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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY WIFE, PAIGE !

first and foremost ( even though i just said this over aim ) i’m wishing you the happiest of birthdays !! twenty years ago today, the world was blessed with the cutest, sweetest, and most adorable little mousey there ever was ---- and for that, we must celebrate !! 

and before i officially start this, i want to apologize for the image ---- i still don’t know how to use anything in photoshop aside from what you taught me bUT I THOUGHT THIS LIL PICTURE ACCURATELY REPRESENTED US SO !!

paige, even though i’ve only known you for ten or so months, we’ve been through so fricken much together. we’ve talked practically every single day since we first met, and during those times, you’ve managed to go from being my hella cool rp partner, to my friend, to my mom, to my fiance ( SOMEHOW NOT TOO SURE BUT WE’LL JUST PRETEND SOME THINGS NEVER HAPPENED ), to my gf-not-gf, to my wife, and now.. i consider you to be all of those things and more. i know we’ve definitely had our ups and downs, but i’m just so thankful that we’ve been able to work through them and come out stronger and closer than ever before !!

i’m so incredibly grateful so have been blessed with your friendship all these months, paigey !! we’ve created such wonderful things together : muses, otps, brotps, #gofos... and honestly, without both you and all those things, this past year wouldn’t have been anywhere near the same. i can’t even IMAGINE my life without you at this point.. like, without you, who would be the jasper to my nixie? the hansol to my bjoo? the top to my gdragon? who would i go to when i’m hyper to receive my lil head pats and “ily’s”? honestly, paige, what would my life be without you?? 

together, we’ve grown. we’ve learned, lost, won, overcome.. we’ve closed doors together and opened new ones with excitement and anticipation ---- and there’s no one else that i’d rather have had by my side !!

thank you for coming into my life when you did and blessing me with your presence, your intelligence and creativity, and most importantly, your friendship. you’ve made yourself a nice little home in my heart and i hope you stay for a long, long time ( in fact, you’ll probably be there forever, srry if u ever wanted to move or anything !! ). ANYWAYS. PAIGEY WAIGEY. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY BEING AND I HOPE YOU HAVE THE MOST WONDERFUL FRICKEN DAY OF YOUR LIFE BECAUSE HONESTLY??? YOU DESERVE IT !!!! i hope this becomes your best year yet --- full of nothing but happiness, love, and laughter !! 

i love you to the moon and back !!!! 

quick shout out to your parents for making such an awesome lil cutie !!!!

love,  your wife, the bjoo to your hansol, the other half of sunday couple, 

shae  ♥(ˆ⌣ˆԅ)

( @ofempyrean / @ptlblossom / @fearsdecay / @maskedvolatility )

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so i'm hoping this will post at the right time?   if not i'm really sorry but i friggin' TRIED alright and that's all that should matter. ANYWAY,   lets get down to business.   so if you can't tell by this shittily thrown together graphic,   it's your birthday   !   you're twenty years old today,   fuckin' crazy right   ?   it's absolutely wild to think we've been best friends for what   ?   four years or was it five   ?   fuck if i remember,   we both know my memory is absolute shit,   it's a damn miracle i remembered to make this and post it on time man.   but here's the thing paige,   i figured someone as incredible as you deserves at least   something   and this is the best my broke ass can come up with.   i love you,   so very much.   you have part of my soul and you carry it with you everyday that you breathe and walk around and talk.   you're my other half,   my best friend,   the sun in my sky,   the person who reminds me that i am loved and that i am wanted in times when i feel as if the world has wasted me away and it's my turn to remind you that you,   paige,   deserve only love and happiness in this world.   you're possibly the brightest and most gentle person i have ever met,   everyone you meet only has nice things to say about you and they have good reason to i think,   don't you   ?   i sure hope you do.   i wish i could describe better in words how much you mean to me but i think this is the best we're gonna get until we meet in person and i can just squeeze you so tight.   there's only so many ways i can say 'i love you' before it gets repetitive but i really,   truly hope you do know how much you're adored by not only me but so many others in your life.   i'm so absolutely blessed to have been given the pleasure to grow alongside you and to watch you grow into the beautiful,   flourishing,   brilliant mind and person that you are now.   and you know somethin'   ?   i know that you're only gonna go further and do bigger and greater things.   i truly can't wait for the day that i can spend your birthday with you in person in our apartment with our pets.   i love you as much as the stars love the sky because the sky allows them to shine and i hope that i can only allow you to shine brighter and hotter than you currently are.   we've been through so much together and to be honest,   there's nobody else that i would rather have gone through them with.   here's to more birthdays and more years together,   angel,   i love you and i wish you the happiest of birthdays.  

                HAPPY BIRTHDAY,   PAIGE   !!! ** please everyone remember to send PAIGE happy birthday wishes   !