#feelinghorrible #feelingsickasfuck😞 (at Helena, Alabama) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCwyqJLskCT/?igshid=d8z8f538fmvs

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#feelinghorrible #feelingsickasfuck😞 (at Helena, Alabama) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCwyqJLskCT/?igshid=d8z8f538fmvs
Since I'm hella sick! #medicine #sicky #feelinghorrible #sorethroat https://www.instagram.com/p/B5K9prqpdmui6YAJ2isdEHwXhWnElZErlR5SK40/?igshid=1blsmbzvn6dny
I had so many plans for this weekend... instead I'm curled up in bed with YouTube and tissues because #stillsick #vicksvaporub #fluseason #feelinghorrible
12/8/2016 Restless
All I keep thinking lately is how much I really would rather being where they are in the picture. I am, as the title says, getting very restless. I still have the feeling of not being enough or belonging. I’m supposed to call to make an appointment with my psychiatrist/therapist but I hate those appointments because I’m not good at talking about me. I can do it through writing just not talking. I just want to fastforward my life where i’m stable emotionally and monetarily. However in better news I have appiled to two different schools and other jobs in hopes that I can make some kind of progress in my life. I highly doubt anyone is reading these but if you are I am going to try weekly updates.
Thank You for reading though
Got diagnosed with gastro today. Such a wonderful way to end the week.
Definitely craving..
That special bond. I miss having someone to call at night when my anxiety is at its worse. I miss having someone know me well enough to just call because they "had a feeling" that I was upset about something. I miss having that trust in someone, knowing that they would be there when I need them. I miss that. It's hard trying to find someone to fill your shoes. It's been two years.. And I'm still missing bits and pieces that are with you. Nothing ever feels the same.
Im honestly such an asshole for all the things I do but never tell anyone about