#feels right?

[nekcihcetaruccayllacilbib]

poppin' tictacs like pills

gettin high on my hill

it would be such a thrill

uhhhhhhhhh somethin-somethin rhymes with thrill

oranana

et cetera

i'm stuck in a

stuck in a rut and-a

change ain't comin and

world ain't spinnin and

"someday soon" is a one-way ticket to

I wish it was different

I wish I was different

I wanna be a stronger man

instead of kickin this old can

and writing bad rhymes

and tellin bad lies

avoiding that prize

cause i never was wise

enough

this stuff is just another game to me

this shit is just another day to me

play with me

monotony

broken teeth

fantasy

sometimes i bleed

sometimes i sing

but nothing ever

really

changes

me

Uh yeah I don't know where to take this. Take care, now.

[starsandpastlives-blog]

I think... I used to know the songs and dances of the moon and stars. I would dance with them as I sang and they would shine brighter and hum back. A sound too faint for most to hear. I would laugh at their jokes and they would grant me leave to share their mysteries. I... Feel... The spray of the sea on my face before I ascend into clear sky. I held moonlight in my hands and let it cascade in streams between my fingers. My wings knew the sea and the sky at night. The moon recognized a friend and ally and the stars whispered my name. I lost someone who burned like embers and mattered to me more then the world. In trying to flee I became broken. Standing on solid ground I no longer knew the dances for the night sky and I felt alone. The tides taught me new movements that I could do without my wings. And I was able to speak again to the moon and the stars until they knew it was really still me. Even without my voice and without my old dances.

[ana-bacana]

When some character dies at Supernatural you never know if you should be sad or anything 'cuz they always come back.