From Friends to A Shitty Person
New random blog post! Yay!
I’m back here again just to let this thought go because its bothering my emotions and towards some people. Every time someone tweets about “toxic people” or having an indirect tweet about this certain toxic person, I can’t help myself and I keep on telling myself that I am the person who they’re referring to. Even though I didn’t do anything to them.
When topics like this comes up out of nowhere, all my mistakes from early college years comes back. I feel that that mistake broke my reputation as a person and people see me as a bad guy. Now, back to the tweets, I saw my high school friend’s tweet - she’s one of my closest friends in high school. She’s saying that she wished she has spent her time with this person rather than spending it with shitty people. My reaction was “wow, ganon? so binabalewala mo lang yung samahan natin?”. I got hurt while reading the tweet. I couldn’t help but to fill in the shoes.
To be honest, I’m having a hard time expressing my thoughts. I can’t spell out the words that I really wanted to tell you, readers. Do you understand what I’m saying? Lol. I’m just looking for a way to express this thoughts and writing it on a blog post is a great remedy for me.
What I realized while writing this post is that it’s difficult to let go of people who you cherish from the past. But I find it more hurtful when the memories you made together is now being thrown in the garbage bin of life. Do you have something to say to me, my dear readers? Anything that could make me understand the situation and clear the dark cloud in my head? Please let me know, it’ll be huge help!