#feeling b100

[equikin]

That DPD feeling when you can’t physically bring yourself to wake up or get out of bed because you don’t have any FPs around which means your brain has no reason to exist

That following DPD feeling when you force yourself to get up and be awake and your whole waking time without your FPs is just so upsetting, your anxiety is through the roof and the only think you feel other than sadness and anxiety is total emptiness and lack of purpose

[equikin]

Hungry and gay on main

[equikin]

Please send me in sprite/troll design requests

I’m feeling a little b100 right now because of DPD issues, if you send in some sprite or design requests I will get to them tomorrow morning, they’re incredibly therapeutic for me- I don’t use bases for clothes/features (the base troll form I use I made based off the official sprites) so it should all be unique

Fantroll sprite examples here

The first two are my trollsonas I made based on my extended signs (Sagipio and Capripio), and the last one is a design for a friend of mine so please don’t use them <3

Please feel free to reblog if you think you may have followers who would be interested

[equikin]

You know you’re a filthy leftist when you read mlm as marxist leninist maoist 

[equikin]

I beg to differ I am terrible

[equikin]

I just opened my door to take something out and in wandered a big spider

He was so slow, confident and leisurely about it like he was going to a business meeting

Wherever you are going little friend, I hope it goes well and your time in my home is comfortable

[equikin]

When the DPD is bad and my partner isn’t around I get increasingly paranoid I’m going to lose them/they’re going to leave me because of how taxing I can be on them thanks to the disorder

I don’t want to be a drain on them- I want to make them happy and give them energy like they do to me

I’m scared this hellish personality disorder is going to cost me the most important person in the world to me

I’d want them to leave if they wanted to, I wouldn’t want to make them feel trapped, they have free reign in their live and I just want to support them how I can

I’m just scared this personality disorder is effecting them badly, and it’s going to be the reason I lose someone I love, or the reason they are unhappy

[equikin]

My mum said she has a “sense of impending doom” about this year and honestly I do too, I just hope it doesn’t turn out to be something to do with getting my boyfriend here and safe. I know my grandmother is likely very unwell, perhaps its that? I don’t know, I just hope I can get my boyfriend here and here safely.