i know im fat im aware of that but people really need to fucking stop mentioning it to my face whenever they see me. Im already insecure as it is and them saying stuff like "pig" "fatty" "fat" "big" to my face just doesnt really help me get thin or something- it urges me to eat my feelings away, and im trying to be healthy and exercising and of course its a work in progress, shit just doesnt happen overnight what do they fucking expect?! I LIFT A FEW WEIGHTS AND SUDDENLY IM SO FUCKING THIN NOW???????? STUPID ASS PEOPLE. this is why i dont go out even if its just to buy shit from the store, i dont even go out wearing anything but tshirts and pants, i just show up just so people dont assume im dead or something.
im already insecure but they all have expectations that they WANT me to be shaped into like im not even human to their eyes anymore, im so jealous of the people with nice bodies, pretty faces.. nice hair and blessed with beauty.