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“I’ll love you ‘til my breathing stops, I’ll love you ‘til you call the cops on me.”

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imsg 📩 @ 🎹 piano man 🎹

TRISTAN: hey dude what are you doing after warped?

TRISTAN: like are you headed home? or jumping straight into another tour? or none of those things?

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You can only avoid sleep for so long, and he’s been trying desperately to remind himself of this even as he runs from any amount of rest. Angel’s been pumping himself with coffee and caffeine and sugar and who knows what else. 

It’s all failing. 

He’s fallen asleep on the floor, pencil still in hand, twitching every few moments and drawing streaks of fragile gray strands over the parchment. Last he checked, Seb was on the couch, watching a calm, wonderful documentary about nature. The room was light, airy, spring filled despite his constant sneezing allergies.

His nightmare is nothing like this. 

He is dark and terrified and it’s obvious he’s dreaming about something unsavory by the way his eyebrows draw together and he seems to shrink, instinctively. Angel whimpers softly in his sleep, tears falling from the corners of his eyes, making dark stains on the paper below him until things become violent. Feet flail, push him until his back is against the couch, and then they slide along the floor as he attempts again. Fingers claw at his throat, his father’s hands feeling too real, sincerely wrapped around his throat. They leave trails of red in their wake, over and over and over again as he inhales, inhales, inhales, until he’s starting to turn blue and his eyes fly open, frantic. It doesn’t calm him; he’s still half in that reality, still inhales and forgets to exhale.

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so close || seb & jase

Sebastian shifted a little anxiously where he sat on the couch, trying to fight off the sleepiness with all his might. He had no idea how he could be tired when he was with Jase and all of his bandmates while they hung out together. They were all quite rowdy and loud but still Sebastian found himself yawning and eyes starting to shut even with the added noise. He rubbed his eyes and looked over at the other boy who was sitting next to him, laughing about something one of the other guys said and he almost wanted to ask the other boy if they could go, but stopped himself. He thought he was probably too new of a boyfriend to take away Jase from his bandmates.

He eyed his boyfriend’s lap and he wondered if he would be too heavy to sit there without the risk of crushing Jase under his weight. A moment of hesitance before he carefully crawled into his boyfriend’s lap, and settled there with his head resting on Jase’s shoulder, far too tense for it to be comfortable. He stayed like that for a few seconds before he looked up at the other, cheeks tinted red, and a nervous smile on his lips, “… Is– Is this okay?” He asked, voice coming out a little timid, especially remembering that the other boys were still there with them “.. I-.. I wanted to sleep.”

             Coming down was always hard. The boys should have been dead tired but they were all so hype it was almost impossible to just fall asleep. So they stayed up, argued about everything that went right or wrong over pizza and drinks until it descended into laughter and play fighting. Tonight was a bit low key but he supposed it was because they were trying not to make absolute fools of themselves in front of Sebastian. Even though they didn’t act like it he knew the boys were on their best behavior. Sometimes they tried to impress people, Sebastian should have considered himself special for it.

             Jase was laughing at something stupid Freddie had said when he felt Sebastian climb into his lap. “Well hello there,” he said softly. His arms found their way around Seb with too much ease, enjoying the way the other male felt against him. The blond had always been a touchy feely sort of guy but he’d restrained himself out of respect for his boyfriend. But now they were closer than he’d ever been and Jase couldn’t have felt more content. “It’s perfect,” he mused, brushing his finger’s through Sebastian’s head. “We can go to bed.” They slept close without too being close but it was still nice waking up next to another person. “If you want?” 

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erik chuckled when he saw sebastian get so happy with his plan, before grabbing the smaller boy && wrapping his legs around his own waist. “ wouldn’t have it any other way, baby “ he said softly before pressing a kiss on his love’s lips “ not going to let you go during this weekend, don’t worry “ he said as he walked to their bedroom, standing still at the door “ surprise “ he said quietly, revealing a blanket fortress he had been making the day before “ just for us “ he smiled at the other

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🌙 // from thomas !

kiss symbols

🌙 – a goodnight kiss

halfway through the tour and luna had begun booking her and thomas in the same hotel room instead of having him stay down the hall. it seemed a little useless when ninety percent of the time he ended up staying in her room anyways. luna had never complained; it was nice to share a bed with someone that she cared about in some sense. she couldn’t remember the last time she had gone to an after party after a show and found someone to bring back for meaningless sex. not that her and thomas had labeled anything, nor that they needed to, but she felt guilty just thinking about looking at another person when she was sleeping with her assistant on the side. she truly cared for thomas. she wasn’t sure what she would do without him, no matter how much the two got on each other’s nerves.

the fun part of it was that no one had caught on to the two of them yet. sneaking off during rehearsals or after press interviews to make out in supply closets had made things spontaneous and kept the girl on the edge of her seat. the best part was that she knew she could look forward to laying beside him in bed that night. having him there made her feel safe and usually she wound up sleeping better. 

“ alright. we should probably get to bed, “ she reached over and took the laptop that rested in thomas’ lap, saving his work ( which looked to be the schedule for the upcoming week ) and placing it on the nightstand next to her so he could focus on trying to get some rest. “ we have a long day tomorrow. i should probably get into makeup early since my makeup artist is gonna have to take an extra fifteen minutes covering up these marks you left on me. “ snuggling close into his side, the blonde leaned up and kissed his lips as if it wasn’t a big deal. “ you know the drill -- if i hog too much bed or blankets, just give my ass a shove. “ a playful grin followed her words as she rested her head on thomas’ chest and wrapped an arm securely around him. “ goodnight. “

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🌹 // from scotty !

kiss symbols

🌹 – a kiss on the first date 

was it possible to like someone this much on the first date? luna wasn’t sure. she had been on plenty of dates in the past, mostly just to make the other person stop annoying her about it. going out to dinner with scotty had been her first genuine date in a long time and it was obvious that she was enjoying herself, hanging onto every word that fell from his lips when he spoke throughout the entire night. she couldn’t remember the last time someone held her attention the way he did. 

standing on her doorstep after dinner, she found herself wishing that it wasn’t time for the date to end. the two were finally away from the craziness of the public. she was sure that the paparazzi had a field day snapping pictures of them on their outing; twitter was probably going crazy at the news that the two were out together. it felt nice to finally be in private with him even as the date was coming to a close. usually she would invite her date inside, but something told her that she wanted to take this slow. 

" we should definitely do this again. i had a really good time with you. “ luna smiled softly, taking ahold of one of scotty’s hands and giving it a squeeze. kiss him !! her mind screamed, the internal battle taking place over several seconds as she stood there rocking back and forth on her feet. “ well ... um, i’ll call you tomorrow! we can plan something else for this weekend maybe? “ she leaned in and pressed her lips gently to his. the pace of her heart picked up just a tad, but it didn’t change the fact that it felt natural to be kissing scotty. and she didn’t want to stop, lingering there for several seconds before deciding it was best to pull away ( or else she might have been open to the idea of inviting him in and throwing the whole ‘ slow ‘ idea out of the window ). 

“ goodnight. “ she murmured against his lips, pressing one more quick peck before slowly letting go of his hand and offering him one more smile as she entered her home.

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“you know… when i look at you i see the person i wanna marry.” // from scotty !!

is there a future to us?

“ you what? “

luna had never pictured herself to be the marriage type, especially after fleeing the toxicity of her and silas’ relationship several years back. the thought of giving herself to one person for the rest of her life terrified her until she met scotty. while it didn’t scare her as much as it did previously, there were still some worries she had when the thought of spending the rest of her life with him crept into her mind. she knew she would be happy with him. they had been together for well over a year now and their daughter was coming up on being four months old. as far as luna was concerned, she knew she wanted scotty for the rest of her life. slapping the marriage label on it was scary, but what if he got tired of her one day? surely she was a handful and everyone always grew tired of her eventually. part of her thought that someday he would too and it would kill her to lose someone so special. 

the two had been snuggled up in bed with their newborn daughter swaddled up in a blanket between them. she couldn’t help but admire the baby, wondering how in the world she could be apart of creating something so beautiful. a sleepy smile rested on her lips while she watched their daughter drift off to sleep, feeling herself begin to follow suit until scotty’s words caught her by surprise. 

maybe she was just feeling overemotional -- luna had been known to be the dramatic type when it came to things like this. but her eyes were beginning to well with tears. tears of joy that were brought on just by the simple words her partner spoke. “ are you sure? “ she shook her head immediately afterwards when she realized how stupid it must have sounded. “ i mean ... wow -- i ... “ suddenly, a smile appeared and she blinked back the tears, reaching out to gently rest a hand on scotty’s cheek. “ the three of us for the rest of our lives -- us against the world? i’d really like that, scotty. “