the collective delusion that is america is killing us. Black folx know this. some Black folx know this. what does it mean when you no longer feel safe leaving your home? even though it has never been safe. ive heard stories, had my own to add to the list. all of them warnings. all of them involving proximity to ⚪️ness. ⚪️ supremacy. all of them signaling that we are beyond our life matters as the world the world is pushing to prove the exact opposite. bey just told y’all to look the other way while our bodies are slaughtered and y’all are doing it. it’s not that deep you say. when will it be? i want to run. i feel my ancestors bubbling just beneath the surface. but to where? this body is mine. is it? planning with mine. Safe space, refuge, lawyers. wtf is my life. y’all ain’t left no legacy. a chaotic mess at best. ain’t no Black delegation. cause we have been scattered and confused. disconnected from ourselves. i am scared. overly aware. trying to soothe a broken heart with missing pieces. the collective delusion that is america is killing us. #fataesthetics #fatmodel #fatwords #lgbtqia #queer #nonbinary #pridewasariot #pride #mybodymyrules #Black #pnw #pdx #westcoast #LA #thekiingcurry #bespkecurry https://www.instagram.com/p/CfO_Dn6FQ43/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=