The way i feel right now is like no other i have ever felt before, you really do complete me and you are the focal point of my life! Lately i feel you are slipping though my fingers and there is nothing i can do about it. My biggest fear is losing you, i really don't want that to happen. I cry when you leave because i think it is the last time i will get to spend with you and i hate that i have that going around in my head but it just will not go. I have flaws about jealousy and protectivness that you know about but you have no idea the extend of how they make me feel and what i battle in my head everyday. Things you say make me over think and this then results in me crying and thinking things that i shouldn't also things you do when i am there then makeme think what would you do if i wasn't there or what are you doing when i am not there. So i am scared that i am losing you and i really don't know what to do, it just makes me upset and i burst into tears when i think about you not being mine! I OVER THINK TO MUCH!!! You cheating is a big fear of mine and yes i do trust you but due to my flaws i over think and think it will happen, my head is fucked up and i really don't know what to do or how to tell you my everyday pain. You are the girl of my dreams and i just don't want this to end, NEVER! <3
