the way lorde says favourite friend is just smth else

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the way lorde says favourite friend is just smth else
=How are you feeling?=
Who...
=She sits up and looks around. The light concentrates in her hair, with occasional silver strands, and her eyes look almost like a galaxy, with no sclerae, irises, or pupils.=
...Where are you?
=Don't worry about that.=
I got mine, how you feeling?
It's not that I'm scared in the dark, but that all alone, when the lights are off and the house is silent, the happiness that greets me when I see other people's faces eludes me, and it becomes much easier to imagine the world a malicious entity and much harder to think of beautiful things.
also been like simmering on this all day but i found someone today by chance and she was flagging and we had a really cute talk and bonding session and idk if she understood that I'm gay too but either way i was thinking about her whole bus ride home and I'm so bad w/ faces so i don't remember hers anymore more than the energy she gave off was so calm and natural and fun. wonder if I'll ever see her again 🤔
omfg this feeling of like. i’m so overwhelmed bc if things I like pls I can’t explain it but like.
idek but I have so many pins I like of like outfits and I just feel so overwhelmed looking at them bc I love them sm and I have a lot of things in my likes on mercari n shit but I can only choose some to buy bc of budget and stuff obv so it soooo hard to choose
also I was looking at yummy food and it’s like omfg I want to eat it all. like I want to make / eat all of this but it’s the feeling of not possibly having enough time to do / experience it all
anyway i’m getting vaccinated in 2 days pls get vaccinated if u can !! (jus in case someone reads this lol)