First off I want to say hi! Thanks so much for being such a prominent voice in this matter, and I'm so sorry about everything that occurred during that time. This is a multi-park ask by the way. About Psy, a lot of what happened back then is sort fuzzy to me, I don't remember many of the details. I do remember how I asked him about his relationship with you, and he told me that the two of you had split, because he had to cut things off because you were being clingy.
(2/3) He was also extremely ablest when talking about you, assuring me that you were temperamental and unstable. I remember you, Cailen, Psy and I would all Skype together and our pseudo-relationship had to be kept on lockdown because he mentioned how you hadn’t let go and you’d be livid if you found out. Oh yeah, probably because he was cheating on you! What a great guy.(3/3) He later retracted his lie by telling me that even though he was actually with you during the inception of our brief relationship, he wanted to move onto me because of how much better he perceived me to be, which was very short lived because I was cast aside in just a month or two.
Thank you SO much for telling me, I had wondered for a long time what he had told you about me, after hearing all his stories about his other girlfriends. Years of curiosity have been satisfied!
I admit, I am a clingy person. Comes with the whole Borderline thing, I suppose. He was allowed to break up with me and I don’t fault him for that— what I fault him for is cheating on me and leaving me for a 15 year old girl, while grooming her (you) to be “better” than me and ultimately dislike me.
I'm reading a lot of snips and parts of this crazy situation with bryon and the fb20xl/whachow. While not deep in the public side of the group, I have many tires to the group with working for sheezyart and being parts of fei lynn's comic. Can someone give me a simple breakdown to this cause even the master post is a lot of snips and very emotional. I just want to get a neutral recap. I don't what Psyguy did but I hate to see this group disappear completely without knowing more details. I gather it has to do with Psyguy and some of his exs, but I'm lost how the while group tied to this tornado. A reply or a message would be fine
Oh Psy remember when Niro stood up for everyone who was mistreated by you and you called his father and caused him to delete a bunch of his personal accounts because you'd inevitably use them against him?
62 new followers, holy shit. Thank you, thank you so much ;u;
Unfortunately, I'm in a bad position where I've been overloaded with TONS of stuff I've blocked out (unconsciously, as a defense mechanism) like old relationships, abuse, recorded/written "I love you"s, my own shitty behavior, etc. My hands have actually started shaking, which tells me it's time to avoid this right now.
I will be with missmartian23 for the next few days and her friend Annie, and I'm using this opportunity as a mini-vacation. I will be avoiding tumblr during this time. I need time to think. If I'm seriously needed for something in the next few days, both Niro and Jess are able to contact me via phone. I don't mind continuing to help, I just need to stop actively approaching it for a couple days.
And... I was debating on whether or not to post this... it's some aim conversations I had saved the log file of, of when Psy and I were starting out in a relationship. I'm surprised I had saved it. There are calls that happen randomly and are referred to between some of it and it's hard to say what was said during those. As I read through, I noticed manipulation and me accepting things as my fault. I'm only posting it as more proof. But this is it for the next few days. I can't do any more right now. Toodles.
Badgrigri: I love you <3
Auto response from thatfilthyanimal:k, really taking a shower this time D:
Badgrigri: Wish you would of called, baby
Badgrigri: I didn't know you seriously wanted me to stay
Badgrigri: I raised my voice, and for this I aplogize. However, it was in jest.
Badgrigri: I just thought you were being cute and clingly and all that. I mean, I waited 30 minutes when I wanted to crash so I could say goodbye.
Badgrigri: And like
Badgrigri: it's not fair
Badgrigri: That I'm not given a clean slate.
Badgrigri: That you're aprehensive because of what other people did
Badgrigri: I understand it
Badgrigri: But thinking I won't be there for you when you need it :/
Badgrigri: I don't appreciate that
Badgrigri: I'm not all those other guys
Badgrigri: and you really need to start _seriously_ trusting me
Badgrigri: I respect the sex thing because I just don't give a crap.
Badgrigri: But what happened yesterday should of happened. When something's on your mind you need to trust to tell me. I seriously would of stayed
Badgrigri: And you should of called me
Badgrigri: I meant it when I said I would help you through anything
Badgrigri: And please
Badgrigri: start trusting me
thatfilthyanimal: I'm back
thatfilthyanimal: I'm sorry..
thatfilthyanimal: I trust you, and I love you.
Badgrigri: I love you too
thatfilthyanimal: Next time I'll say something .___.
thatfilthyanimal: *hugs tightly*
Badgrigri: I wasn't seriously yelling at you :/
thatfilthyanimal: I knew that.
Badgrigri: I raise my voice about penis for crying out loud
thatfilthyanimal: I just get scared when people yell for whatever reason
thatfilthyanimal: ...XD
thatfilthyanimal: well that's different
Badgrigri: Yeah
Badgrigri: but I ain't them
Badgrigri: I'm not Charlie
Badgrigri: I'm not Daniel
thatfilthyanimal: I'm sorry, I really am. I feel bad for saying anything, now.
thatfilthyanimal: ...David
thatfilthyanimal: xD
Badgrigri: .....David*
thatfilthyanimal: xD
Badgrigri: ¬.¬;;
Badgrigri: (( mother fucker ))
thatfilthyanimal: xD yes.
thatfilthyanimal: *stabs David in the EYE*
thatfilthyanimal: Oops.
Badgrigri: OKay
Badgrigri: I'm not David
Badgrigri: I'm not Charile
thatfilthyanimal: I know, I know.
Badgrigri: And judging me as I was them
Badgrigri: - that's a no-no
thatfilthyanimal: It's fucking stupid, I mean, I knew you weren't mad, but I was still scared.
thatfilthyanimal: I know you
thatfilthyanimal: you're not them
Badgrigri: Well instead of using your emotions as a crutch it's time you did what you wanted
thatfilthyanimal: I know. I will.
thatfilthyanimal: I'm learning to trust you VERY VERY VERY fast, believe me.
thatfilthyanimal: I know it doesn't seem like it but I trust you A LOT.
Badgrigri: Look don't take this the wrong way
Badgrigri: But last night showed a lot
Badgrigri: And I don't know if you heard the expression "Talk is cheap".
Badgrigri: You're not the only one with a heart scared from the past.
thatfilthyanimal: I know...
Badgrigri: And I've been scared
thatfilthyanimal: I'm not leaving you for anything. I promise.
thatfilthyanimal: Not even to my own fear.
thatfilthyanimal: So *pets*
thatfilthyanimal: It's okay, really.
Badgrigri: Just...
Badgrigri: I love you
Badgrigri: trust me
thatfilthyanimal: I love you too.
Badgrigri: I want to take those problems off your shoulders
Badgrigri: I will
Badgrigri: - I have - with some things
Badgrigri: and I'll do it again
thatfilthyanimal: I only told you because I knew you didn't know that yelling can REALLY scare me D:
Badgrigri: Well
Badgrigri: I'm going to yell again
Badgrigri: and you need to trust me it's not aggresive
thatfilthyanimal: You're fixing everything. You don't know how much better I feel with you.
thatfilthyanimal: I know XD
Badgrigri: That's just part of who I am :P
Badgrigri: It ain't going no where.
thatfilthyanimal: I know
thatfilthyanimal: You yelled before you left, that's probably why
thatfilthyanimal: And I was like "OH GOD D:"
thatfilthyanimal: Normally I'm fine
thatfilthyanimal: I feel like shit now. Seriously, I really trust you and I'm really sorry I got scared.
Badgrigri: I believe you
Badgrigri: just....
Badgrigri: reflect those words in actions
thatfilthyanimal: *hugs tightly* I will.
thatfilthyanimal: You're not anything like them.
thatfilthyanimal: At all.
thatfilthyanimal: You probably care more about me then all of them combinded.
Badgrigri: Okay well I need to break up with you for Johnny's hot penis
thatfilthyanimal: :/
thatfilthyanimal: *licks*
thatfilthyanimal: XD
thatfilthyanimal: O rly
Badgrigri: *licks back*
thatfilthyanimal: Well me too
Badgrigri: Hey
thatfilthyanimal: XD
Badgrigri: Your dad
Badgrigri: what's up?
thatfilthyanimal: ung. I just checked. No email.
thatfilthyanimal: Uhm, brb, I should call
Badgrigri: er wait
Badgrigri: I need to take a shower
thatfilthyanimal: (also, I was TRYING to get my friend to go away but she kept talking and doddling and I was like >:o!!)
thatfilthyanimal: okay, that's fine
thatfilthyanimal: If I'm gone before you get back, I love you <3
thatfilthyanimal: :#
thatfilthyanimal: ...:3
Badgrigri: I love you too
thatfilthyanimal: And I'm sorry for that.
Badgrigri: It's alright.
thatfilthyanimal: I'll make sure this doesn't happen again. I promise.
thatfilthyanimal: *nuzzles*
Badgrigri: ...
Badgrigri: I'm holding you to that.
thatfilthyanimal: Bahhhh D:
thatfilthyanimal: OKAY
thatfilthyanimal: then
thatfilthyanimal: I will show I trust you more than anything
thatfilthyanimal: Somehow c__c;
thatfilthyanimal: <3
Badgrigri: with your <FA/CE>
thatfilthyanimal: XD
thatfilthyanimal: GO BATHE
Badgrigri: k
thatfilthyanimal: <3
Badgrigri is away at 12:36:32 PM.
thatfilthyanimal: What the hellllll.... God, I wish he'd pick up D:
thatfilthyanimal: brb
thatfilthyanimal: back. I was checking to see if maybe he was in my driveway .___.
Auto response from Badgrigri: IT'S PENIS BUTTER JELLY TIME.
thatfilthyanimal: He called, finally. I'm not going to his place. x__o; Jim wants to get chinese later though, so naturally I wanna come with. xD I just don't know when.
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thatfilthyanimal: woof o__o
thatfilthyanimal: *grabs*
Badgrigri: Hey baby
Badgrigri: Orf!
thatfilthyanimal: X3~
thatfilthyanimal: I'm leaving in like
thatfilthyanimal: 1 minute.
thatfilthyanimal: I'm going to Jim's for awhile... he's buying FOOD
thatfilthyanimal: ...chinses :D~
Badgrigri: cool :-)
Badgrigri: ...I snapped
thatfilthyanimal: *looks up* wait, I said that
thatfilthyanimal: ...?
Badgrigri: I bought a PS2 and Jak 3
thatfilthyanimal: ,lvks;dfli
thatfilthyanimal: WHA
thatfilthyanimal: XDDDD
Badgrigri: ...yea...
thatfilthyanimal: I thought you were in the shower.
thatfilthyanimal: XD;;;
Badgrigri: I was
Badgrigri: And I bought a PS2 while I was in there
thatfilthyanimal: ....
thatfilthyanimal: XD
thatfilthyanimal: You're silly. But yes.
thatfilthyanimal: Have fun spooging all over the game.
thatfilthyanimal: I love you, I'll be back later :3~
thatfilthyanimal: *hugs*
Badgrigri: I love you too
Auto response from thatfilthyanimal:at Jim's, I'll bbl
Badgrigri: *hug*
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Badgrigri: d'oh
Auto response from thatfilthyanimal:at Jim's, I'll bbl
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thatfilthyanimal: eeee
Auto response from Badgrigri: Sorry, video games are more important than you. Leave a message.
thatfilthyanimal: XD That's MINE
Badgrigri returned at 7:28:55 PM.
Badgrigri: AUUU WHAAAA...
Badgrigri: You come back fast, ma'am
Badgrigri: Figures I start playing THEn you hop on
thatfilthyanimal: Awwwh, it's all good
Badgrigri: *hug*
thatfilthyanimal: If you wanna play go ahead, I'll be here xD
thatfilthyanimal: *hugs*
Badgrigri: hey baby
thatfilthyanimal: hey :3
Badgrigri: How ya doing?
thatfilthyanimal: good, except my stomache has been killing me all day
thatfilthyanimal: xD;
Badgrigri: Aw....
Badgrigri: I'd be doing good too
Badgrigri: If this leapers wouldn't RUN AWAY FROM ME
thatfilthyanimal: XDDD
thatfilthyanimal: Are you trying to chase them in the car to catch them?
Badgrigri: yah
thatfilthyanimal: oh, that's awesome xD
Badgrigri: And as soon as I hop on them they run thier faces into a wall
Badgrigri: like
Badgrigri: it's a heat skeeing face wall smusher
Badgrigri: or I dunno
Badgrigri: I went into Orbit with one
Badgrigri: Jumped off a cactus or something and I like...
Badgrigri: Saw my house
Badgrigri: THE DUNE HOOPER HAS MISSLES
Badgrigri: :D
thatfilthyanimal: XDDD
Badgrigri: I RIKE THIS GAME NEON
thatfilthyanimal: It's sexy.
thatfilthyanimal: http://www.livejournal.com/community/lombax_love/12327 .html?view=43303#t43303 DUHHHH
thatfilthyanimal: God why do retards always join my communities?
thatfilthyanimal: D:
thatfilthyanimal: Oh and btw, fun fact about Jak 3---
thatfilthyanimal: Jak has a PACKAGE
thatfilthyanimal: *cough*
Badgrigri: ....guh?
thatfilthyanimal: You'll see in the cutscenes
thatfilthyanimal: ...xD
thatfilthyanimal: they've actually defined a nice bulge on his crotch ;D Ah... details
Badgrigri: *stabs you in fac*
thatfilthyanimal: fac?
thatfilthyanimal: XD
thatfilthyanimal: http://gameads.gamepressure.com/tv_game_commercial.a sp?ID=952 Best commercial ever.
thatfilthyanimal: XD
Badgrigri: ...s
Badgrigri: so*
Badgrigri: don't go to island right after getting dune hopper I guess
thatfilthyanimal: you can if you like
Badgrigri: okay I'm there
Badgrigri: nothing happens
Badgrigri: except for spikes
thatfilthyanimal: Oh, drive up the mountain thing
thatfilthyanimal: OH
thatfilthyanimal: uh.
thatfilthyanimal: Did you get a cutscene where Jak looks upward?
Badgrigri: yaaaaah
thatfilthyanimal: Start climbing.
thatfilthyanimal: xD
Badgrigri: fuck
thatfilthyanimal: XD
thatfilthyanimal: It's fine
thatfilthyanimal: OH GOD
thatfilthyanimal: OH GOD
thatfilthyanimal: OH GOD
thatfilthyanimal: That is SO FUNNY
thatfilthyanimal: xD
thatfilthyanimal: http://gameads.gamepressure.com/tv_game_commercial.a sp?ID=1029
thatfilthyanimal: I know, you're playing
thatfilthyanimal: but look at that later xD
Badgrigri: thems a lot of ups
thatfilthyanimal: XD
Badgrigri: and in french
thatfilthyanimal: XDDD
Badgrigri: okay
Badgrigri: you can't jump onto the polls with flags
Badgrigri: didn't get that memo
thatfilthyanimal: ...XD
thatfilthyanimal: *pets*
Badgrigri: you know I bought this because of you, right? XD;
thatfilthyanimal: YES
thatfilthyanimal: And it makes me feel all squishy inside.
thatfilthyanimal: <3
thatfilthyanimal: :D *wagwagwag*
Badgrigri: *hug kiss*
thatfilthyanimal: PSY IS SO CUTE BECAUSE HE WANTED TO KNOW WHY I LOVE THAT GAME WITH MY MOUTH AWWWWW
thatfilthyanimal: *hugs and kisses* X3
thatfilthyanimal: Oh, speaking of which, I have two copies of Wild Arms 3. I gave Jim one of them today to see if he can fix the disc... if he can, it's yours.
thatfilthyanimal: :D
thatfilthyanimal: (I let my friend borrow it and they sprayed Axe or something on the disc by accident >:EEEE)
Badgrigri: Oh cool :D
thatfilthyanimal: It's sexy. :D~
thatfilthyanimal: I still haven't beaten it because I'm too lazy to start a new file.
thatfilthyanimal: And I can't remember where to go on my old file :<
Badgrigri: well damn
Badgrigri: gamefaqs.com
Badgrigri: it's like a mystery
thatfilthyanimal: what's wrong/
thatfilthyanimal: ?
Badgrigri: Hm nuffin
Badgrigri: the website
Badgrigri: - I'm going to kill the guy that thought of accerlation rings
thatfilthyanimal: xD
thatfilthyanimal: Just don't panic, you'll be okay
thatfilthyanimal: I didn't get it at first
thatfilthyanimal: A lot of making Jak easy to me is just to not panic if I die XD
thatfilthyanimal: and try again
Badgrigri: I got it
Badgrigri: I just am going to kill the guy
thatfilthyanimal: xDDD
Badgrigri: i'm daxter
Badgrigri: my life complete
thatfilthyanimal: ..>XD
Badgrigri: dax with one hit kills
Badgrigri: 4tw
thatfilthyanimal: xD oh yeah
Badgrigri: you want skype rocket go man? :D
thatfilthyanimal: XDDD
thatfilthyanimal: one sec
thatfilthyanimal: I think there's food
thatfilthyanimal: brb
Badgrigri: alrighty
thatfilthyanimal: okay one sec
thatfilthyanimal: X3
thatfilthyanimal: okay, i'm on :O
Badgrigri: Ok! :D
thatfilthyanimal: http://photobucket.com/albums/y34/PrecursorUniverse/DVD %20Screens/
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So! I still have the physical files for some of the first Wha-Chows, including the uncut versions of a handful of episodes (which were briefly on the site before Psy took them down and condensed them). I haven't been comparing the files, because these are honestly hard for me to listen to. I'm unsure if there is anything proof-wise that was cut from the episodes, but perhaps someone can let us know?
- Psy says to Filthy “No, no fuck you. You are fat.” for suggesting they restart the WhaChow (03:05 - 03:15) After this, Kev continues to regularly call Filthy fat randomly after she speaks.
- Psy begins asking the chat what they have on their crotch, starting with Filthy (13:20)
- ...and then asking Liz, despite her saying her step-father had just come in (13:31)
- He then tells her to “be vague, BE VAGUE” (13:38) “...goddamnit, I asked what you had on your crotch, but describe as much detail as you can, but you have to be vague…” (sic)
- Liz says that something is burning in an effort to switch topics and Kev says “don’t fuck it” (14:48) He then goes on to say “We all know Filthy has that problem” (14:52) Both times, Psy just laughs it off and Filthy tries to make a joke out of it.
I have to work so I can't listen to it all right now (also Kevas was my ex as well so this is not something I wanna hear before work ;;) but oh my god this was 2008...