delicate gestures, matched with the beautiful words jaeun speaks, send seongmin into a euphoria she wasn’t sure even existed until now. the kind fingers interlacing between her own are enough to make her want to cry ( if she could, that is ). even so, her eyes sparkle enough to give off her ever - growing blissfulness. she’s caught between choking up in dry, heavy sobs or leaning into the warm woman sitting in front of her ; or BOTH. she wants to feel the warmth of a touch such as jaeun’s, loving and tender, that she hasn’t felt in so long. jaeun is so different from everyone she has always surrounded herself with. the two are complete opposites in the best of ways.
‘ i’ll never forget you, seongminnie. ’
how can she say something so easily ? after all, everyone is forgotten at the end of the road. things happen, people grow, they fade and forget the small pawns in their lives that had little worth. lips open, close, open again. words floating in her head unable to leave her dry mouth. her lungs are tightening and she knows the feeling all too well. she’s BROKEN, and slowly tearing at her seams even more so. ❛ how are you so sure ? ❜ she finally speaks, licking her lips between each word. ❛ how can you be so confident that you won’t be like the last, or the next ? ❜
cont. with @ptlblossom !!