#fat shamed

[fatgirlgetsfitatlast]

Mammogram today. I felt totally fat-shamed at the hospital/clinic. They gave me this TINY robe to put on. I could just get the middle tied closed--open like a V above and below. Could barely keep my nips covered in the fucking waiting room with it. I swear the other women waiting had larger sized robes on, but they were thinner, still, the robes went down to their knees, this one didn't even cover my ass (I had shorts on so that didn't matter, but the not covering my boobs was not cool.)

Finally, sitting there so uncomfortable with my arms crossed over my chest, one worker asked if I wanted a larger robe.

IF YOU HAD LARGER ROBES, WHY DID YOU GIVE ME THIS TINY PIECE OF SHIT IN THE FIRST PLACE?

And I wasn't the only one. After I got a larger robe, another lady sat down across from me looking exactly like I did in that small robe, tugging and pulling and crossing her arms trying to hold it all in. And she wasn't that heavy. (I told her to ask for a larger robe, THEY HAD THEM, but when I came out she was still sitting there looking so uncomfortable in that small robe. We shouldn't HAVE TO ASK FOR SOMETHING THAT FITS!)

What the actual fuck?

[sunniismiles]

im so sick of myself..

i know im fat im aware of that but people really need to fucking stop mentioning it to my face whenever they see me. Im already insecure as it is and them saying stuff like "pig" "fatty" "fat" "big" to my face just doesnt really help me get thin or something- it urges me to eat my feelings away, and im trying to be healthy and exercising and of course its a work in progress, shit just doesnt happen overnight what do they fucking expect?! I LIFT A FEW WEIGHTS AND SUDDENLY IM SO FUCKING THIN NOW???????? STUPID ASS PEOPLE. this is why i dont go out even if its just to buy shit from the store, i dont even go out wearing anything but tshirts and pants, i just show up just so people dont assume im dead or something. im already insecure but they all have expectations that they WANT me to be shaped into like im not even human to their eyes anymore, im so jealous of the people with nice bodies, pretty faces.. nice hair and blessed with beauty.

[sa-mo2]

I wonder why people like to make jokes about someone else's weight.

How is it bonding with me when you constantly fat shame me?

Why do you think it's funny?

[pittstick]

Was fat shamed when I said no to a second date. Well screw you. I'm going to eat some cake.

[teendotcom]

What the f*ck, KJ Apa???? 

[teendotcom]

Lady Gaga fat-shamed at the Super Bowl???

[loyal-copenhagencowboy]

I was just thinking about one of the first things I'll do when all of this is over and we get the vaccine... Get a massage. I have a bad back and my hips are really stiff lately. Women carry a lot of trauma in their hips and I'm no different. But then I remembered one of the last times I got a massage. I was fat shamed. There's this traditional chinese massage joint that I've been to before... it's a bit pricey but the owner really knows her shit and her hands are strong! Around here it's hard to find that because the massages are more on the wellness side. I've been there maybe 3 times before. There's also another woman working there which I actually prefer because I feel like she's more thorough. So I was excited when I saw it was her that would take care of me. I hadn't been there for maybe 10 months prior to my last visit. When you're getting a massage you're in a pretty vulnerable state as it is. You're in your underwear, you're face down and your face is in that hole so you can't really see shit. Plus this is a tiny place and there's no walls between me and the other customer. Only curtains! As soon as I get up the woman says "ooooh you had a baby?" I said no and laughed it off awkwardly. She then goes "so much fatter than last time, no good" and starts giggling and talking over the curtain to her boss in their native language mind you, so I feel like they're talking about me even if they maybe were just talking about something else random. Not to mention someone else is hearing all of this too whilst getting a rub down! Then she goes "don't get this fat you eat too much, ride your bicycle"

Yo. My fat body and I were in shock. I laid there extremely uncomfortably, when it was all over and paid up and got up walked home and cried into my pillow. Now I know, I should've told her off and told her how extremely unprofessional she was and that she should mind her own damn business!!! It dawned on me that I paid money to get insulted. I was simply paralysed because sometimes you can't really believe that shit people have the audacity to say to you! Not gonna lie I'm always so scared of the judgement everytime I take my clothes off for anything but I felt really humiliated that time, so the bad experience stuck with me.