Mar 3, 2020
i hate myself so much. im so fucking fat and disgusting and everyone at my school is skinny and i feel like there is no changing this. i look like a fucking pumpkin with tree trunks for legs and no one loves me, no one has a crush on me, and no one ever will have a crush on me. all of my friends are fucking skinny naturally and just “forget to eat” and here i am a fucking bushpig. i never fail to disgust myself (surprisingly the only thing i dont fail at) my hair is disgustingly greasy, as is my whole face. im turning this into a weightloss and depression vent blog. im fucking 16 and look like a 55 year old man