I wanna cry more
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I wanna cry more
The day you ask me if I ever actually loved you was the day I lost myself
I remember it clearly
Those light blue eyes id grown to love turned gray like the sky when it storms
And like the sky when it storms your voice thundered in my face and made it rain
It rained for days on my garden where we grew tulips and lilies
But the rain never stopped, it washed away our garden, it washed away the way you said aluminum, aluminum, and always told me I was beautiful even when I didn't feel it and the way you cried when I told you about the darkness in my past and it washed away the rosiness of your cheeks when you finished a long story
And when it stopped raining dandelions bloomed
and I hated them so I pulled them out and put back the garden I had before you came along
So to answer your question, yes, I did love you, I just loved the tulips more
I would rather the hurt of knowing someone I could spend hours with, than not to have known them at all.
i loev animal collective and i love the b and i wand stay alive for the rest of my life
I like the pain.
In fact I've missed it.
It's back today, the emo.
In fact it was last night. After saying bye, coolly/coldly/casually/foolishly(?) & walking to the car proudly, stupidly & miserably alone.
25.5.16➡26.5.16
If it makes you wanna cry, makes you wanna dance, makes you wanna laugh then hold onto it
Matty Healy