sleep, when I wake up, I will be thinking of my next meal or what I wish I had or what I want

5. Heavy breathing and even wheezing at times

6. Can't bend over while sitting down without feeling like I'm gonna die

7. The body aches from my organs being affected, especially liver and kidney pain

8. Struggling to keep myself clean/struggling to wipe well ESPECIALLY when full or bloated

9. Any activity makes me sweat. It doesn't matter what it is, if I move my body for more than ten minutes, I get sweaty.

10. Having to size up chairs and holding my breath when I put my weight down because nothing is sturdy anymore.

[abyssalfeeder]

I had a freaky experience today, I had to cut myself out of my T-shirt because I legitimately could not get it off. Since I’m getting so fat, my T-shirts have been far too small for me. My neck and chins are too big for some of the neck holes! This morning I crammed one on, but it was pretty much a crop top, most of my belly apron hung out. Anyway by the end of the day, I had eaten so much that I could not get the hem over the bloated top portion of my belly. Eventually, I kind of had a panic attack and frantically cut it off. Then I just kind of had a post binge clarity moment. Here I am at 24, drenched in sweat and gasping for breath after getting too fat for a shirt that fit a few months ago, oozing onto my living room floor in just my panties. So many of my friends are doing stuff with their lives, meanwhile I’m grunting trying to sit up after eating myself sick. It’s so scary feeling the daily tightening of my clothes, because I know I’m getting even bigger, but I also know there’s nothing I can do to stop myself.

Oh there is plenty you could do, little pork chop. You could diet, you could exercise, you could even do as little as just not gorging yourself sick. You could do those things, but I know that you know, you just really don't want too, and as much as the realization scares you. You're here because you like the thrill. Knowing you're cramming untold calories down your throat that will turn into more layers of juicy jiggly adipose. How loud is the voice of reason these days? Barely a whisper id wager, seeing as how you've found your way to me.

Do you want to earn praise?

Eat an extra helping for me tonight.

[feedee-fat-cow]

That belly hangs really low, especially when you sit down. Does that bother you a little, or do you love it? How does that feel? I know how it even touches and spills off the couch! It must be exhausting to move around with a belly that big

There is no pleasure greater in this world than feeling my belly swing and jiggle constantly. I am waiting for the day that it touches the floor just from sitting down and eventually, even when I stand.

It doesn't matter what I do, I always get tired from moving mostly from my gut. I have to arch my back to carry it comfortably so it makes my lower back and hips hurt every time I walk for longer than 5 minutes. God help me if I have to stand for a long time, too.

[feedee-fat-cow]

It's really hot to see the emphasis on death feedism recently! I often just see that you posted and immediately feel things most people would say I shouldn't.

That's what's so beautiful about death feedism: the sort of "forbidden love" feeling you get from it. You shouldn't be turned on by a 900 pound wheezing dying mass, but you definitely are. So am I 😉😉 keep getting those feelings whenever I post and never ever let the shame stop you. I want people to get turned on by the idea of my death by obesity. That's the only reason I'm doing it anyways; it just turns me on

[feedee-fat-cow]

Is death the goal?

Ultimately, yes! I would love to get to a place where I can reliably and "safely" fatten up to death!

[feedee-fat-cow]

😵‍💫😵‍💫 as a fellow t boy who loves chunky t boys you’re like gah my biggest turn on

Heheh thank you <33 as it turns out I have a lottt of similar people following me. Allow me to be the reason you cum tonight 😇😇

[feedee-fat-cow]

How did you meet your feeder?

Honestly? Purely by chance on a dating app called Taimi. To help, I had a feedist specific profile and wouldn't really entertain anyone who wasn't down to try if not into feedism and fat liberation.

[feedee-fat-cow]

hii may i ask how you like the pains that come from gaining?? you mention it sometimes and it seems you enjoy it, but what about it is appealing to you? and if you have one, where is your favorite place to get pains at?? (i'm sorry if this comes off the wrong way i'm genuinely curious lol)

The pains mean that my diet and lifestyle is affecting me in ways that aren't just getting heavier, that's why I like it so much. It's a sign of progress, that my body is already struggling with what i gorge myself with at just 400lbs and 21 years old. My personal favorites are the liver pains in my right side and the chest tightness I get from eating a lot of sodium in a meal. I look forward to the indicators further down the line that just tell me "this fat is going to kill you."