#faustian.txt

[npdfaust]

getting a narc high from being the smartest person in the room only for it to quickly turn into rage because you have to placate everyone’s stupidity

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thinking about how I lost a whole friend group because letting them know about my npd primed them to assume that I’m at fault if somebody has a problem with me. man

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being somebody’s fp fucking sucks dude

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*through gritted teeth* I will practice emotional communication instead of falling into an npd crash out. I will tell people that I require attention instead of quietly resenting them for not being able to read my mind

[npdfaust]

I hate it when I say I have npd and the other person gets all condescending and tries to be all “are you really though?” like. do I look fucking stupid to you

[npdfaust]

why is pmdd worsening my npd and ocd symptoms I literally have they/he in my bio

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when I try to find out if npd awareness month exists only for narc abuse awareness day to pop up instead

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in a rather ironic case of npd symptoms v npd symptoms, the ‘underestimating my impact on other people’ managed to overpower my grandiosity so hard that I convinced myself someone didn’t have a crush on me when they absolutely do. man