Mar 17, 2012
neeed to invest in a hookah.
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neeed to invest in a hookah.
just remembering
day one, when we met up at the mall; you wore your green Famous shirt and your black hat with your name on it, with green Nike's to match. we hung out and drew in the foodcourt and went on walks through the parkades. you forced me into eating a stupid mama burger since you ordered four and didnt want to look like a pig, but..did anyways by the way you eat, haha. walking through an alley, we took a seat and just talked, and you grabbed my hand. the feelings I felt were indescribable at that moment, I liked you so much. I stood on a curb and was just at your height and we stared at eachother, knowing what was to happen.. but we hugged instead and continued on walking. we ended up sitting in vic park with our gross cream sodas and you looked at me and smiled, so I asked why you had such a goofy expression on your face and you went in to kiss me. you got the side of my mouth and I giggled. you missed. but the butterflies were ridiculous. I lay my head on your stomach and we were still for a while, so I sang to you. "we live on front porches and swing life away". it was that day that started it all. the day that I finally felt comfortable and knew I couldnt be away from you. --- I lay facing the wall so down on myself and you said just sleep, the morning will be better and all this wont matter. then you were behind me, resting your chin on my shoulder and you started to sing. "Hello there, the angel from my nightmare.." I started to cry and you wiped my tears, still singing, voice cracking because you too, started to cry. I giggled 'cause you make fun of Tom DeLonge's singing in that song and I expected some dramatic change of mood..but you kept singing, didnt joke around.. and it was nice. you sang to me until I fell asleep, and in the middle of the night when I woke up, you were watching me. "I just wanted to make sure you were sleeping happily" then you smiled and tucked us into our abyss of blankets and said "time for us to dream of this moment being the rest of our lives. 17th til infinity, dont forget it." --- Im not comfortable anymore. we talk all the time, you're still here, and it's like nothing's different, almost better in some cases...but you're not here the same way anymore. you still light me up, even as let down I am because of you. I'd been crying and a minute later, you walked through my door and I felt fine. you sat in my room and stared at all the things we've made of it and looked at me. I recognized that look, and it bummed me out. that look was always followed with a thought of us.. but you still talked and held conversation, kept eye contact, and brought up memories. the only thing we ever had wrong was the lack of conversation, and we have that more than ever now.. so i'm left here confused as hell with the shred of hope Ive managed to hold onto, recalling that you told me to remember infinity. --- I miss waking up in the middle of the night to see someone give me that comforting look. waking up knowing that everything's alright.
I get to babysit Kaylee tonight :')
normally, id be like FFFUUUUUUbabysittinggg~~ but it's Kaylee and.. I miss that little girly so much. omgg. im just excited okaaaaay?
Anonymous asked you:
It doesn't matter to the sun, if you go or if you stay. You know the sun is gonna rise, and shine down on another day. There will be a tomorrow, even if you choose to leave. Cause it doesn't matter to the sun, oh but it matters to me <3 ...who sent this to me? oh god the tears. ;-; thank you.
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piece of fucking shit DONT UNDERESTIMATE THE WAYS OF A GIRL FINDING SHIT OUT. YOU DUMB FUCKING FUCK. busted. asshole.
"Hi, Im Johnny Knoxville WELCOME TO JACKASS /mad laughter" ... fuckin ringer goes off in class.
THANKS SAVANANH. LOL.
"When I say, "I love you," it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman."
- Joss Whedon
he just comes up all swag, and I catch myself smiling.