#feels bad.

[strxnged]

nvm making a self insert feels bad and weird for me. i am too dislike myself to make a ideal self guy with whom my favourite characters are forced to interact

[sixbigideas]

keep having the posting impulse but i come here and dont have a coherent thought to share bc i cant tell what i am experiencing at any given moment. btwn cutting down my lexapro and my anxiety abt my appt w my new therapist later im rapid-switching to hell and back. just a barrage of emotions on rotation with no time to decode them let alone soothe them.

[liarsblade]

I do Not like whatever the fuck it is is happening in Reese's house.

[sychosid]

also not enough of you bucks fans are uncomfortable with the incest jokes they've made or people make about them

[fowlblue]

weird slightly-venty thing idk

It feels weird being so close to so many people again. You go long enough without any close irl friends and it does something to you, I guess. It just feels weird.

This is the first time I’ve ever really been able to be somewhat open with anyone about the fact that I’m ace/aro (and slightly questioning, gender-wise), because here people actually know what that means and I’m just not ready for that conversation at home. And for the most part it’s great! I even got invited to go to a Pride event by a friend, which was… really awesome. I wasn’t able to go but it felt really good.

But I also heard, for the first time (and undoubtably not the last), “Oh, someday God will give you the right man.”

And I just laughed it off at the time because ‘oh well, I’m just not gonna answer that’- only to wind up sobbing later because I realized how awful that was to hear.

Like… I love what I am, I’m comfortable with what I am, but sometimes it feels kind of isolating, in a way? I don’t feel things that other people do, and I see them in a different way because I don't understand how they feel at all. That’s an isolating feeling, however small.

Idk. It’s still rattling around in my brain a bit. I don’t think ‘the right man’s’ gonna have any effect on me, truly. I’m not broken.

[meerschweinchen-archive]

as far as muscles you can pull go, front of the neck is definitely up with the worst

[maverickflare]

losing a splatoon game by 3 points.