#feelingfeels

[ejdjjdjdjsjdjsjdjdjddj]

a part of me wishes i didn't have a phone, i wish a didn't have people in my life, consistent people i mean- people i have to speak to every day- i wish i was surrounded only and always by strangers, maybe because it is so much easier to love in ignorance, to love without a name, to love and not be so terrified of losing, to not know you will lose, to exist without the strings attached, is it too much to ask? to be forgotten?

[holikat]

I was a mess of tears at university today, and while it was absolutely mortifying it was also secretly wonderful if that makes any sort of sense. Either way, I came home, snuggled the kits, emceed a high school oratory contest (despite still being horrified myself by public speaking?) and continue to exist. It’s strange how no matter what batch of words precedes that last bit it still rings true - I continue to exist. 

[wowimsocoollike-blog]

I cant even handle this

[fairytale-world]

And everytime I realize it's not going to happen, it kills me a bit inside.